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Its 2:11 PM. Currently exhausted from work. It's been pretty busy and a little stressful so far. Still another 2 hours to go. Hopefully things stay slow. Not much to do atm.
Also, I hope the whole eating thing works out for you Carm.
Also, I hope the whole eating thing works out for you Carm.
3:38 am
Tea time!
Tea time!
22:10 Another late night? Well, okay..
I've been tucked a bit deeply into a task I have to do. Quite focused on it. But I decided to go on Osu! and see how everyone's doing.
Stress is not very nice. I hope the rest of your day is calm!
Thank you very much! c:
I've been tucked a bit deeply into a task I have to do. Quite focused on it. But I decided to go on Osu! and see how everyone's doing.
Puzzle wrote:
Its 2:11 PM. Currently exhausted from work. It's been pretty busy and a little stressful so far. Still another 2 hours to go. Hopefully things stay slow. Not much to do atm.
Also, I hope the whole eating thing works out for you Carm.
Stress is not very nice. I hope the rest of your day is calm!
Thank you very much! c:
5:29PM
im aggravated
everybody i live with is aggravating.
im aggravated
everybody i live with is aggravating.
10:08
Oh I feel so horrible right now... even though I’m not exactly sure why...
Oh I feel so horrible right now... even though I’m not exactly sure why...
12:05 Head stings. I should probably stop stressing. But I C A N ' T.
8:37 AM
I'm mildly annoyed because I finished writing up my next article for Finding The Truth but I dont have the time to proofread and edit it so I cant post it until I get home from work. Frick.
I'm mildly annoyed because I finished writing up my next article for Finding The Truth but I dont have the time to proofread and edit it so I cant post it until I get home from work. Frick.
17:14 Feeling much more relaxed. Have an appointment next week. Not sure whether that's a relief or something to worry about. Only time will tell.
Not feeling so bored for once.
Damn it must be annoying to not be able to post something you've worked hard on. Something to look forward to, though!
Not feeling so bored for once.
Puzzle wrote:
8:37 AM
I'm mildly annoyed because I finished writing up my next article for Finding The Truth but I dont have the time to proofread and edit it so I cant post it until I get home from work. Frick.
Damn it must be annoying to not be able to post something you've worked hard on. Something to look forward to, though!
Carmlillball wrote:
17:14 Feeling much more relaxed. Have an appointment next week. Not sure whether that's a relief or something to worry about. Only time will tell.
Not feeling so bored for once.
Damn it must be annoying to not be able to post something you've worked hard on. Something to look forward to, though!
I'm glad to hear something positive from you. It's usually pretty meh sounding stuff and I always hate that.
As for the article, it's not so bad. Like I said, it's only mildly annoying. Mostly it just bothers me because I have a bunch of ideas that cant progress until I make these posts and I want to see people's reactions to things. Getting it out early would have been nice but now it's delayed for 8-10 hours or something like that.
11:20 am. It's slow today, thank god.
19:03
Haha! Of course! My mum inconveniently "forgot" so she ordered me to have a different dinner! Just like every single other time I decide what to have for dinner!
I'll never understand why she's so against me doing anything healthy.
Welp, I'm sorry my day being good had to be destroyed a bit. At least everything else is okay.
It's good that it's slow, not so stressful. c:
20:16 Only just noticed a new course on Duolingo! Niiiiiice!
Carmlillball wrote:
17:40
I've managed to buy a salad (basically, slices of carrots and cucumbers with a few eggs), so I'll just have some of that tomorrow.
Haha! Of course! My mum inconveniently "forgot" so she ordered me to have a different dinner! Just like every single other time I decide what to have for dinner!
I'll never understand why she's so against me doing anything healthy.
Puzzle wrote:
Carmlillball wrote:
17:14 Feeling much more relaxed. Have an appointment next week. Not sure whether that's a relief or something to worry about. Only time will tell.
Not feeling so bored for once.
Damn it must be annoying to not be able to post something you've worked hard on. Something to look forward to, though!
I'm glad to hear something positive from you. It's usually pretty meh sounding stuff and I always hate that.
As for the article, it's not so bad. Like I said, it's only mildly annoying. Mostly it just bothers me because I have a bunch of ideas that cant progress until I make these posts and I want to see people's reactions to things. Getting it out early would have been nice but now it's delayed for 8-10 hours or something like that.
11:20 am. It's slow today, thank god.
Welp, I'm sorry my day being good had to be destroyed a bit. At least everything else is okay.
It's good that it's slow, not so stressful. c:
20:16 Only just noticed a new course on Duolingo! Niiiiiice!
Its 8:50 AM and I want someone to resurrect the truth or dare thread.
17:25
Today was very good and calm. I had great communication with my mum, which is unusual, and I've been relaxing outside for a bit. It's nice to get my head away from stress and worry.
Welp, sorry, I'm not doing that.
Today was very good and calm. I had great communication with my mum, which is unusual, and I've been relaxing outside for a bit. It's nice to get my head away from stress and worry.
Puzzle wrote:
Its 8:50 AM and I want someone to resurrect the truth or dare thread.
Welp, sorry, I'm not doing that.
Carmlillball wrote:
Welp, sorry, I'm not doing that.
Its 2:18 PM and I have been betrayed by a plant
A rose may look pretty, but remember, they have sharp thorns.
charamaru wrote:
3:36PM
I GKT A GROUDON!!!!!!
Shit boooiiiiiii
Aw shiiiiiiiit
6:54PM
i really wanna cosplay again
i wanna cosplay runa
or at least make her hoodie
but highkey just wanna cosplay N
i really wanna cosplay again
i wanna cosplay runa
or at least make her hoodie
but highkey just wanna cosplay N
00:17 BST
I have 6 beatmaps to check + 64 pending requests to respond to.
This is going to take a while 😔
I have 6 beatmaps to check + 64 pending requests to respond to.
This is going to take a while 😔
10:16 PM.
I think I've discovered the best feeling in the world as an artist.
Drawing something that is objectively shit, but then committing yourself to fixing it and realizing you actually can. Never before have I been able to do something like that. It feels great to be able to take something that is objectively basically a turd and turn it into something workable.
I think I've discovered the best feeling in the world as an artist.
Drawing something that is objectively shit, but then committing yourself to fixing it and realizing you actually can. Never before have I been able to do something like that. It feels great to be able to take something that is objectively basically a turd and turn it into something workable.
19:22 Never thought I'd enjoy an advert so much. I LOVE THIS SONG! Might experiment with the band's discography a bit more!
Typed a bit of a long comment. Makes up for my lack of activity on here today!
Typed a bit of a long comment. Makes up for my lack of activity on here today!
4:25PM
i joined a new discord server yesterday and ive never felt more alive
i joined a new discord server yesterday and ive never felt more alive
3:37
Not appropriate to share online
Not appropriate to share online
7:11 Time's going so painfully slow!
Sunday, 7.15 pm
Minecraft SSP again since I have a slow day at Osu lately.
Minecraft SSP again since I have a slow day at Osu lately.
8:57 p.m
So hungry, didn't eat all day, if I do decide to eat I don't know what to eat though
So hungry, didn't eat all day, if I do decide to eat I don't know what to eat though
12:09pm
i shouldn't question why bald people use shampoo. yet i'm here in my mind thinking about that.
i shouldn't question why bald people use shampoo. yet i'm here in my mind thinking about that.
07:21
I'm such a nervous wreck this week
14:10
Still am.
Yay.
I'm such a nervous wreck this week
14:10
Still am.
Yay.
Nooooooooooothat sounds awful wtf
Uh
I like listening to ASMR when I'm nervous or anxious it helps me calm down, maybe try that?
10:30 am I have a 4 day weekend (unwillingly)
It's kinda nice cause 4 day weekend but I also want to work because I'm buying a car soon and I want to make sure I have enough money afterwards to have some emergency funds just in case so this kinda will push my buy date back by like a week probably because it's not a paid holiday for me
Meh
Uh
I like listening to ASMR when I'm nervous or anxious it helps me calm down, maybe try that?
10:30 am I have a 4 day weekend (unwillingly)
It's kinda nice cause 4 day weekend but I also want to work because I'm buying a car soon and I want to make sure I have enough money afterwards to have some emergency funds just in case so this kinda will push my buy date back by like a week probably because it's not a paid holiday for me
Meh
11:32 am
Just got off of a plane, can't wait to jump in bed.
Just got off of a plane, can't wait to jump in bed.
11:39AM
"Hentai too."
*Haha-hahaha*
Tad Fibonacci wrote:
Yes I do.
"Hentai too."
*Haha-hahaha*
12:47
Might send a friend a message.
Damn, only 3 weeks? Time was so painfully slow..
Feeling quite nervous.
Not even sure whether to get back in contact today or tomorrow. Or let her start when ever.
I don't know whether I'm expected to lead or follow.
14:45
I did it.
I actually did it.
And the anxiety probably isn't worth it.
But damn I'm still a bit of a wreck.
21:36
No reply. But wasn't really expecting one today.
Tomorrow'll probably bring one at some point. I hope.
I hope I'm getting worried over nothing.
Idk.
Changed profile picture because I got bored of having a rose one. It's gonna take a while to get used to. c:
Might send a friend a message.
Damn, only 3 weeks? Time was so painfully slow..
Feeling quite nervous.
Not even sure whether to get back in contact today or tomorrow. Or let her start when ever.
I don't know whether I'm expected to lead or follow.
14:45
I did it.
I actually did it.
And the anxiety probably isn't worth it.
But damn I'm still a bit of a wreck.
21:36
No reply. But wasn't really expecting one today.
Tomorrow'll probably bring one at some point. I hope.
I hope I'm getting worried over nothing.
Idk.
Changed profile picture because I got bored of having a rose one. It's gonna take a while to get used to. c:
1:39pm
I don't have any confidence on beatmapping, i'm a newb :p
I don't have any confidence on beatmapping, i'm a newb :p
5:08 pm
The countryside is so peacefulnya~
The countryside is so peaceful
11:30 I wish I can't think anymore.
Indeed.
18:15 Never felt so happy, I wanna cry! :')
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:
5:08 pm
The countryside is so peacefulnya~
Indeed.
18:15 Never felt so happy, I wanna cry! :')
5:45 pm
Just got a nosebleed from playing osu... what?
Just got a nosebleed from playing osu... what?
8:47 am
bleh i shouldn't have eaten so much food so early
bleh i shouldn't have eaten so much food so early
14:52
Had a terrible night and trying to make my mind up about something quite large of a deal..
I have until Monday.
Decisions are hard.
I want to do one thing, but think it's necessary to do the other.
I feel I'm going crazy. I can't think properly at all because I'm a mess.
I'm hoping Osu! forums will help to keep my mind off stuff. I want to do most of the decision-making tomorrow, if I end up having a good sleep tonight.
11:15
Had a better night.
Feeling more optimistic.
It's not necessary to do the other choice at all. What the Hell was I thinking?
I'll go for what I want to do.
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Had a terrible night and trying to make my mind up about something quite large of a deal..
I have until Monday.
Decisions are hard.
I want to do one thing, but think it's necessary to do the other.
I feel I'm going crazy. I can't think properly at all because I'm a mess.
I'm hoping Osu! forums will help to keep my mind off stuff. I want to do most of the decision-making tomorrow, if I end up having a good sleep tonight.
11:15
Had a better night.
Feeling more optimistic.
It's not necessary to do the other choice at all. What the Hell was I thinking?
I'll go for what I want to do.
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
8:23 am
shakey quakey
Good to hear you're feeling better now
shakey quakey
Carmlillball wrote:
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Good to hear you're feeling better now
Nate Bait wrote:
8:23 amCarmlillball wrote:
Feeling much more emotionally better today.
Good to hear you're feeling better now
Thank you
21:21 Only cried 2 times since making that comment. Kinda proud.
Why the Hell am I like this?
3:13 pm
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
Carmlillball wrote:
Why the Hell am I like this?
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
8:46PM
u talk a lotta big game for someone with such a small truck 😤😤😤
u talk a lotta big game for someone with such a small truck 😤😤😤
10:34
Thank you very much, means a lot!
Things are definitely improving. Talking via email with a friend who knows about the situation, and she's being very helpful. Going to see her face-to-face tomorrow, really hoping this goes well.
Happy birthday to your parent's friend's baby!
Nate Bait wrote:
3:13 pm
At a parent's friend's baby's birthday party, don't know what to do so i'm on the forums for a bit.
Also i have an idea for a forum game but 24 hours haven't passed yet ahhh xD
Carmlillball wrote:
Why the Hell am I like this?
don't worry, i get emotional too :p
seems like things have been tough for you, huh? Hope it gets better. yea life does that sometimes, i hate it
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4:35 pm
i saw a child wearing an infinity glove
Thank you very much, means a lot!
Things are definitely improving. Talking via email with a friend who knows about the situation, and she's being very helpful. Going to see her face-to-face tomorrow, really hoping this goes well.
Happy birthday to your parent's friend's baby!
19:52
Nervous for tomorrow.
Feeling like a disappointment.
I've had such a change in mindset in such a short amount of time it's scary.
I went from being all motivated and having clear goals, to not being motivated at all and not even knowing what or how I'm thinking anymore and mainly being a ball of anxiety and dread. And I'm not utterly clear WHY, either, and that annoys me.
06:42
Last night wasn't great. Struggled to sleep, then woke at around 3:00. Somehow managed to sleep again, then woke at 5:30.
Becoming increasing clueless as time goes on.
I'm not even sure I want to check my messages today.
Nervous for tomorrow.
Feeling like a disappointment.
I've had such a change in mindset in such a short amount of time it's scary.
I went from being all motivated and having clear goals, to not being motivated at all and not even knowing what or how I'm thinking anymore and mainly being a ball of anxiety and dread. And I'm not utterly clear WHY, either, and that annoys me.
06:42
Last night wasn't great. Struggled to sleep, then woke at around 3:00. Somehow managed to sleep again, then woke at 5:30.
Becoming increasing clueless as time goes on.
I'm not even sure I want to check my messages today.
17:06 Been talking to a friend, did lots of good. Feeling quite better.
4:15 pm
I just read a manga about a man going to brothels in another world and it was unironically good. Wtf
I just read a manga about a man going to brothels in another world and it was unironically good. Wtf
6:02AM.
Binge reading Domestic na Kanojo is destroying my heart.
... and my sleep schedule.
Binge reading Domestic na Kanojo is destroying my heart.
... and my sleep schedule.
6:13 am
i actually don't have anything in my head right now
i actually don't have anything in my head right now
10:55 pm
I just read a manga about hosting comiket in another world and it was unironically good
I just read a manga about hosting comiket in another world and it was unironically good
12:56PM
i havent felt the “i dont want to do anything” feeling in so long and its terrible
i havent felt the “i dont want to do anything” feeling in so long and its terrible
9:33pm, 7/10/19.
Playing osu, and eating salt and vinegar chips.
Feeling pretty blah. Overall good day though.
Playing osu, and eating salt and vinegar chips.
Feeling pretty blah. Overall good day though.
[A bit before 03:06PM]
What's that noise...?
[03:09PM]
Oh, it's those machines for July 14th...
[03:51PM]
Holy shot, that's a lot of power in their jets.
The table on which my PC's sitting is shaking.
What's that noise...?
[03:09PM]
Oh, it's those machines for July 14th...
[03:51PM]
Holy shot, that's a lot of power in their jets.
The table on which my PC's sitting is shaking.
2:45 AM: I am wondering why I can't put myself to sleep.
7:44 Nice to be back. Partially back.
16:09 WIB
"Dead Hill's Mystery"
let's see...
"Dead Hill's Mystery"
let's see...
11:32
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
Looking forward to tomorrow ♫
3:00 AM
just searching some random lyrics and put it on an OT post randomly
just searching some random lyrics and put it on an OT post randomly
10:06 pm
felt like crap today. (yet again i've been crap my whole life)
felt like crap today. (yet again i've been crap my whole life)
2:35 AM
I'm great at wasting time. Contact me if you need tips on how to waste your life away. Free of charge!
I'm great at wasting time. Contact me if you need tips on how to waste your life away. Free of charge!
Welcome back
OT: 7:07 pm
I suddenly sense a feeling of peace for some reason
OT: 7:07 pm
I suddenly sense a feeling of peace for some reason
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH wrote:
OT: 7:07 pm
I suddenly sense a feeling of peace for some reason
08:37PM
Well, ain'that good.
09.25PM
Sorry, but I don't know that song.
10:29 pm
i should probably sleep, i'm kinda busy tomorrow
i should probably sleep, i'm kinda busy tomorrow
10:44
tfw you're trying to learn about binomial distribution but they never went over factorials before
tfw you're trying to learn about binomial distribution but they never went over factorials before
01:02 WIB
Halo,...Navi...
Play Owl City - Fireflies
*goosebumps intensifies*
Halo,...Navi...
Play Owl City - Fireflies
*goosebumps intensifies*
6:33 am
thinking about a few things i need to do for school, i got a notebook to fill, an assignment from another subject, a music video to make, and some japanese progress chart of some sort to finish. worse part is that there could be more than this.
ah well... as long as i can finish all of this as fast as i can, everything will be okay.
thinking about a few things i need to do for school, i got a notebook to fill, an assignment from another subject, a music video to make, and some japanese progress chart of some sort to finish. worse part is that there could be more than this.
ah well... as long as i can finish all of this as fast as i can, everything will be okay.
5:14 pm
Cleaned my room today, getting things done, i've never done so much things in one day ever since school ended (but that's coming up in 3 weeks DDD: )
(EDIT: i broke an emoticon)
Cleaned my room today, getting things done, i've never done so much things in one day ever since school ended (but that's coming up in 3 weeks DDD: )
(EDIT: i broke an emoticon)
18:46 Never knew I could use this site on a phone! 🙂
2:25 pm, 7/21/19
i'm suddenly thinking about that trumpet skeleton meme.
doot doot doot doot doot doot
i'm suddenly thinking about that trumpet skeleton meme.
doot doot doot doot doot doot
11:32 AM PST.Kitty568 wrote:
2:25 pm, 7/21/19
i'm suddenly thinking about that trumpet skeleton meme.
doot doot doot doot doot doot
sorry, but i'm the only real skeleton 'round these parts...
...and i don't approve of this debauchery at the expense of my kind.
[ahem]
heya! you seem relatively new here, so uhhh... welcome to the forums! specifically, welcome to Forum Games! hopefully you enjoy things around here.
03:03 AM
Bloodstained's OST is fucking fantastic!
Bloodstained's OST is fucking fantastic!
20:03 Today filled me with too much hope and optimism! Shame my brother and sister can't stop bloody arguing though.
3:12 p.m
Playing Bleach Brave Souls and chilling, I also just woke up an hour ago
Playing Bleach Brave Souls and chilling, I also just woke up an hour ago
10:19PM
at a friend's house almost had a breakdown but we aight
at a friend's house almost had a breakdown but we aight
10:29 pm
I still don't know how to beatmap. probably a rest will help
wishing everyone a good night/day/yes! :p
I still don't know how to beatmap. probably a rest will help
wishing everyone a good night/day/yes! :p
21:57 PM
I was supposed to do something else today, wasn't I...?
I was supposed to do something else today, wasn't I...?
3:01pm
I remembered that i have to do something important.
I remembered that i have to do something important.
8:10 pm, 7/23/19
chicken nuggets sound really good right now. either that, or some pancakes.
chicken nuggets sound really good right now. either that, or some pancakes.
10:28AM
This forum doesn't feel stable, on my phone...
This forum doesn't feel stable, on my phone...