You are nowhere. And yet you are somewhere, but there is nothing everywhere. It's lonely here, but you're here and you're the only thing around here. But here is nowhere. You know everything, only because there's nothing to know.
You start thinking, if that's even a word you can make up. Wouldn't it be nice to have someone else? You're already such a rave, it'd be amazing to have someone else like you to be with. In nothingness, though.
What about here? Where is nothing, or rather where isn't anything? It's pretty drab here, there, and everywhere; because everywhere is nowhere. Wouldn't it be nice to have a scene?
You start thinking, and you think more. What would happen with a bunch of you? And nothing like a small get together, but an entire... Place, filled with people like you. In a place as wide as this nothingness, where nothing is everything. What would that be like?
It seems pretty cool, but then you start to think about what it would be like if someone wasn't like you. What if the places they were in weren't as infinite as this, but extremely closed off and secluded from other people. It starts to seem pretty bad; almost as bad as your current situation.
Then you give it some more time, and think through every possible scenario that anyone could encounter at any time.
And it is not good.
There's war, conflict, grief, loss, greed, jealousy, hatred, and things that you hadn't even thought up words for in all of your time considering every possibility. You've thought about allowing everyone to live as long as you, but that would have only made them more miserable. An eternal living condemned to suffering from past transgressions, to never be able to forgive oneself; to never being able to live down one's sorrow.
But after all that, you see glimpses of genuine hope in your scenarios. People supporting one another, living in bliss, accepting themselves, laughing and living their best lives. In all of the scenarios you've ran, it seemed as if allowing individuals to die gave them more meaning to live in the end.
In the end, you are only able to allow these scenarios to happen. You cannot change their course, nor can you reverse your decision afterwards.
You start thinking, if that's even a word you can make up. Wouldn't it be nice to have someone else? You're already such a rave, it'd be amazing to have someone else like you to be with. In nothingness, though.
What about here? Where is nothing, or rather where isn't anything? It's pretty drab here, there, and everywhere; because everywhere is nowhere. Wouldn't it be nice to have a scene?
You start thinking, and you think more. What would happen with a bunch of you? And nothing like a small get together, but an entire... Place, filled with people like you. In a place as wide as this nothingness, where nothing is everything. What would that be like?
It seems pretty cool, but then you start to think about what it would be like if someone wasn't like you. What if the places they were in weren't as infinite as this, but extremely closed off and secluded from other people. It starts to seem pretty bad; almost as bad as your current situation.
Then you give it some more time, and think through every possible scenario that anyone could encounter at any time.
And it is not good.
There's war, conflict, grief, loss, greed, jealousy, hatred, and things that you hadn't even thought up words for in all of your time considering every possibility. You've thought about allowing everyone to live as long as you, but that would have only made them more miserable. An eternal living condemned to suffering from past transgressions, to never be able to forgive oneself; to never being able to live down one's sorrow.
But after all that, you see glimpses of genuine hope in your scenarios. People supporting one another, living in bliss, accepting themselves, laughing and living their best lives. In all of the scenarios you've ran, it seemed as if allowing individuals to die gave them more meaning to live in the end.
In the end, you are only able to allow these scenarios to happen. You cannot change their course, nor can you reverse your decision afterwards.