No, not really. I've lacked the evidence to support it. I haven't come up with a way to justify the idea.
Also, some background information, I used to be a born-in Jehovah's Witness. Luckily, my family wound up fading from the organization. I dont know about my dad, but it seems possible he might believe in some form of god? I'm not entirely sure. I dont mind it if he does, I'd just hope he doesn't flaunt it everywhere.
Anyhow, I used to be a crowd favorite in the congregation, known as the smart kid who could read fluent Spanish despite not quite being able to fully understand it, earning me a couple chances to read over some verses up on the stage thing they have. Little had most of them known, but I wasn't as enthusiastic as they were about the religion. I felt like something was off, and having been in contact of one of the families definitely played a big role, showing how controlling they were, and how uncomfortable I was around that. Life had been pretty rough but the personal one-on-one "bible studies" they gave me were of little interest and nothing added up, and were generally unhelpful.
I did some research at the time and found some pretty distasteful shit about the organization. I'm not really too willing to go into detail about it though.
Would you happen to be argumentative as a person sometimes?