Isshiki Kaname wrote:
Next user is the definition of a "sweaty gamer" when posting on TN.
had been meaning to answer this earlier, it would be loosely accurate of me
it's more of a compulsion and addiction, and i don't really know why i rationalize it
i think it's affected by me having been there from the very beginning, and knowing i've invested as much time into it as i have, while also being motivated to dominate the leaderboard again because of nearly having lost that #1 position to westtle
i really could have just left it there and allowed the tofu block to continue freely, without opposition
but now i'm the one compelled to iive my days here, when i don't really know whether i want to (and i certainly do not need to). i only revisited this forum because it was the next most accessible place to be, a place i left behind but was generally familiar with... and in allowing myself to be a slave to habit, i've mostly opted to make the most of my time here while i have the opportunity to do so
but pragmatically, this is no way to live-- although i wasn't really living anyways, so this was only another nail in that hypothetical/potential coffin
a "sweaty gamer" it is, for what little it's worth
synthwavesquid wrote:
next user has an anime pfp
never had one, although my artwork could be loosely approximated by that sometimes, depending on my choice of style
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the next user regularly indulges in a striking degree of escapism through media
(consumption/production in service of self-soothing behavior, instead of mere entertainment)