if you like some of my maps, do try my Reason / Unrestrained [Extra] / Now We Sleep maps those 3 are the only maps I think is good enough for me special mention for The Exile for being my most expressive map yet, it might not be good but this is how I want to map the rest of my uploads is just me trying things out and usually failing or just uninteresting map i might re-finish some of my older map or make a remap diff
road to 100 graveyard maps without ranking anything
I'm the kind of mapper that tries to vary spacing on literally everything, and likes overlap and handplaced stuff. Unclean mapping is best mapping.
And I like prog metal (not too much into old metal tho) stuffs but also pretty much any music. I either map songs I like or stupid meme songs, no in-between.
Ranked GD: Few Against Many -> just a ds'd insane map, ds and rotation on kiai just plays bad and looks bad. i rarely use ds anymore on insanes after this. Guitarmass -> oo a map with a gimmick, i think it's nice but i wish i had fixed some visual issues lol
There's also that indo collab map, but I'd rather not speak about that.
Personally I've never felt like I'm a good player in osu as shown by my 3 months time to even pass an Insane, any new player can most likely be better than me in just a year (5kpp at the time of writing this) and probably less if they're pretty good. And it's kinda funny seeing new players pass by your rank so quickly lol.
But I don't think I regret spending my time having fun playing with literally anything stupid I can see instead of focusing and training my skills on a specific thing, because I've just never find that as fun tbh. I think it's fine to play with whatever reason you have and that there's no need to rush and get good as soon as possible anyway since it'll always come down to "play more".
There's no such thing as "EZ reading", there's only "not brain-farting when seeing over 8 circles at the same time".
General Guide on FCing with EZ: 1. Play a map with EZ and finish it atleast once 2. Retry over and over again If there's a part where you absolutely can't understand anything then make a separate difficulty to practice it. If you can't understand it even when you retry over and over then use HT or Relax or Auto or any combination of these (Auto 0.5x + HT for MAXIMUM learning)
As long as you have the aim/speed/stamina for a map, it's doable as long as you have the dedication to learn the patterns with EZ.
Favorite mapper things because everyone has these: RLC (forever a legend in my heart as a player) Left (left's my early mapping god) LMT (mentorship mentor, I never realized it before but he's criminally underrated by non-mappers. do give his maps a try, pretty much became my foundation on mapping) Kuro Fuyusaki : for being a god modder and someone I could always ask for help in times of need, and chat with occasionally wiken: underrated indo mapper like hella underrated