1/chroma ÷ achrom/1
OMG that's me with my studentsreffty_gag wrote:
because YOU HAVE NOT BEEN, PAYING ATTENTION, PAYING ATTENTION, PAYING ATTENTION
DDDD
(Achromalia wrote:
dread dread dread dread dread
everything about this is so gross and stupid and hilariously embarrassingly disturbingly lame
i dont want to live with this continuity of who i am and the various physical-psychological-experiential characteristics that define me but there is nothing else and i am nobody else
horribly childish of me to resist and even comment on it with any sense of gravity or sorrow or fear, for something so trivial and "normal"
...
why must i live this person's life out in this context in this world, why with these people and these cultural imprints and these positions in the midst of social politics
why is it so impossibly stupidly hard to get over that, to get over myself, to move on...? why does every alternative seem so inaccessible or insincere or agonizingly unpalatable
mmn, im not sure quite what you believe this is supposed to mean in my contexts :<Xelasto wrote:
"Men were brought into existence for the sake of men that they might do one another good."
best guess is "though you might dislike the kind of person you are, someone else would need that kind of person"Achromalia wrote:
mmn, im not sure quite what you believe this is supposed to mean in my contexts :<Xelasto wrote:
"Men were brought into existence for the sake of men that they might do one another good."
what might you imagine i meant in order for this to apply the way you intend it to...? what does my experience appear to be, in your perspective?
or maybe i should be asking your meaning instead-- what are your thoughts on this, beyond the quote itself? what do you intend me to do with it?
in fairness, i've been a little bit purposefully vague, so there would be a particular cause/subject through which my spiralling thoughts would apply, but i am not really sure if i would willingly describe that directly and non-evasively
I was kinda directly answering this. It sounded like you were asking "Why am I in this particular body, in this particular setting, in this exact state in life?", and I think the answer is "to do good / to be a good person / to order and improve the world around you"Achromalia wrote:
why must i live this person's life out in this context in this world, why with these people and these cultural imprints and these positions in the midst of social politics
why is it so impossibly stupidly hard to get over that, to get over myself, to move on...? why does every alternative seem so inaccessible or insincere or agonizingly unpalatable
BluePyTheDeer_ wrote:
I'm the wienner
