Just got ears from a close relative of my friend that he died.
Suicide, under influence of drugs as it was reported.
Yesterday.
I don't know what to feel, how to feel.
Everything was alright 2 days ago. Everything was alright. Nothing was unusual.
We wrote to eachother like nothing was unusual, yesterday he didn't replied, it now makes sense.
Having lost someone valuable to you hurts. the pain is relived again.
I feel like i could cry forever. there's just so much i need to release right now.
Thank you that i could live with you, may you find peace.