Because it's lying to say something you're not thinking for the sake of consistency. And I was continuously being pressured into proving I'm not scum, thanks to having started with a pretty bad move that's what led to all of this. It doesn't matter if I'm honest or not at this point, you guys think I'm scum, period. And I can't do any reads because anything I say about anyone will be "me trying to squeeze myself out of scum"
So, basically, I fucked up, and now I can't contribute to the game anymore. So it'd be better to take the lynch, even though town won't get much information out of it. They'll probably just go "Oh well she was just playing bad I guess" and ignore any of my reads. Maybe you'd become suspicious, SNB, but I can't really see how else things will go at the moment.
I constantly had to correct false interpretations and/or reword/explain my statements, which goes to show that I just didn't make them correctly. Scum (which I assume is you) saw that as a perfect opportunity to jump on, and the constant questioning leading in various directions, and multiple questions about the same thing under various contexts, led to me making "contradictory" posts.
The only way I'd be taken seriously again is if any one of my main reads (namely you or farto) has a big enough scumslip to convince the rest of town that my reads weren't that off. But I don't see that happening anytime soon, so, I realize I fucked up and if I get lynched over that then so be it. I'm still thoroughly convinced that at least two of the people pushing me are scum, and you're one of them.