Indeed. My mother has basically broken off what little threads of trust and respect I had left for her.

She's stealing from my dad in the midst of us moving. Since our landlord has sold the house to investors and we are to move out by the 17th, my mom and her bf will be living on their own, and leave my dad alone here to rot with little to no support.

Now it's a custody battle.

My mom and her boyfriend have been stealing the shit my dad had bought, from his barbecue, to pressure cookers and mixers, TO HIS OWN FUCKING STAMP COLLECTION HE'S KEPT FOR OVER 15 YEARS. She's taken all the pictures with my face in them, and plans to force me to move with her by taking my shit too.

Fuck that.

No.

NO.

I dont plan on moving with her as long as she constantly manipulates everything and begs me to go with her.

She's taking a big chunk of what my dad has cherished over the years, and taking custody of me, is their last laugh to top it off. I'm not letting that happen.

This isn't fair to my dad.





sq

Many who I'd met did. I was an easy victim, from betrayal to theft, including arbitrary violence.
At one point, I've progressively grown into someone who has a hard time trusting and forgiving, even myself.

Irisu wrote:

do you like penguins? :3

...
Well I don't see a reason to hate them.

First online game?

Allods. *kills himself* (wish there are private servers)

Do you find this map BG "amusing"?

not really.

do you tend to notice different "atmospheres" in the different places you may have gone to, like the way everything feels and looks in indonesia being different from south korea?

Never been abroad, but I guess I feel it within my own country, people tend to be very different region to region and the landscape can change quite wildly. Even if just comparing two cities, the atmosphere can be quite different even if only a few miles apart.

Would you say you can easily 'read'/understand people?

I'd sometimes feel like a low-key mastermind controlling pieces on a chessboard, so yes.. in a sense.

Have lots of money but be insignificant to the world, or be incredibly famous but have close to nothing?

The latter.

hardest thing you've had to go through in your life so far?

hmm. i guess it'd be everything that's happening right now, involved with uh...

personal matters.

...

sq.

i can't really recall any hard times, so i guess not any..?
same question

Fortunately no, some minor harsh circumstances in life of course but nothing to remark as "hard".

What do you enjoy doing in your free time?

Programming, Manga, and Video Games...

Do you have a SO?

I imagine not, since I don't really know what SO stands for.

ah, a quick search helped I guess

as far as I know, I have no confirmed SO :c

sq

assuming "SO" = "significant other", no(t yet at least).

what annoys you the most?

im not really sure at the moment, but conscious dishonesty is among them.

LumpBloom7 wrote:

Do you have a SO?

no



do you keep a charm that gives you luck, or something like that?

Not really a charm, but I keep bird feathers for good luck.

Do you collect anything?

not really. I don't remember collecting much of anything aside from whatever coins I find on the ground by the sidewalk or in stores. I've done that since I was about 8.

thoughts on being multilingual or multilingual people?

I want to get to know as much of those as I can while aspiring to be one myself.

La misma pregunta/SQ

It's irrelevant to who they are and I don't see them any more or less interesting than anyone else... it's just a useful and impressive skill to learn.

Any irrational fears?

I definitely have one that I might as well call a fear of mine -- Calling people.

If it's any sort of thing involving voice chat or calling them by phone, i'll instantly be anxious and hesitant from picking up a call.

For me, either I talk to you personally, or I talk to you completely through text. That's it.

sq

heights.
if i have to climb anything for the first time, i literally have to prepare myself for climbing it. even if it's only four feet.
if i look down at the ground while im up at an extremely high altitude that i would consider it as, i will literally not ascend down and will go to sit down on a wall. on the ground, of course.
i really like the ground.
same question.

Fear of not being a person of Perfection. (Not Nila tho.)

Sometimes I try to put a lot of effort into what I do but then my schedules get mixed up... and you know the rest...

SQ

Bacteria.

Nathanael wrote:

What is the floor that you have highly reached from an elevator (mine was 58)?

(For my record............ My flat's 11 floors high, 12 if including the ground; but I'm sure I went higher... Can't remember how high.)

I don't remember, probably 12 Now i remember, 14.



What's your plan this weekend?

Eurovision, lol.

Favourite video game genre?

right now, im leaning towards mmorpgs. i might go home and play onigiri later.
same q

RTS. I've had a nice time playing StarCraft and StarCraft BW, which were really memorable parts of my childhood. I loved to play as every race, my favorites would switch-- from the brutal Zerg, to the futuristic Protoss-- then the versatility of the Terrans, I couldn't really get enough of it. I was never great at online Multiplayer matches, but I did enjoy those Sunken 6v6 Defense matches.

What is your Ikigai (Japanese term -- "reason for being")?

honestly, i don't know my "ikigai". i tried to answer this by myself multiple times, but all came to the conclusion that i don't know why i exist.
to be an idiot on the internet, i guess?

what's your view on grapes?

They're just juicy raisins.

Grapes are among my favorite berries.

Grapes are top quality thanks bye

Achromalia wrote:

What is your Ikigai (Japanese term -- "reason for being")?

So, I guess, personal meaning of life? I don't think I believe in that crap. I think life exists only to live and fulfill natural demands, but perhaps I don't get what you're asking. I feel whole doing art and being surrounded by music, but I just wouldn't say that's my reason for being because I don't believe in attributing human concepts to natural realities of life and death.

Sq

Pretty much the same thoughts. I meant "reason for being" as in a reason you have to keep on living. I don't have one in particular, aside from the natural cause of reproducing to preserve my species, but I've wondered what people are motivated by to live.

SQ

To foster unity, harmony and courage -

1. in others, by music, technology, language, and gaming
2. in myself, by always seeking to learn and to be aware of myself, as much as possible.

SQ

to try make myself happy and people i hold close to me happy.
that's like the only specific one i can think of from the top of my head.
other than happiness, idk really. i feel confused now

Achromalia wrote:

What is your Ikigai (Japanese term -- "reason for being")?

I don't have one. And if I do, it would be constantly changing.

Do you go out much?

Not really. I don't go to any parties, and the only reason I go outside is to go to school. That's pretty much it.

What phone (if any) do you have?

XPeria SP (former) and XA1 (soon to be replaced because of bad screen).

mathexpert wrote:

Favorite letter?

Q is the prettiest of all the letters.

Favourite Film?

My favorite film of all time has to be, The Land Before Time. I like the story and the heart warming bond between all the characters. Definitely better than all of it's sequels.

sq

basically any anime film that has good art and and a well-driven story; most of what i like to watch is stuff from miyazaki hayao, like "ponyo" or "my neighbor totoro."
how's your day going so far?

I still have to plan my summer out, rip.

what are your summer plans?

Going to Germany

sq

Don't have any atm, I rarely make plans.

Favourite osu beatmap?

Dictate & Culprate - Pencilina [Metro]

I don't really know why, but I'm fascinated with how the slider art flowed and meshed so well, while looking visually appealing. It just felt great as a map and worked with the song.

Meh.

Rip your not asking a question. I'll just answer the same one above.

Helix (Edit ver.) - ESTi [Oni], probably.

Ever had a "sugar crash" before? Like, when you eat a lot of sugary stuff and then a while later you feel weak or something?

Hmmm no

What's your favourite visual novel or any anime game?

not a fan of that stuff

do you have Anatidaephobia?

Had to google that one but I’d say no lol

If you could change on thing about your physical appearance what would it be?

I wish I had clear skin.

What's the worst grade you've received on an assignment?

F.

Do you believe in the concept of 'an eye for an eye'?

sometimes, yes. if it's someone random asking me to do something in the name of an "eye for an eye" for something completely idiotic, and the thing they did for me, which will probably never happen, was also idiotic, then i don't see it as an "eye for an eye", but rather as something completely annoying, and therefore i won't do it. if it's supporting someone in a time of grief, when they helped me too, then i will indefinitely do it.
really, it's dependant on how valuable the "eye for an eye" exchange was.

do you prefer any food/drink after an exhausting day?

Do you like anime

I haven't watched any, so I can't really give an answer.

How long is your thumb?

I think like two inches? I can't be too sure.

What is your preferred snack?

Doritos' off-brand Takis.

otherwise I might have those boxed raisins or something.

what widespread issue concerns you most at the moment?

The lack of solutions for employment, either this or the "superior education" (when beginning university or another "equivalent-timing" school) system.

Most precisely, I dropped uni' because the program (lessons, studies) of the courses I was following was mostly not suited for me.
Of course there's the solution to learn them all, and I understand as well that there is a point in doing those. I'm just not "wanting" to go through that part.

I'm now left with the diploma before uni', and some certifications.
Wish I could trust those "job matchmaking" sites, part of me feels something fishy out of those.

ann wrote:

Have you ever watched an anime series over 10 times? (all episodes)

Nope. I don't think I've ever been... fascinated with anime, to that extent. I have re-watched some, but only a few times with certain episodes I enjoyed.

45Traeath wrote:

The lack of solutions for employment, either this or the "superior education" (when beginning university or another "equivalent-timing" school) system.

Most precisely, I dropped uni' because the program (lessons, studies) of the courses I was following was mostly not suited for me.
Of course there's the solution to learn them all, and I understand as well that there is a point in doing those. I'm just not "wanting" to go through that part.

I'm now left with the diploma before uni', and some certifications.
Wish I could trust those "job matchmaking" sites, part of me feels something fishy out of those.

Hmm, I guess there wouldn't be much for me to relate to or add, since I'm still stuck barely about to become a sophomore in highschool. Though, I would've imagined most of the problems with local universities for me would simply be the expense. I dont want to risk being another statistic in student debt, and I dont have a viable profession that I'd be interested in to support the decision of going to a university in the future. The courses are just not really something I can imagine affording anytime soon unless I can kickstart my music and art careers this year. I dont want to leech off of anyone for that money, and I dont have an idea in the slightest of how to deal with loans and working for extra benefits in scholarships just to purchase a couple books that I wouldn't care to read in some dull course in a uni'. At least, not right now.

I dont have much that'd convince me of the worth of university for me unless i was certain i had the skill and determination to work through it. I dont want to spend another 4 years into that sort of thing though, and I'd rather save the money from my careers for something other than university. Though I would've had some nice opportunities otherwise, I'd rather be able to have the most time needed to improve the skills i know im best at. Waiting for however long it'd take to get through the school system isn't how i'd do it. Well, of course, it's possible to work with both education and passion, but I'd wind up on a tight schedule and more stress than I could handle given my... uh... "familial situation". I still need to support my dad and keep him company until he recovers from being run over, and wait so he can get custody of me in family court.

Personally i'd say being hesitant and cautious about "job matchmaking sites" would be a good move.

Some advice would be to just work with what youre best at, but as uninformed as I am of how things are for you, maybe that isn't exactly applicable or helpful, but... hopefully it will be.



what are your thoughts on the subject of obedience and its efficacy for all parties involved?

It's necessary to build up a stable and adequate society. A good example for such is to take a look at the Japanese and Korean culture for example.


What's your opinion about sanctions affecting North Korea?

D3LTA wrote:

It's necessary to build up a stable and adequate society. A good example for such is to take a look at the Japanese and Korean culture for example.


What's your opinion about sanctions affecting North Korea?

i just feel bad for north koreans and it'll affect the already communist and corrupt country more in a bad way..


question:
can you make a story using these 3 images?

Yes, I can. I don't really want to right now, though.

sq, im lazy and i just want to bump the thread

No.
And no.

Lacrimae wrote:

least favorite dish?

Anything Pasta based. Probably Lasagna.


Do you have a favourite video game character?

Rook wrote:

Anything Pasta based. Probably Lasagna.

Big mood. Most pastas bother me. Lasagna is "meh". The two good things I do like that are made from pasta are Macaroni salad and Macaroni cheese, but the former is more preferable.

Rook wrote:

Do you have a favourite video game character?

Ah shit, I don't really recall. I haven't kept in touch with my video games. I kinda forgot about playing games in the midst of the shit that happened, hence why I'm taking a break on osu for a small bit, visiting occasionally.

Uhhhh-- as fucking stupid as it sounds, I remember Sans from Undertale the most, so I think I'll just assume he's my favorite. I actually saw myself as him and could deeply relate with him, so I spent a lot of my time around Undertale stuff back in 2016-2017. I found Undertale around October, and enjoyed it for a bit, but now I've lost some of my interest. I stick around for the cool content the fan base makes, though.

REMINDER: NO. MY AVATAR IS NOT BASED OFF OF SANS OR PAPYRUS. THERE'S ACTUALLY A WHOLE STORY BEHIND IT. THANKS BYE AHHHHHHHHHHH

Sorry, I couldn't remember a better character at the time. I'm sure there is one, but... well, I don't know, but I'm pretty sure there is one.

Q: Have you met any of your musical inspirations in person?

Nay, but I'd love to see a few bands live in concert.

Do you have a favourite visual artist? (E.g. A Painter, Sculptor, Animator etc)

Hmm. I really don't know. There's a lot of amazing animators and artists I've seen. Sorry, can't decide what to answer with. I haven't had a favorite visual arti-

Actually, if you don't mind, I prefer "artists", though instead of who i find to be my favorite, but rather whose work i find to be notable--

Zarla, or "zarla-s". Not Zarla Au (just making sure). This is mostly due to her creating one of my favorite webcomics named "Handplates", from when I really loved Undertale. It's actually still ongoing, and is still an interesting read even without prior knowledge of Undertale's lore.

It's not a very accurate answer as to who's my favorite, but their work has been the most impactful and insightful of them, maybe they might as well be.

http://zarla-s.tumblr.com/tagged/handplates/chrono

check the index first though, that has all the pages lined up and ordered. that link takes you to a starting page piled on top of by other stuff, where it gets a little unordered from there. you should see something say [index] in one of the posts for thee actual handplates webcomic.

sq

Oh cool, seems pretty dark.
Reminds me I should finish Undertale sometime, dropped it like half a year ago then forgot to return, was enjoying it though so idk why.


Aaron Horkey. But currently I'm really enjoying Glyn Smyth's work

Achromalia wrote:

Q: Have you met any of your musical inspirations in person?

Not that I recall. The closest I've gotten has been talking to them on their Discord server or in the YouTube comment section.

I checked out Aaron's and Glyn's work. I think your work has a similar style to theirs. It's pretty cool.

What sort of tone in music would you most prefer? Dark and moody? Heavy and gritty? Hauntingly serene? Uplifting?

Uplifting, if at all possible.
The next best would be one that gives me a sense of analytics, like this one:



What is the worst injury you ever had?

I fractured my wrist once.

What is your favorite book?

Dan Brown's Digital Fortress, bc it's the only one in a few i can remember.



same q

a beautiful mind, a beautiful life

same q

"Book"? What's that?
JK, but I really can tell... I have no favorite novel, the kind with only text, you see. I fall asleep quickly depending on the pages' size, which doesn't let me enjoy XD

*So... Looking at his manga shelf...*

Either "Aharen-san can't measure" (Jp.: 阿波連さんははかれない) or "Since the Moon exploded" (Jp.: 月が爆発したので).

roleykatsu wrote:

Had you ever encountered a highway/freeway route numbered as "404" and lul'd at it?

Nope. But I would if I did. :OmegaLuL:

If you went on vacation, where would you want to go?

i would be in japan to
1. visit the video game headquarters there (Sony, Nintendo,e.t.c)
2. look at anime. (obviously)
3. try out their weird inventions and buy it

if you were to be an anime/manga character, who would you be and why?

The Dorito shaped crow from that one episode of Nichijou. Mainly because he's cute, but also with this hot sun and the flies being everywhere, I'd like to just do this:



Is there any talent (e.g. the ability to sing) you wish you had?

Hmm. I honestly... don't really know. I guess the talent of singing would be something I'd really like to have, and I could put to good use considering the poems I make for my signatures here.

But... I'm not sure if I really want anything.

What I already have as talents, the affinity for creating art and music, is pretty much all i need to be satisfied. If anything, I would like to perfect my pre-existing talents.

I have to go off of things I am not good at, and don't already have a talent for. I can't go off of things I haven't tried or at least things I know I wouldn't want to do or wouldn't find useful.

...I don't even know, I'm actually happy with what I have, and I just want to get better at what I like.

But... thought I don't think I would've imagined myself saying this now, but singing would be a nice talent. I don't know if I already am a decent singer, but it'd be nice to be.

I could think of something else to replace that later, but it's not coming to mind right now.



sq

To be able to sing, for sure.

Do you have a favourite bird?

Never thought of it before. But the well known Blue-Jay is one I like.

sq. it feels too obvious, but who knows, your taste could go beyond what you present.

Nice choice!
Its always been between Rooks and Jackdaws c:

Where would your ideal place to live be? (If you wish, you can disregard Society/Politics)

Hmm. If it were possible to disregard social stuff as factors...

I don't know. Ishikawa, Japan seems like a pretty nice place to go to. I don't go outside for much and I don't interact with many people outside. I can adapt to learning different languages if I have to, and since Japanese is a syllabic language, it would be pretty interesting to learn. Inflection would be an interesting concept to be mindful of.

I mean, there are probably a lot of other places I'd like to go, but I guess this is one of them.

how about you?

sq.

The Scottish Highlands, it's the type of landscape and nature I love, it's secluded as well without being so far from civilisation.
Although send me to Peru if we're talking about disregarding Society. Outright beautiful place.

What are your beliefs? Do you consider yourself Agnostic, Atheist or are you Religious?

At this point, an atheist. I did grow up in a religious organization I'd rather not be associated with. Pretty sure it's getting popular as both a religious movement and as a topic for what it's been doing.

Welp. I was your typical born-in Jehovah's Witness.

I eventually saw a lot of things that didn't add up and as i kept questioning, they kept shunning. Luckily, I'm a fader, I didn't wind up disfellowshipped, neither did i disassociate. I just stopped doing things, left my impression as "neutral", and that's it.

I wonder if they noticed my disappearance. If so, I also wonder if they addressed it and shunned me publicly as well.

But yeah, religious stuff just doesn't suit well with me. I have a currently neutral standpoint on religion as a whole.

sq.

Thats actually very interesting to hear, especially about how you handled things.
I'm agnostic, I used to be atheist and hard on the side of science when I was younger, up until I was 16-17 really. I don't support the following of religion or religious sects (although finding faith in a recognised religion is completely fine and respectable), although I do value their affect on culture, on tradition and their artistry, but I think organised following is a relic of the past. To the same degree, I don't agree with people that only think scientifically about the world, to say you know better than someone that believes in a magical cloud man or whatever is to say you're a fool, afterall, all you're believing is what another man's research has led to. But thats not to say I deny or just don't trust science, of course, rather i'm weary of people that just believe in theories they've heard because it sounds like the smart thing to do, because it's the easiest answer for them to consider.

Do you/have you ever had a celebrity crush?

Rook wrote:

Thats actually very interesting to hear, especially about how you handled things.
I'm agnostic, I used to be atheist and hard on the side of science when I was younger, up until I was 16-17 really. I don't support the following of religion or religious sects (although finding faith in a recognised religion is completely fine and respectable), although I do value their affect on culture, on tradition and their artistry, but I think organised following is a relic of the past. To the same degree, I don't agree with people that only think scientifically about the world, to say you know better than someone that believes in a magical cloud man or whatever is to say you're a fool, afterall, all you're believing is what another man's research has led to. But thats not to say I deny or just don't trust science, of course, rather i'm weary of people that just believe in theories they've heard because it sounds like the smart thing to do, because it's the easiest answer for them to consider.

Do you/have you ever had a celebrity crush?

nope. im not that interested in celebrities..

what is the meaning of life to you?

A s#** game within which everything is random until the very end.
Really, character creation is garbage, 1/10, would play only if there's confirmation of a reasonable "Reincarnation" update patch.

silmarilen wrote:

have you ever been lost in a forest?

45Traeath wrote:

A s#** game within which everything is random until the very end.
Really, character creation is garbage, 1/10, would play only if there's confirmation of a reasonable "Reincarnation" update patch.

silmarilen wrote:

have you ever been lost in a forest?

nope.

Rook wrote:

Is there any talent (e.g. the ability to sing) you wish you had?

I wish I was smarter, if that counts.

What time do you go to bed at?

It heavily varies. At the moment, I can sleep anywhere from 1 AM to around 6 AM as an average range. Sometimes I stay up the whole night, until around 7 or 8 AM. I occasionally take 2 to 4-hour naps if my sleep schedule winds up incredibly inconsistent. Also on average, I get about 4 hours of sleep in a 36-hour period of time due to me being an idiot, pulling all-nighters.



sq.

Usually 3 AM. Dreaded Computers...

Have you even faked being sick?

No, not that I recall. I grew up to be pretty honest. Back in elementary school, if I really had to take a shit and felt like I wanted to go home, I'd let staff know. If I got shoved into a tree, scraping the back of my arms and pretty much skinning them on the rough bark from the shoulder to the elbow until they started bleeding, and felt like I could handle it on my own, I'd do so until it gets bad, then I would let staff know. Shit like that. Faking being sick? I'd imagine almost anyone would at some point think of it, meaning I probably though of it too. Whether or not I did anything about it, I don't know.



sq.

Yes. Missed an exam completely by misreading the schedule and the makeup was the only way to re-take it.

What is your opinion on mablets?

No opinion, aside from it being an unfamiliar concept or thing. Perhaps it was misspelled or not given proper context.

If you had to choose one more genre to listen to for the whole day, would you try Breakcore?

I don't breakcore but maybe I'll listen to it

If you have the choice for one thing, would you rather have all the basic necessities you need but no wifi or no basic necessities but you have wifi

I'd be alright with not having wi-fi to be able to have what I need to live. I'm still able to do some of the things I'd want without wi-fi, though I'd be heavily limited to feedback and I wouldn't be able to learn as much as I have.

That sort of question belongs in the "This or That?" thread, but it's alright if it's here, I guess. It does say "ask the person below you anything", after all.

Do you value ease of comfort over practicality?

idk
do u?

n/a.

Achromalia wrote:

Do you value ease of comfort over practicality?

It depends on the situation.

Have you ever donated something to someone/something/an organisation/etc.?

Yes. Most recently two books to a library.

Which language would you like to learn the most?

As stupid as it might sound, I legitimately would like to learn Japanese, it would be pretty helpful for translating and I can do collabs with those who sing, understand, and speak Japanese, thus increasing my potential audience.



What is your ikigai?

(ikigai - "reason for being", or in other words, what motivates you to live, what keeps you going.)

我が生きがいのは美しさなんです
May that be your first lesson then.

What is your favorite song?