johnmedina999 wrote:

Nice, Achro! It's really cool that you're drawing. Can't wait to see how it turned out.

Westonini wrote:

Penguin wrote:

There's someone in my precalc class named Weston.

I've only ever met a Weston online. They actually started talking to me initially because my name even back then was Westonini. Besides that I've only seen people have it as their last name, which is apparently more common than having it as a first name. I'm not sure how other people see the name, but since I've had that as my first name all my life it just seems really weird to me for it to be a last name.

Penguin wrote:

tad01123 wrote:

Ok, that does sounds dangerous. I'm glad that guy you mentioned wasn't severely injured.
But living on a mountain does sounds interesting, is it hard to breathe the higher you go up?

Edit: got ninja'd as I was writing this. Feelsbadman

Yeah, the higher the elevation, the thinner the breathable air. I've lived around 4500-6000ft since I moved here when I was a 4yo. I was actually born with asthma, and living in an area with thin air which is harder to breathe actually strengthened my lungs to the point where I've completely grown out of it.

It's beautiful here too. We've gotten a few feet of snow so far this year.

Edit: ironic that Husa ninjad me as I wrote that lmao. I don't care about the points anymore so oh well.

Westonini wrote:

Penguin wrote:

There's someone in my precalc class named Weston.

I've only ever met a Weston online. They actually started talking to me initially because my name even back then was Westonini. Besides that I've only seen people have it as their last name, which is apparently more common than having it as a first name. I'm not sure how other people see the name, but since I've had that as my first name all my life it just seems really weird to me for it to be a last name.

johnmedina999 wrote:

I had the same last name as this girl in Middle School. She was pretty cute too. We didn't talk to each other tho, and I haven't seen her since culmination.

On a side note, when I was looking up my marathon results last year, there were only 3 other people with my last name.

johnmedina999 wrote:

Understandable
Have a nice day

Achromalia wrote:

what are ninjas

tad01123 wrote:

I wanna kill myself.

Achromalia wrote:

Trying this out at shorter intervals. I'm at school.

tad01123 wrote:

Good night.

sosteneshion wrote:

Do you guys in USA use laptop at school as well?

sosteneshion wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

Trying this out at shorter intervals. I'm at school.

Do you guys in USA use laptop at school as well?

johnmedina999 wrote:

\o/

Penguin wrote:

but some don't like them because of how they can sometimes be loud.

johnmedina999 wrote:

Penguin wrote:

but some don't like them because of how they can sometimes be loud.

Also I don't mind

pentaqola wrote:

westopony

Westonini wrote:

pentaqola wrote:

westopony

o dam

did you make that?

pentaqola wrote:

westopony

pentaqola wrote:

westopony

Westonini wrote:

owo 2 hours owo

levesterz wrote:

0w0

Westonini wrote:

pentaqola wrote:

westopony

o dam

did you make that?

tad01123 wrote:

I'm so tired.

tad01123 wrote:

Life can be exhausting sometimes but try to make the best out of every moment.
I mean, after just 2 to 3 years I'll graduate uni and will have to go find a full time job and try not to kill myself out of depression in the process.

But regardless, I'll pull through because life's a bitch and I won't lose to it.

Achromalia wrote:

tad01123 wrote:

Life can be exhausting sometimes but try to make the best out of every moment.
I mean, after just 2 to 3 years I'll graduate uni and will have to go find a full time job and try not to kill myself out of depression in the process.

But regardless, I'll pull through because life's a bitch and I won't lose to it.

...egh, yeah.

On my end, I've kinda just managed to get through shit because of my mindset, somehow. I'd been pretty badly depressed but managed to weasel my way out of the bulk of my shitty depression. I did the same with suicidal thoughts.

I still dunno how the hell that worked.

"As pointless as life may seem, death would be equally as pointless."

Just that one thought. And I just kinda... dropped it all. I no longer cared enough to die, and decided to weather the storm. Apathy settled in, and got me through some pretty tough shit.

Endurance has become my main focus for getting through life.

I have no real reason to die. I mean, "life's painful"? Of course it is, because you're at least living and able to feel pain. That's telling you two things. You're alive, and you're in need of something to help you pull through. In my case, apathy is the metaphorical bottle of painkillers. For someone else, it maybe a person, or group of people, sometimes friends, sometimes something else. Games, music, and art, can all help distract people from their own life and keep them busy. If nothing seems to work, you've got to do it yourself, and get yourself back up.

Well, for me, like many pills, that "painkiller", apathy, had its side effects.

So now I'm a little distant from others. I'm still trying to understand people. Trying to make sense of humanity, wondering what the hell would be the reason behind certain things.

But, all in all, I'm okay.

So I'm still glad for that.

g'morning, john.

...Time for school.

Penguin wrote:

It’s unfortunate, but depression changes people. We need to adapt to the depression in order to survive it, and like you said, people adapt to it differently.

I want to think that they’re all temporary adaptions and that we’ll all go back to normal eventually, but we’re constantly changing beings. We’re never the same as we once were. There’s no such thing as “normal”. Your present self is currently the only “normal” you’ll ever know. Normal changes with every waking day.

Eh, I don’t even know which train of thought I’m on right now, kinda just spewing shit oh well.

Achromalia wrote:

I'm in Chemistry right now. Pretty cool stuff, even if we don't really get anywhere.

Penguin wrote:

I know a lot of people who dissected a cat in high school bio.

pentaqola wrote:

I am glad that most of you guys have something decent in school.

My school doesn't really have the greatest of quality. It has bad hygiene, lots of stuff are damaged and no lockers.

The students are the ones that cleans the school, there is only one janitor. We also have very heavy bags, I'm gonna say its at least somewhere above 5 kg. A locker could have fixed the problem, "BUT WE DON'T HAVE MONEY" says the school as they waste money on contests, travels, and other stuff instead of a goddamn LOCKER.

I enjoy learning, but not when you have physical torture of carrying heavy bags.