after 5 years joining osu.... the generation of osu keep going on.
Last 5 years, I know osu in my uncle's old laptop, and next month I buy netbook and almost forgot that I have osu... before I was a good mapper, I created a first map and ask a modder to help it, but they don't like it so much. I try, I try as much as I can till I'm done. And some modder like it and it successful to ranked. Beside that, I want to help other mapper to make their map good, I'd research to how to modding a map, but it seems my mod doesn't help them and I have plenty of kudosu for shoot kudosu for my map. After many tries and time to time, I have a progress of modding and mapping. And finally, my first map that already I tried to fix it finally ranked.
Few months ago, I meet my first friend name VanMonky, he is a good person, good modder, and he is kind (lol). Time to time, I had lots of friend especially that friend from Indonesia and Thailand. Many months later, I am now active to osu! community in mapping and modding. I started to crazy over the community especially for orioncomet that I give a joke that make her heart is pain, due to that I ignore her so much. After that, I continue to do crazy in IRCs and some many people warn me (not much, maybe 2 IRCs?) about my horrible attitude that makes me silenced for 5 minutes. Many months ago, I saw orioncomet's message at userpage to me, I don't know what she said. Waiting till online and I found her while I'm chatting in IRC, and I apologize her and she accepted. And now we both are friend now. After many conversations and jokes (incl. some.... well.... dirty jokes.... lol) not only her, but many people I got so many friends from osu. Beside that about friendship, I know that Indonesia's people have a language thread since 5 years ago, and I started to chat there 3 years ago. I do have a friend from there, but time to time, after I talking about my educational stuff, people started to bullying me. I cry over those thread till one day some friend are defends me and results it's flamewar, and now it's over and they understand about my educational story.
2 years ago in new years, I become MAT because I had a good skill of modding maps and the requests is flooding so much, lol. Many people appreciate me how I mod to them and how I'm good to community. On 2013, I was promoted to become BAT and I see the secret forum in osu.... and I say wow... but for me it's useless even it's important. From time to time, my mod quality is drained, and I just rank 1 map. And I didn't get a good job by modding them. On September, I'm starting to lazy to mod osu till new year and one day I got kicked out for 2 reasons, because I too much inactivity for long time and my mod quality isn't what their expected. And now I still try to mod for do my best with BAT's advice.
Now... about mapping? Leo? I know my mapping skill is drained too till the judge give me a bad score when I joined a mapping contest. Because of that it motivate me to map better, but.... some modders are busy and I hardly to sent request due to their IRL....
But, how about your old friend at osu, Leo? Well, now many my old friend is gone. I still keep finding friend but only few of them from Indonesian and few mappers.... many BATs are new too but they don't know me. And I have few old friend, but all of them seems started to busy and forgot me... Seriously from deeply of my heart, my heart is crying over losing friendship from osu. My heart breaks but fortunately my friend at twitter do conversation me with some Japanese and alumnis from osu that it makes recovers me. But still, I want someone to recovers me from osu! not twitter.
Now what? Will you want to quit now? No, I don't want to quit now, many mappers are await me to mod their map. And I want to see how osu is keep standing till now, and also want to seeing how osu is evolving with many new community, features and (especially) new friends.... So yeah, I don't want to forget osu till I die......
So, osu, thank you to get know me about friendship, modding, mapping, playing, and much more. And I appreciate how you get to hardworking for community.