So, okay, TL;DR, I cant FC a map.
I play fun maps and songs that I enjoy and hard maps to improve and I am improving, but i've developed extremely annoying and uncontrollable behavior. Every single time I try to farm something to gain some pp and get near the end of the map I feel the insane urge to look away from the screen and I cant control it, I simply look away from the screen and miss the notes and sometimes fail the map. Its like the urge to pop your fingers and back and other joints in your body, you get relief from it, but I cant control it, it just happens.
This never happens when I play to improve and for fun. Once I try to gain some ranks to justify my improvement this happens, always, since August. I have 0 FCs for 4 straight months with daily play of osu of at least 100 maps a day. I am improving, but I cant FC even the simplest of maps.
I play fun maps and songs that I enjoy and hard maps to improve and I am improving, but i've developed extremely annoying and uncontrollable behavior. Every single time I try to farm something to gain some pp and get near the end of the map I feel the insane urge to look away from the screen and I cant control it, I simply look away from the screen and miss the notes and sometimes fail the map. Its like the urge to pop your fingers and back and other joints in your body, you get relief from it, but I cant control it, it just happens.
This never happens when I play to improve and for fun. Once I try to gain some ranks to justify my improvement this happens, always, since August. I have 0 FCs for 4 straight months with daily play of osu of at least 100 maps a day. I am improving, but I cant FC even the simplest of maps.