So I have been playing osu alot recently, some days I play for several hours and somedays only a hour but I try to play everyday to make sure I improve. There is one problem though and that is that I doubt myself with Everything I'm doing, I use tablet and a usb keyboard as my laptop keyboard is broke and I had the setup since the start but Now I seem to feel uncomfortable in this position and I am struggling on deciding to either use 1 or 2 fingers to tap. When I am playing beatmaps I tend to exit after getting 1 or two x's or breaking my combo as I feel like there is no point contuining as I would probally get a bad score. I don't know what it is with me, I love this game but maybe Im expecting too much of myself, I mean I want become a good player but everybody does really And Im prepared to play alot as i know it cant happen over a month or two of playing. I can Pretty much do most 3* and some 4* maps but I dont know If i will ever progress any further as I get too nervous on 5* maps. I dont expect anyone to respond to this as this is a long post but If you do I will really take it into consideration and If u do, thank you.
p.s: I don't play osu to impress anyone or anything like that. I don't think im amazing and in fact I actually am very unconfident. maybe thats due to me only being 14? I just want to enjoy this game while progressing aswell. but I dont seem to be progressing
p.s: I don't play osu to impress anyone or anything like that. I don't think im amazing and in fact I actually am very unconfident. maybe thats due to me only being 14? I just want to enjoy this game while progressing aswell. but I dont seem to be progressing