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Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
10:58 PM PST.

I've started sharing my WIP comic for Existence of a Void. I hope people enjoy it as it's being posted. I'm kinda proud of it as I hadn't really done any sort comic before. There's a lot I feel like I've got to learn with this sort of format.

Also, regarding TN. I'm making progress. I don't think I'll be able pass tad anytime soon as it seems he'll be catching up on points when I'm not around. It might go back to the 400-point standstill, so I'm preparing for the worst. If that happens, then I suppose I just need to stay determined.

I have to stay determined. I'm committed to this.

I'm not usually one to be ambitious, but I wonder if I can make a 3-month streak happen. Heh, I haven't even finished this month.

...I doubt it, but I'm sure as hell going to try.

Even if things fuck me over, at least I'd know any mishaps would be due to unfortunate timing, and not out of laziness. I can say that I pushed forward with a solid effort.

Endurance. It's gotten me through shit before. It'll likely get me through things now. And it likely will so long as I have the will and make the efforts to do so.

Let's do this, tad.
hypercyte
Elite Mapper
741 posts
Joined October 2016
hypercyte
13:22 GMT

I should start studying now.
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45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath

Westonini wrote:

7:19 PM

Procrastinating is great until you realize how much time you've wasted and consider all the things you could have been doing instead.
5:32PM

You good doom right. (*SmH*)x6870645
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
5:49 PM PST.

I'm pretty excited, seeing TeeArctic1 back.

As for life right now, I'm pretty tired.

I still wonder if I should announce a hiatus, after the shit that's happened with the laptop and all.

I mean, I'm not able to make music anymore. I probably wont be able to for a while.

I'm still thinking about how things've gone, and just wished I knew what the hell I had been doing. Now, all I've got going for me is the EoaV comic.

So yeah. Things are relatively uneventful now.
Ender Lain
822 posts
Joined January 2015
Ender Lain
19:31

Local58 :thinking:
gonna check that later
TeeArctic1
70 posts
Joined December 2014
TeeArctic1
22:49 PM

I kinda forgot how fun it is being on the forums amidst all the chaos in my life. I actually really appreciate everyone and the community we have here. Brings a smile to my face, even if just for a while. I guess the saying "Once a denizen, always a denizen" really is true. You always return here, and I don't mind wasting time here at all.
keremaru
228 posts
Joined November 2017
keremaru
13:54 - 1:54 PM

holy shit welcome back tee
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
9:57 PM PST.

tired.

just tired.

i'm confused.

i don't know what to do with my time.

i don't know why i did all this, over these years.

i don't know how i got through this, over these years.

i don't know.

I'm having a bit of a mental breakdown, but...

is it really? I'm really only questioning myself, who I am.

But the problem is, I don't know. Who am I?

Why?

I may never know.

I may never grow.

...all this, because I felt tired. I felt tired, and felt tired of being tired. Being tired of being tired had been tiring, which tired me further. I wanted to change something. Did I change something?

...then what have I changed?

...if I keep coming back to this train of thought, what have I changed?
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath
[A bit before] 8:20AM

I forgot about what they call "Miku Day", again.
I mean, come on, it's just a reference to a song and what "March 9th" could actually sound like, but still.
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
10:32 AM PST.

I'm hopeful.

I now have the means to make music and art once again, but...

Now the problem is actually producing anything.

I have to do something.

...I should probably eat now.
Plini
74 posts
Joined March 2010
Plini
7:18 PM.

I've been in pixiv searching for images all day. Now i have so many cute images that i don't know which avatar to use.
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath

Plini wrote:

7:18 PM.

I've been in pixiv searching for images all day. Now i have so many cute images that i don't know which avatar to use.
11:49PM

*Applauding in his head*
In my case, it's about backgrounds.
Westonini
0 posts
Joined May 2018
Westonini
4:19 PM

I woke up at 3 PM but hey, it was supposed to be 2 PM so that sounds slightly better.
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
7:58PM

anxiety is still stupid i hate it
keremaru
228 posts
Joined November 2017
keremaru
10:25 AM:
Sleep. No sleep.
Doesn't really matter if there's not enough hours in the day to get any sufficient amounts.
I'm tired. Always am.
Why can't we go around the sun slower?
TeeArctic1
70 posts
Joined December 2014
TeeArctic1
18:50

I am proud of my shitty thread wow, also Levose is gold
Tad Fibonacci
112 posts
Joined August 2015
Tad Fibonacci
2:04 am

Just finished my assignment. I wanna die.
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
3:13PM

DT is hard

or i'm just bad

probably both
Plini
74 posts
Joined March 2010
Plini
9:13

DT sucks.
I wanna go to sleep early but my sleep schedule is all fucked up
Fourth
76 posts
Joined April 2015
Fourth
2:04 PM
Not sure why I'm back here
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath
8:30PM (Approximately, though. It's now 8:44PM)

Can't wait to see that game released and accessible.

8:50PM

Oh, so Sost'/Karhu knows "100%OJ"...
Alright then.
Sosteneshion
551 posts
Joined January 2016
Sosteneshion

45Traeath wrote:

Oh, so Sost'/Karhu knows "100%OJ"...
you can add me if you want on steam, I usually play 100%OJ when I am at school xD


00:01 AM

The sky
Meah
733 posts
Joined November 2014
Meah
7:01am
Sore
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath
00:20AM

Aiseca is "Living with Depression"...?
What...?
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
9:18PM

i love my friends!!!!!!!!!!
Ender Lain
822 posts
Joined January 2015
Ender Lain
16:06

Downloading BlankOn 6.1 and 8.0
Sosteneshion
551 posts
Joined January 2016
Sosteneshion
16:58

Thinking about buy a new GPU or nah
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
2:37PM

i suck at osu
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
12:24 PM PST.

I decided to just move everything to kitchen and stay here instead.

It's a lot colder and I'm really damn uncomfortable here, but at least I won't have my aunt on my ass about eating in the bedroom.

"The bedroom is for sleeping. The kitchen is for eating."

Fucking hell, fine then.

So I got my things and here I am. I hope she's satisfied with that, because I can't do much else aside from this without compromising practicality.
Sosteneshion
551 posts
Joined January 2016
Sosteneshion
21:32

What I am gonna watch today when I come home..
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
1:24 PM PST.

Argh, damn. I spent too long laughing in OT thanks to Westonini that I've just been ninja'd in Thread Necromancy by Tad ;w;
Tad Fibonacci
112 posts
Joined August 2015
Tad Fibonacci
3:36 am

Using Westo's meme as bait, I have successfully ninja'd Achro on TN.

Now I think it's time for me to go to bed.
Sosteneshion
551 posts
Joined January 2016
Sosteneshion
22:28

Thinking about the time when I used to post in "Thread Necromancy"! PepeHands
SepelaThons
16 posts
Joined April 2018
SepelaThons
11:11am! I'm thinking of the number 1. ( ´ ▽ ` )
Plini
74 posts
Joined March 2010
Plini
1:30AM.

man that fucking p90 spam i cant even build properly :@@@@@@@@@@@@
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
10:08 PM PST.

I can't keep up in Thread Necromancy, and literally noone other than Westonini seems to care to post, so now Westonini's getting all the damn points.

fucking hell, today's not a great day either. i'm regretting some decisions of mine, and i'm moderately stressed. i still haven't done much.
Tad Fibonacci
112 posts
Joined August 2015
Tad Fibonacci
12:37 pm

I'm thinking about going outside and buying some light novels.
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
11:26 PM PST.

I'm ready to collapse and just... die, or something.

I just feel strangely miserable.

Apart from that, I'm considering making a list of the music I like so I can keep track of my taste for once, but the problem is, there's too much music.

It could take a year to go over everything. Eughhhhh.
keremaru
228 posts
Joined November 2017
keremaru
0:16 / 12:16 AM.

Why am I still up?
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath
4:05PM

Oohh, my brain's going to fly off, once I get those two articles...
KemZii
172 posts
Joined August 2017
KemZii
20.33

Should I watch anime or study...
Tateshina Eve
373 posts
Joined September 2017
Tateshina Eve
2.39pm, thinking about the hard GD's that I need to finish. I'm also thinking about starting to offer higher difficulties for mapping, now that I have some experience.
keremaru
228 posts
Joined November 2017
keremaru
3:55

i wanna buy some fucking lemonade aaaaaaaa
Penguin
323 posts
Joined August 2013
Penguin
3:56am

hands
keremaru
228 posts
Joined November 2017
keremaru
7:48

i miss hugging her even though i just did 8 minutes ago
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
4:05PM

HUNGRY
Sosteneshion
551 posts
Joined January 2016
Sosteneshion
7:40

Homework
Tad Fibonacci
112 posts
Joined August 2015
Tad Fibonacci
13:28

I decided to continue on with my day normally instead of taking a day off despite being sick.
Hopefully the medicine I took would help.
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath
5:35PM

Oh hey, I didn't know my CC were published ( . .)
(Been waiting for 7 months, but I don't even know when they were...)


6:44PM

Wait, it's all messed up...
Westonini
0 posts
Joined May 2018
Westonini
4:50 PM

When you can't decide between "Have a good weekend" and "See you next week", finally choose one after some thinking, and end up saying "See you next weekend" to your professor ☺🔫

fuck me

-----------------

4:53 PM

When you get anxiety over the most pointless shit.

fuck me
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payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
9:06PM

im getting stomped in civ v
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
6:09 PM PST.

gonna work on music now. trying to figure out what the hell i'm doing with my music direction.
Plini
74 posts
Joined March 2010
Plini
1:21AM.

Anxiety doesn't let me sleep.
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
7:51 PM PST.

Plini wrote:

Anxiety doesn't let me sleep.
then i'm afraid listening to Anxiety wouldn't help ;w;

(or would it?)

nonetheless, good luck.
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
10:54PM

still think anxiety is my favorite one of ur songs

shit slaps
TeeArctic1
70 posts
Joined December 2014
TeeArctic1
13:21

Hungover, writing and looking for new chill music, prolly gonna nap a bit
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
12:41 PM PST.

I'm feeling somewhat productive.

I haven't gotten much done with music, but I'm working with digital art a lot more and I'm enjoying the process, even if it's REALLY slow to make art for all the requests I've got in OT.

But, we'll see how it goes!

I'm not feelings as depressed over productivity and I'm not in any rush to release music, since i took a break already. It'll be a little while until anything new comes out, but for now, I'm just experimenting and trying to learn from stuff.
Penguin
323 posts
Joined August 2013
Penguin
1:45pm. I’m on my break at work. I woke up at 10pm last night and haven’t gone to sleep since. I’m tired. Wah
Sosteneshion
551 posts
Joined January 2016
Sosteneshion
8:08

Forgot to do my homework fk
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
8:12 PM.

I'm feeling really unmotivated, honestly.

I don't have much of an inclination to do anything.
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
11:54PM

somebody that i used to know is such a great song idc how old it is
Tad Fibonacci
112 posts
Joined August 2015
Tad Fibonacci
12:51 am.

Drooling over some SA profile keycaps. Why do they all have to cost like an arm and a leg?
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
10:55 AM PST.

Tired as hell, yet school isn't even over.

I've been caught up in a few stray trains of thought about my life circumstances.

Not sure what to do with my music, and to top it off I'm starting to fail my classes, which are going to be a pain in the ass to bring back up.
Wuxo
213 posts
Joined July 2014
Wuxo
1:29 AM - central european time: im not sure what's going on, but i'll be okay
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
10:26PM

my everything hurts hmmmm today i will lay in bed all day and do nothing at all
Penguin
323 posts
Joined August 2013
Penguin
7:13AM

Why? why why why why?
why???? why?
Tateshina Eve
373 posts
Joined September 2017
Tateshina Eve
11.25pm, still thinking about Date A Live season 3 because I just finished it. I should probably sleep, though.
Tad Fibonacci
112 posts
Joined August 2015
Tad Fibonacci
11:16 pm.

Just got back home from work and had dinner.

I feel like shit.
Tateshina Eve
373 posts
Joined September 2017
Tateshina Eve
6.53am, I woke up at 6.30am and started with my routine. I'm still

KotoriIsMyWaifu wrote:

thinking about Date A Live season 3 because I just finished it
Meah
733 posts
Joined November 2014
Meah
1024
More sleep
Westonini
0 posts
Joined May 2018
Westonini
5:04 AM

Haven't really posted around in FG that often as of late. Been kinda busy I suppose. I haven't really felt like posting too much either.
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
2:12 PM PST.

Life's been odd.

I feel like I've fallen behind. The shock from experiencing inertia has subsided, but I feel shitty for hardly doing anything at this point.

TN is makin' me miserable. At least it's nice when I get to see others post there, I can check up on them and whatnot, and have discussions.

But that's kinda rare. I'm mostly just camping around, trying to make progress, progress, progress, in a blind fit of stubbornness and absolute idiocy.

I feel like an idiot.

And I've got to deal with school somehow. I'm failing horribly.
Meah
733 posts
Joined November 2014
Meah
8am

Daily quests reset
Journal
66 posts
Joined December 2017
Journal
9:15 p.m.
........................................
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath
9:00PM

Well, I knew it wasn't a good time to try that "until error" thread, but eh.
Journal
66 posts
Joined December 2017
Journal
2:53 p.m.
I want to pee
Westonini
0 posts
Joined May 2018
Westonini
2:41 PM

This week feels like it's strangely going by pretty quickly for me.
TeeArctic1
70 posts
Joined December 2014
TeeArctic1
00:02 AM

I've missed being home, feel way more calm than I used to. It's nice. Easter break is gonna give me plenty of time to shitpost and structure my plans later.
viagra
187 posts
Joined May 2015
viagra
6:07pm got some shrimp in my fridge, might go cook them. Jungkook is pretty hot.
Carmlillball
129 posts
Joined April 2018
Carmlillball
17:12 A song stuck in my head.
Journal
66 posts
Joined December 2017
Journal
11:23 a.m.

Annoyed
Carmlillball
129 posts
Joined April 2018
Carmlillball
19:11 What and how should I tell her?
Also, this song's pretty lit.

19:13 Am I taking the title of this forum too seriously?


.. Likely.
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viagra
187 posts
Joined May 2015
viagra
8:16pm i'm pissed since i can't fc this map, and none of my mates are online to talk. I have nothing to do.
Carmlillball
129 posts
Joined April 2018
Carmlillball
Rip
Journal
66 posts
Joined December 2017
Journal
1:54 a.m.

unsure :>D
Tateshina Eve
373 posts
Joined September 2017
Tateshina Eve
6.23pm

What's taking my laptop so long to install updates?
AxNae
AxNae
14:30 (2:30 pm) when will my map finally reach ranked ?
TeeArctic1
70 posts
Joined December 2014
TeeArctic1
17:38
Kids are kind of cute, but I'm so glad I don't have take care of any full-time
Tateshina Eve
373 posts
Joined September 2017
Tateshina Eve
12 midnight

What am I still doing awake?
Plini
74 posts
Joined March 2010
Plini
12:40PM

I should be studying.
payney
377 posts
Joined November 2017
payney
2:10PM

what
keremaru
228 posts
Joined November 2017
keremaru
14:06.

I don't know what to think of you anymore. I'm confused more than yesterday. Was everything I did just an act of friendship?
Stop confusing me. Stop leaving me in the dark. I don't know what's going on with you, and I want to. Let me in so you can open up. I came around and talked to you initially because you were hurting. I didn't want to do nothing. It wasn't fake. I wanted to care about you, but it never happened because you didn't let me in enough. I talked with you, sure, but it wasn't talking. It was just "I'm here for you and I want to let you know I love you." Even then, I don't know if your "love you too"'s are real or fake. I love you. I have feelings and thoughts about you that I can't explain. I don't want to explain it to anybody else.

I just want to talk. Not as some "best friend", but as someone you're comfortable with opening up to. I'm not the last guy you were dating. I'm not just some guy that gets satisfied with physical interaction, however serious that may be. I care, but I don't know if you want me to or if you just want me around to be funny or whatever. You say I'm sweet and stuff in our conversations, but never let me express it much outside of those conversations. I want to get to know you more, but you say you're never allowed to go out, even though you get Uber/Lyft drivers to pick you up from school and take you places.

Just talk with me.
Journal
66 posts
Joined December 2017
Journal
4:33 p.m.

everyone around me is stressed
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
4:10 PM.

not sure what to do now.

there's music and art to be done.

maybe later.

still tired.

phone's on low battery, shit.

wait, did i forget to get water?

ffs.
Journal
66 posts
Joined December 2017
Journal
8:44 p.m.

Mentally tired
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
9:54 PM.

I should probably take a shit.

I haven't taken care of myself very well as of late, especially with that hospital incident.
Tateshina Eve
373 posts
Joined September 2017
Tateshina Eve
6.17pm

I'm going back to school for an Easter stayover tonight. Looks like I'll have to hold off farming until tomorrow.
Meah
733 posts
Joined November 2014
Meah
8:47 pm

Donuts
Achromalia
347 posts
Joined November 2016
Achromalia
12:56 PM PST.

I'll hopefully be able to relax today.

I showed my dad what I've made so far. His response is pretty promising, I think this'll work out. Though I'm not sure when it'll be finished, I believe it'll be released someday soon. We'll see.

On the other hand, I'll have to figure out the art for it.
45Traeath
388 posts
Joined February 2016
45Traeath
11:48PM

45Traeath wrote:

*All the "raging", "swearing", whatever damnation one would say for a mistake.*
At this point, it's a conspiracy, that I'm living.


1:00AM

I've hit nothing, and there's a mosquito...
*Conspiracy intensifies*
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