^ Nah. I'd like to, but any time I do anything, I have thoughts which drag me down and persuade me to stop. Always had that, a bit of a low self esteem. Not great, I imagine, while working for hours on practising and making music. Well, I used to practice. Went a bit pear-shaped.
< I always try to sit cross-legged on chairs. It's simply my most comfortable position. Never seen others do it, and I find that a bit odd.
> Not sure whether to go to to the gym or use the time to study a bit more for my upcoming mock exams. There's heavy rain and winds so maybe stay in and study. Also because lots of germs are spreading at the moment. But I also haven't been to the gym in a while, lmao.
v Has low confidence