I've played lots of games during my youth (I even played the precursor to osu! when I was like 10), but I mostly focused on CoD (before it got shit), League, Civ 5, Super Smash Bros Melee, Magic the Gathering, etc. etc.
Now I'm 19 and I still play games, but I just have less time. More responsibilities. Work. Education. Life Purpose...And all that to worry about. I don't know about you guys, but I just kind of coasted through pretty much all of primary and high-school and would spend hours at home just fucking around on games. I guess with marching band I didn't have as much time as I thought I did in high school, but I just remember how free and guiltless and PURE all that time felt when I didn't have school and could just play whatever for however long. It was my time to do what I wanted. I miss that. I mean, I still have it, but it's a bit different now; more adult and depressing.
Maybe I'm being all nostalgic and looking at things with rose-tinted glasses, but I remember all of the hours in middle and high-school that I could have spent playing this game. Don't get me wrong, those other games I played I don't regret, but something about this game makes me feel like it would have been perfect to sink hours and hours into.
It's just kinda sad you know. Brings a tear to my eye. I wish I would have wasted my time on this instead of League. Better get started now at least... oh god I'm choking up hold me senpai
Now I'm 19 and I still play games, but I just have less time. More responsibilities. Work. Education. Life Purpose...And all that to worry about. I don't know about you guys, but I just kind of coasted through pretty much all of primary and high-school and would spend hours at home just fucking around on games. I guess with marching band I didn't have as much time as I thought I did in high school, but I just remember how free and guiltless and PURE all that time felt when I didn't have school and could just play whatever for however long. It was my time to do what I wanted. I miss that. I mean, I still have it, but it's a bit different now; more adult and depressing.
Maybe I'm being all nostalgic and looking at things with rose-tinted glasses, but I remember all of the hours in middle and high-school that I could have spent playing this game. Don't get me wrong, those other games I played I don't regret, but something about this game makes me feel like it would have been perfect to sink hours and hours into.
It's just kinda sad you know. Brings a tear to my eye. I wish I would have wasted my time on this instead of League. Better get started now at least... oh god I'm choking up hold me senpai