im a guy , still in highschool... grade 2nd .. i love 2 boys... yeah.. maybe im gay... but i dont want thats sex..
maybe , since little.. i played to much with girls.. from kidgarden to highschool..
im not girlish.. just im to shy.. not socialize with many ppl.. im a avoidant , i only have some friends many them are girls.. and some trusted friends..
i have 2 best friends... i love them... since grade 10th.. ( 1grade high school ).. i dont know why i love them..
so in friday.. im trying to confess my feeling to them... that i love you guys both...
i love them both... they have same personality... they are funny guys, strong guys.. kind guys.. and..they so gorgeous...
so..when break time , i call.. them... my class mate.., bolin and masato to the toilet, then... i said I LOVE YOU GUYS
what they react....
im ready to get a reject.. since what i want to do is only express my feeling... only that.. but.. what they say..
WE DO ... we love ***** , too...
then i faint... when i woke up i in school emergency room... (dunno what it called in english ) they both smile at me...
next day... i bought a cinema ticket at saturday night... i want to take them to a date...
im so happy... could together with them
im in the middle.. holding their hand....
then... when we are crossing... a street... flash light and i dazzled... then... everything turn dark.. i dont know what happen
but when i woke up... its friday , 6.30AM at my own bed room ...