This is my mapping career in a nutshellStefan wrote:
Mapping something and find it great for first. Then starting to doubt on myself and getting back by getting motivated just to throw everything back. My crisis cycle is awful.
abraker wrote:
I always have osu! open. I'm beyond infected and nearing the point where I am considering to sell my soul to osu!
PLEASE HELP!!!
What I tried doing:
- Not playing didn't help. The urge is too stonk
- Uninstalling didn't help. The game "magically" comes back the following day
- Tried blocking https://m1.ppy.sh/r/osu!install.exe. I thought I blocked it for the 253rd, but this time for sure!
- Asking the community for help. Results pending...
Doesn't that fall under the first thing I tried?Arthraxium wrote:
abraker wrote:
I always have osu! open. I'm beyond infected and nearing the point where I am considering to sell my soul to osu!
PLEASE HELP!!!
What I tried doing:
- Not playing didn't help. The urge is too stonk
- Uninstalling didn't help. The game "magically" comes back the following day
- Tried blocking https://m1.ppy.sh/r/osu!install.exe. I thought I blocked it for the 253rd, but this time for sure!
- Asking the community for help. Results pending...
Or on it if you prefer it over getting drunkReditum wrote:
do what I did and develop crippling depression, caused by work-related anxiety and the resurfacing of negative life events. That'll keep you off osu! forever
But it has a side effect of making you wish for a slow and painful death, as pain is the only thing you can feel anymore.
Yes, I the same phenomenon happens when I play piano, but mania and piano are quite the same.Arthraxium wrote:
Sometimes when I play, my mind just wanders off and then I eventually click circles mindlessly while pondering about what I am doing with my life and why I am clicking pointless circles and sliders that I see on my screen.
Then I realize that I just FC'ed the map :kappa:
This especially happens when I play mania though
Does this ever happen to you?
