i look at a lot of other players around me who are near my skill level or better and they have way fewer osu plays or hits. Right now I'm 800 new pp/rank 48k (3150 pp before the change) and I have over 5000 plays/1 million hits. My friends are like rank 30k with the same amount of hits, rank 44k with 1/3 my amount of plays, etc. This makes me feel inferior because it looks like I improve slower than average or mess around too much and spend too much time on the game and don't get much out of it.