try to make it last.
OT: Feelin' confident about that Calc exam. Been mostly getting B's so hopefully this'll B another one.
OT: Feelin' confident about that Calc exam. Been mostly getting B's so hopefully this'll B another one.
Nice job, dude!Westonini wrote:
My Calc II Midterm
Holy shit I've never gotten an A in any of my Calc exams before. And a 100.5/100 no less. I'm so happy.
I doubt your aunt actually wanted to kick you out. She's just worried about you.Achromalia wrote:
Problems resurfacing.
My aunt insists that I do shit regardless of practicality. and essentially put up a passive threat of kicking me out because I haven't complied.
Normally these things include certain actions of mine that I suppose she deems to be... well, i dunno what she thinks, I just know she apparently doesn't like it, enough to be a reason to throw me out.
For example, not cutting my nails frequently, not going outside my room often and doing things outside, and not cutting my hair short. These are among the trivial complaints.
But there are a few that hold a bit of water in some sort of aspect, even if I find it pretty trivial as well. Complaints like those would be something like how I eat inside my room all the time, and how I don't shower every single day, or how I don't clean my room often enough.
I make a lot of shitty mistakes and I can't seem to stop that shit. For example, I keep falling asleep with the lights on.
These little things seem to have bothered her enough, and I'm genuinely conflicted right now.
The majority of these don't seem to be a problem to me. Complying with some of these may not even be very practical, really. I tend to multitask and eat while I watch videos or make music, which so far, has saved a lot of time as I'm a slow eater anyways. I tend to do everything in my room, and rarely need to do anything outside as it wouldn't really serve an important purpose of mine. I most likely won't be as productive if I'm unable to use a laptop or anything. I can now state that's true since I had done fuck-all while the laptop had been ruined. Pretty much everything I do involves the internet and I've had no problem with that.
I suppose this is more along the lines of a request for advice, or just asking for your thoughts on this. I'm not really sure what to do here as I don't see my compliance would be practical for anything I do.
The only reason to comply is to avoid being kicked out, even though I hardly even interact with my aunt enough to be a nuisance.
Or is that what bothers her?
If so, why doesn't she come in and say hi or something? Maybe ask what I'm doing or show some interest in what I'm working on if she's adamant on interaction?
Aside from that, I guess I'm the problem.
...
I don't know how the hell I'm going to do anything like that.
This is why I don't like being around people.
My mere existence is somehow a burden to others closest to me.
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
I doubt your aunt actually wanted to kick you out. She's just worried about you.
From what you said, it seems to me that you don't really have a healthy lifestyle.
You say that your aunt wants you to do things even though they're not "practical". TBH, I have to agree with your aunt with most of them.
I think those task aren't impractical at all, they're quite essential.
Like cutting your nails, keeping your nails short both makes it cleaner and look less disgusting. (It's fine having long nails but should only to an extent)
Shower regularly, I don't think you have to shower everyday but do shower like once every other day. Personal hygiene is important.
Lack of shower can lead to odor and in the long run, diseases.
About cutting your hair, I don't really agree on this since it's personal preference. My dad used to constantly nag me about my hair too.
Just make sure you wash and comb your hair often.
Going outside often isn't a bad idea either. Lacks of vitamin D can cause depression. You should go out for a walk once in a while.
Maybe go to the park to read a book for a change.
Or bring your laptop outside and make music there.
I also agree that you should not eat inside your room all the time. A family meal should be enjoyed with other family members.
My mum used to tell me the same thing and I thought she was a nuisance, but trust me, she's right.
Just sit down in the dinning room and eat with your family once in a while. Not every single time but do spend time with them.
You should treasure your family. Anyone can approve of what you do if it doesn't involve them, but not many people can be worried about you.
I'm sure your aunt doesn't really want to kick you out. My mum and dad used to tell me they'd kick me out too, but in actuality, they're just worried about you.
I wish teachers would stop doing that. I'd rather work on my own in a group project. Most of the time, I'm the person that does everything anyways.Westonini wrote:
Was forced to make a group later with all the remaining groupless people since I don't talk to anyone. From what I've seen so far they all seem really quiet and awkward. God dammit. I hope we do alright.
I mean, they each got one stuck down there...Achromalia wrote:
I'm just not a fan of a lot of the guys in my school. A fair amount of them are dicks.
As a result. I've had like 9 or 10 female friends-of-varying-degrees as opposed to the 3 or 4 guys i know and enjoy being around.
Maybe it's how I act like a complete doofus or some shit.
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In a sense, you're right-- I'm strangely hard for them to approach. If there's anyone, there's about a couple or so students who mess with me in an attempt to either annoy me, to vent their frustration or something else. They probably don't care I'm there. I couldn't really give less of a shit about that either. That's not why I call someone a dick.45Traeath wrote:
To me, they're being "dicks" because of the differences indeed.Achromalia wrote:
I'm just not a fan of a lot of the guys in my school. A fair amount of them are dicks.
As a result. I've had like 9 or 10 female friends-of-varying-degrees as opposed to the 3 or 4 guys i know and enjoy being around.
Maybe it's how I act like a complete doofus or some shit.
They can't find a reason to get along with your, "aloof" stance, and thus won't even try to approach you, or rather, they may try to directly annoy (if not, "bully") you instead.
So be it.
It's just me, but I wouldn't take time to find a reason and try another approach.
(That's my traumatised, around 15-year-old, self talking.)
[More to come after a bit of thinking about how it was in my case, which is during/after some activity outside.]
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