i have horrible depression and it comes from feeling alone and unwanted my entire life. i can barely consider anyone in my friends lists to be actual friends because almost everyone i have added just makes me feel unwanted and i end up always being alone during times when i need someone to talk to.
i've probably been a horrible person to you but there is nothing i can do to change the way i act since the same things will always happen and nobody will ever support me or even attempt to be here for me when i need it. all i have done for my entire life is disappoint people. except for the people below, i do not hate a single person who i've deleted, i just delete because not a single person can help me and everyone always treats me the same way and makes me feel like there's no reason for me to even exist.
the shit list: (these are the people i will never forgive for any reason)
Mi****o Hi****_***w ic******_**n Br*******3 0u*****t Am*****_***e My mom
note that most of these aren't even osu usernames and some aren't even people from this community i'm also not adding any more people to this list so don't try to get on it
if you're not on this list then this means that you can try to talk to me again but it still probably won't work out
honestly anyone who still plays this game anymore needs to find better shit to do with their life there's a damn good reason everyone i have a problem with lately still plays this shit game actively interacting with this shit community just makes you a worse person