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I do know how to swim but i'm so fking scared when it comes to swim in the sea or something deep
that too - though i can swim, i don't like it at all and i hate big amounts of water in one place, orzLiutprando wrote:
I do know how to swim but i'm so fking scared when it comes to swim in the sea or something deep
I try very hard to open my eyes wide as to not look like one of those chinky Asians.
my vocabulary is very bad and sometimes im ashamed of having to ask what something means
i also often dont understand what certain sentences mean.
i also often dont understand what certain sentences mean.
whats your native language?silmarilen wrote:
my vocabulary is very bad and sometimes im ashamed of having to ask what something means
i also often dont understand what certain sentences mean.
I nearly had a mental breakdown due to osu!
dutchKingFloyd wrote:
whats your native language?silmarilen wrote:
my vocabulary is very bad and sometimes im ashamed of having to ask what something means
i also often dont understand what certain sentences mean.
I had one the other day 'cause I realized that no matter how hard I practiced, I wasn't gonna get any better.Valentiino wrote:
I nearly had a mental breakdown due to osu!
I got one during the OWC match today. It made me realize how socially withdrawn I am, when it comes to stuff like hundreds of anonymous people watching your performance
i speak english natively and i have to ask what words mean all the time and im an awful speller so i kno what ur feelin :/silmarilen wrote:
dutchKingFloyd wrote:
whats your native language?
That's okay though. I think it's more difficult to maintain a large vocabulary in languages you don't often speak conversationally. My Spanish and Hindi vocabularies are both really bad even though I've known the latter my entire life and been studying the former for 8 years.silmarilen wrote:
my vocabulary is very bad and sometimes im ashamed of having to ask what something means
i also often dont understand what certain sentences mean.
its in both dutch and english :x
Emaal
Why is this in Off-Topic?
The thought of "what the fuck am I doing with my life" is always in the back of my mind. It gets really annoying when I'm playing a video game, because it's hard for me to really immerse and enjoy myself. I don't know, just a nagging feeling saying that I should be doing something productive.
In fact, I'm having that feeling right now. Fuck.
In fact, I'm having that feeling right now. Fuck.
Emaal
chill you're 15 mate, have some fun while it lasts. worry when you become adultmathexpert9981 wrote:
The thought of "what the fuck am I doing with my life" is always in the back of my mind. It gets really annoying when I'm playing a video game, because it's hard for me to really immerse and enjoy myself. I don't know, just a nagging feeling saying that I should be doing something productive.
In fact, I'm having that feeling right now. Fuck.
EY WOJJAN MOVE THIS SHITVelperK wrote:
Why is this in Off-Topic?
because most of the interesting people dont look outside of OT that often
I would argue the opposite silmarilen
You probably still look skinny anyway. I like food but I don't like weight. ;-;Hika wrote:
Abbie if it makes you feel any better, I gained 20lbs in the past year. It makes me feel so horrible. Oh well ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Confession 4: There are so many people on osu! I want to talk to but I'm too shy/afraid to.
This and I'm really insecure and constantly worry about what people think of me.Kaona wrote:
There are so many people on osu! I want to talk to but I'm too shy/afraid to.
Tsusuko wrote:
I'm really insecure and constantly worry about what people think of me.
only on the internet tho, irl i dont careMilkshake wrote:
Tsusuko wrote:
I'm really insecure and constantly worry about what people think of me.
Funny, I'm the exact opposite way. I could not care less what people think about me on the internet, but irl is a different issue entirely.silmarilen wrote:
only on the internet tho, irl i dont care
yeah if i'd give fuck irl too i'd commit suicidesilmarilen wrote:
only on the internet tho, irl i dont care
qftMilkshake wrote:
yeah if i'd give fuck irl too i'd commit suicidesilmarilen wrote:
only on the internet tho, irl i dont care
also qfmilkshake
she_old
I always make myself sound way more polite and friendly online than IRL, I feel more comfortable when talking to people in person(even though I don't like talking that much) rather than in a chat, and voice chat is something I hate the most as I totally hate my voice and would love to change it.
After a long time got online on MSN just to talk with a friend.
But he is playing Dota2. /feels
But he is playing Dota2. /feels
My intentions usually rub people the wrong way and sometimes I wonder if it'd be better if I just stayed quiet all the time.
tell me your secretsKingFloyd wrote:
im no good at anything.
but im TOTALLY ok with that and live happily
I WANT TO BE HAPPY
being happy is so ez pz, all psychological problems brought on your own is only extended by your own will
lewa look in the mirror.
That always makes me happy.
I've just given you guys the opportunity now to make a silly joke about me.
That always makes me happy.
I've just given you guys the opportunity now to make a silly joke about me.
I'm beginning to believe that happiness is a state of mind that is impossible for some people to achieve.Hika wrote:
being happy is so ez pz, all psychological problems brought on your own is only extended by your own will
Happiness is overrated anyways, its just a bunch of chemicals in your brainthelewa wrote:
I'm beginning to believe that happiness is a state of mind that is impossible for some people to achieve.Hika wrote:
being happy is so ez pz, all psychological problems brought on your own is only extended by your own will
Personally, I don't think it's hard to be happy. It's all just what Kanye said, chemicals. But you need to be able to block out a lot to be happy; it took me a while to hit this state of mind actually.
uguu ;_;IppE wrote:
I haven't talked with undermine in a long time on msn ):
weedHika wrote:
It's all just what Kanye said, chemicals.
errrrday
u know it
Hum, I haven't been on my msn in about a year.UnderminE wrote:
After a long time got online on MSN just to talk with a friend.
I get distracted by mirrors... You can see why. And probapossibly the only person on here at all that might have a chance of knowing that joke is Zelda.LaVolpe024 wrote:
lewa look in the mirror.
That always makes me happy.
#420winber1 wrote:
weedHika wrote:
It's all just what Kanye said, chemicals.
errrrday
i dont want to know you
i didn't fap this month ey
lol what
lol what
but you're different
Darn it Milkshake, stop talking to yourself with silm and Hika's names.
no uVext wrote:
Darn it Milkshake, stop talking to yourself with silm and Hika's names.
I would pee myself if someone showed up randomly with my old avatar now that I think about it. But only if it was a new person who had no idea.
Kanye West wrote:
Happiness is overrated anyways, its just a bunch of chemicals in your brain
I tend to get poststalked by german people
Emaal
if you want to be happy stop thinking like this, it'll make you not happy, and depressed, which is why you aren't happy. writing stuff like this is also ruining others moods, since they start reflecting on it, so gg.Hika wrote:
Personally, I don't think it's hard to be happy. It's all just what Kanye said, chemicals. But you need to be able to block out a lot to be happy; it took me a while to hit this state of mind actually.
nonetheless, chemicals or not, happiness is a feeling, and a feeling you can enjoy only for a limited time. enjoy that time utmost, and people should stop being "uguu i am sad !suicide" when they are sad, that's not how it works.
/rant
she_old
i became happy when suddenly 500 people on osu wanted to be friends with me
Fussing about happiness being a bunch of chemicals in the brain and objectifying it makes it something it's not. I am well aware of the science behind it- there's science behind everything we feel and do. But that doesn't mean we should detach ourselves from our emotions just because they're chemical reactions. We all need our feelings-- they go hand in hand with our instincts and guide our actions/ define who we are. While it may be hard to deal with the harder emotions, learning to confront sadness and depression is a great way to mature and build character. If you really want to be happy, stop and think about how you will be the happiest in the years to come and if your happiness is what matters the most to you. If you see nothing but suffering and still want to commit suicide, think again about how the people who may love you will feel after you've passed away. That suffering, to them, may be worse than death itself. Suicide is the ultimate selfish act someone can commit. You would be better off exercising new options for your future and trying to find some other meaning to your life. Where you may not find meaning in your life from happiness, your search for meaning may be all the meaning you need. I've personally found that there's a lot to my life apart from the ways I've been spending it for the past 21 years in my more recent endeavors.
Anyways, I don't mean to lecture anyone. Your life is your own and you are the one who decides what to do with it. While others may influence how you live they hold no true sway over your actions and words.
/me tries to be insightful
Anyways, I don't mean to lecture anyone. Your life is your own and you are the one who decides what to do with it. While others may influence how you live they hold no true sway over your actions and words.
/me tries to be insightful
But I'm not depressed. HOHHOHOHOHOH
Besides, only you yourself can define happiness for yourself & yourself only. It's not complicating at all, it's just a feeling.
Besides, only you yourself can define happiness for yourself & yourself only. It's not complicating at all, it's just a feeling.
I spent 10 minutes on writing that damn you ; A ;Silynn wrote:
tl;dr
CDFA wrote:
I sometimes cannot hold my horny when I see peppy.
Who loves ya bby.
10/10, would read again - pretty well said.Kaoru wrote:
Fussing about happiness being a bunch of chemicals in the brain and objectifying it makes it something it's not. I am well aware of the science behind it- there's science behind everything we feel and do. But that doesn't mean we should detach ourselves from our emotions just because they're chemical reactions. We all need our feelings-- they go hand in hand with our instincts and guide our actions/ define who we are. While it may be hard to deal with the harder emotions, learning to confront sadness and depression is a great way to mature and build character. If you really want to be happy, stop and think about how you will be the happiest in the years to come and if your happiness is what matters the most to you. If you see nothing but suffering and still want to commit suicide, think again about how the people who may love you will feel after you've passed away. That suffering, to them, may be worse than death itself. Suicide is the ultimate selfish act someone can commit. You would be better off exercising new options for your future and trying to find some other meaning to your life. Where you may not find meaning in your life from happiness, your search for meaning may be all the meaning you need. I've personally found that there's a lot to my life apart from the ways I've been spending it for the past 21 years in my more recent endeavors.
Anyways, I don't mean to lecture anyone. Your life is your own and you are the one who decides what to do with it. While others may influence how you live they hold no true sway over your actions and words.
/me tries to be insightful
And like I wrote earlier, ignorance is bliss.
I actually read that twice to process that. Well said, but then again people won't take that into consideration, especially the part about suicide because apparently suffering for them currently is just enough to take their life away. I don't think anyone has it too hard to the point where they should do it. But if you're starting to feel suicidal, it's only best to talk it out with someone instead of taking stuff in your own hands.
~opinions~
~opinions~
I honestly don't understand how committing suicide would be a selfish act. Then again, I've never felt sad when either my friends or family members have died.Kaoru wrote:
Fussing about happiness being a bunch of chemicals in the brain and objectifying it makes it something it's not. I am well aware of the science behind it- there's science behind everything we feel and do. But that doesn't mean we should detach ourselves from our emotions just because they're chemical reactions. We all need our feelings-- they go hand in hand with our instincts and guide our actions/ define who we are. While it may be hard to deal with the harder emotions, learning to confront sadness and depression is a great way to mature and build character. If you really want to be happy, stop and think about how you will be the happiest in the years to come and if your happiness is what matters the most to you. If you see nothing but suffering and still want to commit suicide, think again about how the people who may love you will feel after you've passed away. That suffering, to them, may be worse than death itself. Suicide is the ultimate selfish act someone can commit. You would be better off exercising new options for your future and trying to find some other meaning to your life. Where you may not find meaning in your life from happiness, your search for meaning may be all the meaning you need. I've personally found that there's a lot to my life apart from the ways I've been spending it for the past 21 years in my more recent endeavors.
Anyways, I don't mean to lecture anyone. Your life is your own and you are the one who decides what to do with it. While others may influence how you live they hold no true sway over your actions and words.
/me tries to be insightful
she_old
suicide is the most selfish act one can commit
Would a suffering person really care about what other people think, anyway?
That's also the most useless thing you can say to a suicidal person.kriers wrote:
suicide is the most selfish act one can commit
she_old
I like you.loseri wrote:
I highly doubt they would care, and I don't think they should care, it's their life and they should be able to decide what to do with it.
Sure you can decide to do what you want with your life, as long as it doesn't hurt others. Suicide hurts others, so it's still wrong.loseri wrote:
I highly doubt they would care, and I don't think they should care, it's their life and they should be able to decide what to do with it.
Depending on context, it can also be the most selfless act one can commit.kriers wrote:
suicide is the most selfish act one can commit
playing devil's advocate is so fun
You've gotta be shitting meKanye West wrote:
Sure you can decide to do what you want with your life, as long as it doesn't hurt others. Suicide hurts others, so it's still wrong.loseri wrote:
I highly doubt they would care, and I don't think they should care, it's their life and they should be able to decide what to do with it.
So basically we're supposed to cut all of our social ties and become completely forgotten by EVERYONE, and only then we're allowed to kill ourselves? That takes a lot of time, man.
But why would you want to try so hard to be forgotten & put yourself through even more pain? That just leads to another level of depression of some sort. Aren't you supposed to be achieving happiness?
she_old
Personally I think if you don't like something you should prevent/stop it.Kanye West wrote:
Sure you can decide to do what you want with your life, as long as it doesn't hurt others. Suicide hurts others, so it's still wrong.loseri wrote:
I highly doubt they would care, and I don't think they should care, it's their life and they should be able to decide what to do with it.
If you don't like being bullied you should try and fight your way out of it.
If you don't like a certain fact you should just get yourself to not care or accept it or even change it depending on the situation.
People being suicidal are unstable so trying to stop them would be a way to getting hurt, and if it doesn't work out then you should just move on, at least you tried to do something.
Not really, no. It's hard to achieve something that I've never experienced.Hika wrote:
But why would you want to try so hard to be forgotten & put yourself through even more pain? That just leads to another level of depression of some sort. Aren't you supposed to be achieving happiness?
Oh yeah, if committing suicide is a selfish act, then isn't preventing another person from committing suicide because it would cause me grief, also selfish?
she_old
Yes, it's like keeping a dying cat or any other kind of unsaveable case alive.thelewa wrote:
then isn't preventing another person from committing suicide because it would cause me grief, also selfish?
Or imagine cutting off someone's arms and legs but keeping them alive while they're unable to do anything.
It's a lose-lose situation either way.
Let me nazi this: An apparently unsavable case.loseri wrote:
Yes, it's like keeping a dying cat or any other kind of unsaveable case alive.thelewa wrote:
then isn't preventing another person from committing suicide because it would cause me grief, also selfish?
But you're not doing it to avoid grief, you're doing it so they don't hurt themselvesthelewa wrote:
Not really, no. It's hard to achieve something that I've never experienced.Hika wrote:
But why would you want to try so hard to be forgotten & put yourself through even more pain? That just leads to another level of depression of some sort. Aren't you supposed to be achieving happiness?
Oh yeah, if committing suicide is a selfish act, then isn't preventing another person from committing suicide because it would cause me grief, also selfish?
I could be causing them further pain if I were to prevent them from committing suicide.
It's also further pain for you (if you actually cared) if they actually did suicide. What's the point we're trying to make here?
I'm trying to say that preventing people from committing suicide is wrong, since it's their life and they have every right in the world to do whatever they want with it. Taking away the right to die is one of the most cruel things ever.
she_old
Why do people commit suicide? Emotional pain. It's not like some permanent disability, you can fix it.
In my opinion it's a lot worse to have actual disabilities like muscular dystrophy than emotional pain. Basically quit being a little bitch and try to solve your problems instead of wallowing in your own fucking sorrows or avoiding them by killing yourself and maybe you can get somewhere
In my opinion it's a lot worse to have actual disabilities like muscular dystrophy than emotional pain. Basically quit being a little bitch and try to solve your problems instead of wallowing in your own fucking sorrows or avoiding them by killing yourself and maybe you can get somewhere
I'm pretty sure most people that commited suicide could have been stopped and lived a happy life
also I wish I could slap you lewa
also I wish I could slap you lewa
Or because they suffer from some sort of chronic illness that causes them massive pain that cannot be relieved in any way.Kanye West wrote:
Why do people commit suicide? Emotional pain. It's not like some permanent disability, you can fix it.
Like cluster headaches, for example.
Also, you can't fix everything.
Also suicide isn't always wrong.
In my opinion it's only wrong when there's nothing wrong with someone except some emotional pain or depression, and if they faced their problems, they could move on and live happy lives like kriers said.
I think the only people that have a right to suicide are people that were born with a life-altering disability which lets them do next to nothing or had an accident that left them a vegetable.
In my opinion it's only wrong when there's nothing wrong with someone except some emotional pain or depression, and if they faced their problems, they could move on and live happy lives like kriers said.
I think the only people that have a right to suicide are people that were born with a life-altering disability which lets them do next to nothing or had an accident that left them a vegetable.
ALSO IT'S NOT LIKE I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF, I'M JUST EXPRESSING MY OPINIONS ON THIS MATTER
JESUS CHRIST
this was directed at kriers
JESUS CHRIST
this was directed at kriers
hello kriers I have to sign your post - in the end it's all case to case and there's no "general solution" but giving a try and testing the limits / honesty of a person before going "all-in" about this would never be a wrong step :v
3:55 AM, gj keeping me awake youbastards lovely individuals
3:55 AM, gj keeping me awake you
All I ever think of is Dante's Inferno when I hear suicide.
Seventh Circle (Violence)
The seventh circle houses the violent. Its entry is guarded by the Minotaur, and it is divided into three rings:
Middle ring: In this ring are suicides and profligates. The suicides – the violent against self – are transformed into gnarled thorny bushes and trees and then fed upon by Harpies. The trees are a metaphor for the state of mind in which suicide is committed. Dante learns that these suicides, unique among the dead, will not be corporally resurrected after the final judgement since they gave away their bodies through suicide; instead they will maintain their bushy form, with their own corpses hanging from the thorny limbs. The other residents of this ring are the profligates, who destroyed their lives by destroying the means by which life is sustained – i.e. money and property. They are perpetually chased and mauled by ferocious dogs. The destruction wrought upon the wood by the profligates' flight and punishment as they crash through the undergrowth causes further suffering to the suicides, who cannot move out of the way.
Seventh Circle (Violence)
The seventh circle houses the violent. Its entry is guarded by the Minotaur, and it is divided into three rings:
Middle ring: In this ring are suicides and profligates. The suicides – the violent against self – are transformed into gnarled thorny bushes and trees and then fed upon by Harpies. The trees are a metaphor for the state of mind in which suicide is committed. Dante learns that these suicides, unique among the dead, will not be corporally resurrected after the final judgement since they gave away their bodies through suicide; instead they will maintain their bushy form, with their own corpses hanging from the thorny limbs. The other residents of this ring are the profligates, who destroyed their lives by destroying the means by which life is sustained – i.e. money and property. They are perpetually chased and mauled by ferocious dogs. The destruction wrought upon the wood by the profligates' flight and punishment as they crash through the undergrowth causes further suffering to the suicides, who cannot move out of the way.
i have asperger, i am already afraid to talk to people (yes even my parents in some cases), how am i going to get myself out of getting bullyd?loseri wrote:
Personally I think if you don't like something you should prevent/stop it.
If you don't like being bullied you should try and fight your way out of it.
i used to get bullyd at school and i only got out of it because the bullys left school.
I feel closest to people that I'm most detached from. Makes no sense, but I don't really make much sense to begin with. I also try hardest to gain approval from people that I know will never approve of me.
Also I'm seriously considering quitting this game and finding a less time-consuming hobby. Perhaps writing? Maybe I'll start a blog.
Also I'm seriously considering quitting this game and finding a less time-consuming hobby. Perhaps writing? Maybe I'll start a blog.
I can't really say much but I'm introverted also and learning to talk with people only comes with practice. And having hobbies helps too.silmarilen wrote:
i have asperger, i am already afraid to talk to people (yes even my parents in some cases), how am i going to get myself out of getting bullyd?loseri wrote:
Personally I think if you don't like something you should prevent/stop it.
If you don't like being bullied you should try and fight your way out of it.
i used to get bullyd at school and i only got out of it because the bullys left school.
You know what else cuts social ties? Suicide.thelewa wrote:
You've gotta be shitting meKanye West wrote:
Sure you can decide to do what you want with your life, as long as it doesn't hurt others. Suicide hurts others, so it's still wrong.
So basically we're supposed to cut all of our social ties and become completely forgotten by EVERYONE, and only then we're allowed to kill ourselves? That takes a lot of time, man.
Oh shit.
The path to self-destruction.Kanye West wrote:
Maybe I'll start a blog.
There are so many things I could confess to or reveal about myself. But what reason would anyone have to reveal a weakness or tell the person they are deceiving that they are deceiving them?
That being said, I confess I was a pony hipster for liking the original My Little Pony way back when and for that reason I did not want to like the new one. As well I watched the first 2 episodes when they came out and hated it, but recently was forced to watch from ep 3 onward and now am actually enjoying it. I hate that I like it now lol.
That being said, I confess I was a pony hipster for liking the original My Little Pony way back when and for that reason I did not want to like the new one. As well I watched the first 2 episodes when they came out and hated it, but recently was forced to watch from ep 3 onward and now am actually enjoying it. I hate that I like it now lol.
asperger is very permanent
she_old
I have no idea how it is to have asperger so I can't say much about it.silmarilen wrote:
i have asperger, i am already afraid to talk to people (yes even my parents in some cases), how am i going to get myself out of getting bullyd?loseri wrote:
Personally I think if you don't like something you should prevent/stop it.
If you don't like being bullied you should try and fight your way out of it.
i used to get bullyd at school and i only got out of it because the bullys left school.
Fighting is usually a working solution if you're stronger than the bullies.