Thanks for the support everyone, I hope to find work asap. And to be honest I agree with silentkiller, I hate having to rely on the state but atm I don't have very many options. I have a house a car and lighting and internet to pay on ,I know what it means to make a honest days work. And I hope to be back on the working force as soon as possible but, until then I have to take what the state will give me.
on the topic of these donations, I'm not forcing or implying anyone to donate. I can't thank the users that have enough for helping me though this but, please do not donate if it is going to put any of you in a bind. That is not what I want, I have not used any of this money yet, and plan to hang on to it as a last resort for paying my bills. however if I can I'd love be able to get a job before that and be able to give this back. I really do thank everyone from the bottom of my heart that is taken the time to give to me, I don't think I could ever give enough back and for this I am forever grateful. thank you all!