A serious one here: I promised myself I would try to throw my inner emotional fissures behind, and enjoy life from a more solo and carefree standpoint.
Not that I want to seclude myself from society or anything, I just need to tone down my own pace, finding solutions to problems from a more calm, preponderated and logical point of view. Going headfirst with feelings and silly values of unity and cooperative evolution and what not, doesn't really help in any regard other than feeling continuously overloaded within. But yeah, it's a story that goes for another time.
I essentially wish I can still keep on learning and recovering lost grounds from 2012 onwards. Yes, feels odd admitting I'm weak right off the bat in a stranger environment, but sharing these thoughts doesn't make this fight any less mine either. Every person starts their lives from zero before hitting the peak in adulthood after all. ^^
Oh yeah: here's hoping this year I get to carry to the end at least one osu! Beatmap project. A little less experimentation and some more action here! xD