that dream clinic(?)... i remember some of the clinicians(?) and patients that passed through.
someone in a wheelchair who looked like a grandparent ive been frequently visiting/living with, but who didnt seem to have a clear purpose for being there, as though this place was always home. someone resembling a parent who arrived to check in and/or pick me up as though i was a child again, a vague sentimental imprint of backpacks and being even shorter as i look up at adults move events along like immovable gods. more wizened women who would make conversation with each other and with me, exchanging lively words and expressions as im absorbed into our little social microcosm with a profound intangible bond glueing us together. staff who would kindly guide me. a someone with a mysteriously familiar/calming presence in the midst of recovering after birthing a child vaguely recently. a child looking for someone through the halls.
these dreams lately would have been intoxicating if they werent so wispy and intangible after the fact. if only i could live there and watch through these sights and actions and embody them as my own...
someone in a wheelchair who looked like a grandparent ive been frequently visiting/living with, but who didnt seem to have a clear purpose for being there, as though this place was always home. someone resembling a parent who arrived to check in and/or pick me up as though i was a child again, a vague sentimental imprint of backpacks and being even shorter as i look up at adults move events along like immovable gods. more wizened women who would make conversation with each other and with me, exchanging lively words and expressions as im absorbed into our little social microcosm with a profound intangible bond glueing us together. staff who would kindly guide me. a someone with a mysteriously familiar/calming presence in the midst of recovering after birthing a child vaguely recently. a child looking for someone through the halls.
these dreams lately would have been intoxicating if they werent so wispy and intangible after the fact. if only i could live there and watch through these sights and actions and embody them as my own...