I've picked up osu mania couple months ago and been playing couple of times daily, what ive noticed is that no matter what I do, i keep getting lower and lower scores over time. Its been getting really frustrating to look at my old scores with 3-4% better accuracy compared to new ones, idk whats happening to me... I dont seem to improve, in fact im going backwards which should not be the case with anything humans learn over time. Also, for the love of god i cant read sliders for shit, everytime sliders are involved with circles my accuracy drops extremely, i fuck up the most basic slider combos on 2.3 star maps, and yet i can play some 3.2 star maps which dont have many sliders with ease, i think its because im autistic as fuck and i cant keep track of 2 things at once. Swear to god i hit the most insane riffs with circles but never sliders. Is it normal? It seriously turns me off so hard i want to quit the game right away, what can be done even?