so I kinda wanted to start keeping track of my stuff, so here is the start of the list:
07-06-2016: first 200pp play (225pp, previous best 195pp) don't remember map 14-06-2016: 4000pp 16-06-2016: top 10000 21-06-2016: new equipment: Cherry MX Board 6.0 with MX red switches
stopped playing for 6 months
11-02-2017: first 300pp play (304pp, previous best 270pp) daidai 20-02-2017: changed area for first time ever, roughly 1.5x of what I had 22-02-2017: 5000pp 03-03-2017: top 7500 05-03-2017: country top 100 05-04-2017: top 5000 07-04-2017: from now on I'm tracking every new top play 07-04-2017: new top play: 386pp Inferno [Tortured Soul Extra] Nomod FC 20-04-2017: top 4000 01-05-2017: 6000pp 04-05-2017: country top 50 06-05-2017: top 3000 29-06-2017: top 2000 30-06-2017: first 400pp play (403pp, previous best 386pp) also new top play 30-06-2017: new top play: 403pp ^^ Inferno [Tortured Soul Extra] Nomod FC, improved accuracy 24-07-2017: new top play: 435pp Inferno [Tortured Soul Extra] Hidden FC, same accuracy 30-08-2017: 7000pp 19-10-2017: new equipment: antecer osu keypad with 5 different MX switches 05-01-2018: new top play: 451pp Daisuki Evolution [Xexxar's Best... Girl?!] Nomod 98.09% 2 miss on end jumps 12-04-2018: new top play: 470pp Sidetracked Day [THREE DIMENSIONS] Nomod 97.87% 1 miss last note of sliderstream 13-04-2018: 4x 400pp within 24 hours 16-05-2018: top 1000 18-06-2018: 8000pp 18-06-2018: new top play: 527pp Blue Zenith [FOUR DIMENSIONS] Nomod 99.12% FC 23-03-2019: a few weeks after blue zenith the osu! event happened, afterwards I switched to a ctl-480 and that was the biggest mistake in my osu! career. My hands are actually very very shaky but I never noticed due to the 50-80ms smoothing on the 490. I tried to just deal with it and continued to play on the 480, but it never got better, slowly demotivating me more and more until the point where I'm at now. Switching back to the 490 isn't an option because I'm used to the low input delay on the 480 now. I'm stuck. I feel like shit and don't want to play the game anymore simply because I can't aim like I used to, can't set the plays like I used to, can't even beat my scores from 2 years ago... This will be the last thing I write for this list, nothing interesting will happen anymore. I tried to switch to dragging a few weeks ago and it worked for a bit, but my shaky hands still caught up to me. Combined with the fact that my hands are starting to hurt when playing osu!, it's probably better for me to not play anymore.
osu! has brought me so many good things in life, and probably even gave a meaning to why I'm living like I am now, so many friends, so many fun moments. Heck it's probably even given me a career through the osu! event I'm organizing. I will stay active in the community by organizing tournaments, helping out streaming for tournaments and doing the osu! event of course. I'm quitting the game itself, but no way in hell that I'm leaving the community. 18-10-2019: haha nvm the story above i've been improving like crazy the past couple weeks 18-10-2019: 99% profile accuracy 26-12-2019: 9000pp 30-01-2020: new top play: 581pp Sidetracked Day [THREE DIMENSIONS] Nomod 99.08% | Imaizumi PMd me asking how to FC the map so I jokingly said "spec i'll show you the start and then until i miss" but I never missed. Whoops. 17-08-2020: haven't written here in a while but after a break of around 3 months i returned to osu! with suddenly insane stamina and a nice reading reset. i can finally say i'm enjoying the game again and today i set one of the best scores of my life. painters of the tempest reverse 3 miss with 98.61 acc. when i fc this map i'll have achieved anything i'd ever want from osu!. it's scary seeing what i'm able to do nowadays. 22-09-2020: nyaako 11-10-2020: got onto the OWC team for the Netherlands! 25-01-2021: 10000pp 27-07-2021: new top play: 585pp Legend of Millennium [Xexxar's Best... Succubus?! HD 99.13% | random try lol
27-07-2021: NEW TOP PLAY: 610pp BLUE ZENITH [FOUR DIMENSIONS] SS. | YESSS I DID IT!!!!!!! so proud of this score. the emotions i felt after this arent describeable and something to never forget.