I'm having a bit of a crisis.
For months, I was not capable of anything. I got to roughly 4700 with 90% DT, and when I finally left dt behind, I noticed I was absolute garbage at everything else. I lost hope. But I kept playing.
We are now about 5 months later. I am finally starting to get a grip of nomod. Which was my goal. About 5 days ago I did a very good play (for me personally). It would have been about 270pp and I was 3/4 through the map when there was a break. So I took a small moment to regain my breath because it was so stressfull, and right after the break I missed 1 note and then SSd the rest.
A few hours later I did another such play. It was still worth 223pp (99.51%) but without the mis it would have been about 245pp.
Now we are 5 days further, and I made a total of 12 1 mis plays. Most of these maps would have been my best play if I did FC it.
Now, my point: The 1 mis plays. Why 1 mis? Why not 2, or 3 , or 0. Why 1? It is so cruel. It is driving me crazy.
What am I supposed to think?
Does anyone else encounter this problem?
For months, I was not capable of anything. I got to roughly 4700 with 90% DT, and when I finally left dt behind, I noticed I was absolute garbage at everything else. I lost hope. But I kept playing.
We are now about 5 months later. I am finally starting to get a grip of nomod. Which was my goal. About 5 days ago I did a very good play (for me personally). It would have been about 270pp and I was 3/4 through the map when there was a break. So I took a small moment to regain my breath because it was so stressfull, and right after the break I missed 1 note and then SSd the rest.
A few hours later I did another such play. It was still worth 223pp (99.51%) but without the mis it would have been about 245pp.
Now we are 5 days further, and I made a total of 12 1 mis plays. Most of these maps would have been my best play if I did FC it.
Now, my point: The 1 mis plays. Why 1 mis? Why not 2, or 3 , or 0. Why 1? It is so cruel. It is driving me crazy.
What am I supposed to think?
Does anyone else encounter this problem?