I cant do it, no matter how much I try I can't stream passed 180bpm, and its been getting worse. I can't even stream past 160 now. I've been taking my rests like I should and practicing my streaming maps from 150bpm all the way to 200bpm.
I've gotten so good at this game I'd hate to just quit because of depression of all my friends getting above me. I've gotten so emotional that I start to cry when I start to fail on 160bpm maps. It seems I cant fix this, for weeks now I cant even do it, no, not even weeks "months" and "months" and "months." I've tried and I cant do it anymore. I really just want to quit this god damn game, but I can't, I keep coming back hoping it's fixed.
I've taken atleast 3 months of breaks in my year, one for CtB, one for Mania, and one for another game. I come back and It still isn't fixed, I play for weeks after my return from each break and I still cant do it. All my improvement I see in is my Aim. But now I see all my friends improving in streaming and aiming... I feel left behind. Sometimes I just ask myself, maybe I just wasn't born with fast fingers like everyone else... People say, Just keep playing (Ya for a year). People say, just play streaming maps (ya for a year). People say, you have fatique, you need to rest (Ya, 3 separate months of breaks, I return practice and do my daily rests and it doesn't get any better).
I heard that if you legit get depressed from something in a sport or game that's holding you back, then you really enjoy that sport/game. Is that true?
I've gotten so good at this game I'd hate to just quit because of depression of all my friends getting above me. I've gotten so emotional that I start to cry when I start to fail on 160bpm maps. It seems I cant fix this, for weeks now I cant even do it, no, not even weeks "months" and "months" and "months." I've tried and I cant do it anymore. I really just want to quit this god damn game, but I can't, I keep coming back hoping it's fixed.
I've taken atleast 3 months of breaks in my year, one for CtB, one for Mania, and one for another game. I come back and It still isn't fixed, I play for weeks after my return from each break and I still cant do it. All my improvement I see in is my Aim. But now I see all my friends improving in streaming and aiming... I feel left behind. Sometimes I just ask myself, maybe I just wasn't born with fast fingers like everyone else... People say, Just keep playing (Ya for a year). People say, just play streaming maps (ya for a year). People say, you have fatique, you need to rest (Ya, 3 separate months of breaks, I return practice and do my daily rests and it doesn't get any better).
I heard that if you legit get depressed from something in a sport or game that's holding you back, then you really enjoy that sport/game. Is that true?