winber1 wrote:
replace background images with hentai
Works best with mouse only / tablet tap only players.
Also,
This silence is only gonna keep getting bigger and bigger, RIP winber.
To OP, not everyone has a rhythm, which is why progressing on musical instruments is very different and fluctuates between each person. For some people, it's nearly impossible to play the drums well, no matter how much effort they put into it and for how long, similarly, you might never be able to get a good sense of rhythm which will help you in osu. You can only play more and hope that isn't the case. HD might help in forcing you to rely on rhythm / the music, you could try that.
As for your complex jump / reading issue, try to look at each note separately and not all of the notes as a pattern. Snap to each separate note, instead of trying to draw the shape that the patterns form as if it were a dot to dot drawing.