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im not gonna say all my fetishes in here
But it's the confess thread.silmarilen wrote:
im not gonna say all my fetishes in here
doesnt mean i have to confess everything
ok. i have a fetish for brittish girls who dye their hair pink somewhere around christmas
ok. i have a fetish for brittish girls who dye their hair pink somewhere around christmas
you should go into medicineDulcet wrote:
So, here I am, I finally decided to step out of my closet.
This is my fetish. Now I can run away in peace.
You've got some very specific fetishes.silmarilen wrote:
i have a fetish for brittish girls who dye their hair pink somewhere around christmas
I have that fetish toosilmarilen wrote:
doesnt mean i have to confess everything
ok. i have a fetish for brittish girls who dye their hair pink somewhere around christmas
\:D/
I think that would be a bad idea. Being turned on all the time while on the job could turn out badly.Kanye West wrote:
you should go into medicineDulcet wrote:
So, here I am, I finally decided to step out of my closet.
This is my fetish. Now I can run away in peace.
On that note, I once worked a job where I was fitting boots at a ski shop. I was really glad I didn't have a foot fetish and I couldn't help but think my friends with foot fetishes would be jealous of me. Some of those girls had pretty nice feet though, gotta admit
Topic Starter
Kaona wrote:
You've got some very specific fetishes.
i told you i wouldnt say my fetishes
at least girls can hide the fact that they're turned onKaoru wrote:
I think that would be a bad idea. Being turned on all the time while on the job could turn out badly.
On that note, I once worked a job where I was fitting boots at a ski shop. I was really glad I didn't have a foot fetish and I couldn't help but think my friends with foot fetishes would be jealous of me. Some of those girls had pretty nice feet though, gotta admit
i dont know about you, but i usually keep my penis in my pants
I confess that I don't wear pants
Whenever I'm turned on in public I just strip and destroy everything in sight.
she wrote:
WHY DOES EVERYONE HAS TO QUOTE THAT IMAGE OF THE BLOODY CUT
Deal with it.
Suddenly I'm rather thirsty.
Gotta finish my application essay
Getting easily distracted by forums
Getting easily distracted by forums
mmmDulcet wrote:
she wrote:
WHY DOES EVERYONE HAS TO QUOTE THAT IMAGE OF THE BLOODY CUT
Deal with it.
Oh, that's hot.Brian OA wrote:
Whenever I'm turned on in public I just strip and destroy everything in sight.
I confess that one day, a bunch of people stripped me in a public restaurant area & forced me to walk about 100 feet before returning my hoodie & shorts. That day was so painful. ;_;
Tell me who they were
I will use my creeper skills to make them feel so uncomfortable they'll cry
I will use my creeper skills to make them feel so uncomfortable they'll cry
Before we moved to Oklahoma (and this was a long-ass time ago). and we were in this cul-de-sac, I made friends with a neighbor in a duplex house next to us (all the duplexes!), and later on, I once snuck out of the house with my new friend to his house, and when my dad came over to get me, boy was he pissed! I actually didn't regret it.
Double-feature: In the same place we lived in, my granny was at wal-mart one day, and I was like "I should go see her". So... I snuck out of the house and walked bare-foot ALL THE WAY TO THE WAL-MART (It was like 0.1 or 0.2 mile, I'm not sure) only to get stopped by an employee because I was walking barefoot. I waited outside for her, and she came out and saw me, and she was like "What are you doing out here? Did you wanna see me?" I said "yes".
A little while afterward, I saw dad's truck drive over, and I knew then I was in deep shit. He came out like "WHAT THE poot!", and he was like "Why did you sneak out of the house!?" and so on so forth
I think I was grounded for a couple of days after that. Whoop.
p.s. I was less than 11 years old when both of these happened, true story
Double-feature: In the same place we lived in, my granny was at wal-mart one day, and I was like "I should go see her". So... I snuck out of the house and walked bare-foot ALL THE WAY TO THE WAL-MART (It was like 0.1 or 0.2 mile, I'm not sure) only to get stopped by an employee because I was walking barefoot. I waited outside for her, and she came out and saw me, and she was like "What are you doing out here? Did you wanna see me?" I said "yes".
A little while afterward, I saw dad's truck drive over, and I knew then I was in deep shit. He came out like "WHAT THE poot!", and he was like "Why did you sneak out of the house!?" and so on so forth
I think I was grounded for a couple of days after that. Whoop.
p.s. I was less than 11 years old when both of these happened, true story
I used to be a little adventurer when I was little too >3<
My parents told me I would go crazy chasing birds at the park and go on the elevator by myself when I was only 5. When I was 11, I was repeatedly molested by my male cousin and I found out I liked men around that age. My parents hated my dad's side of the family when we lived with them. I was little and didn't understand too much of it, but both my parents attempted to commit suicide in front of me once. Not at the same time though. My dad said he saw evil spirits when he was unconscious after attempting suicide. My mom tried to cut her throat with glass while my dad yelled at me to try and stop her. Sadly, my sister picked up some of that suicidal stuff and has lots of thoughts of suicide. For some reason, I have thoughts of homicide instead. I have never attempted suicide, but have tried to kill my relatives on 2-3 occasions probably out of suppressed anger since I'm almost never angry.
My parents told me I would go crazy chasing birds at the park and go on the elevator by myself when I was only 5. When I was 11, I was repeatedly molested by my male cousin and I found out I liked men around that age. My parents hated my dad's side of the family when we lived with them. I was little and didn't understand too much of it, but both my parents attempted to commit suicide in front of me once. Not at the same time though. My dad said he saw evil spirits when he was unconscious after attempting suicide. My mom tried to cut her throat with glass while my dad yelled at me to try and stop her. Sadly, my sister picked up some of that suicidal stuff and has lots of thoughts of suicide. For some reason, I have thoughts of homicide instead. I have never attempted suicide, but have tried to kill my relatives on 2-3 occasions probably out of suppressed anger since I'm almost never angry.
I confess, I search my name in a couple of different sections of the forum once in a while. Not out of ego though, but rather curiosity as to whether I missed anyone responding to me or talking to me in a topic I did not look at again. Happens quite often actually, sometimes it is like 13 days after but I saw it! That's what matters! Even though I never responded because it was like 13 days late! I acknowledge you mystery response person!
I do the same thing. I always like to know when someone is talking about me or quoting me
I have another confession
I've gone through multiple phases in which I thought I was transgendered (as in, I thought I should have been born a woman). I suspect the reason why I had these phases is mostly because I have related fetishes. These fetishes may (or may not) have manifested themselves in my daily life by making me wonder whether or not I am actually transgendered.
And yes, those related fetishes are crossdressing/ genderbending. No, I do not have the balls (haha, you get it?) to crossdress in public or take pictures for you all no matter how much you beg. It would be an abomination
I have crossdressed before (not in public) and I rarely do it. Everyone in Texas is really conservative about LGBT issues and tends to relate crossdressing to being gay, which is not the case it all. On the Kinsey Scale (a scale for determining your homosexuality/heterosexuality) I measured at a 2. In layman's terms, that means I am 20% gay and 80% straight.
The reason I decided to post this is mostly because the internet is largely anonymous and I'd like to make a few friends that are accepting of these sorts of things. I figure my only real friends would be the friends who stayed by my side if I did actually go through with stuff like hormone therapy and sex reassignment surgery (which I actually considered buying hormones multiple times). I've been debating with myself for years whether or not I am actually transgendered. I am very platonic in general when it comes to my sexual identity/ orientation and so I feel like that makes it harder for me to decide these things. Ultimately, though, anyone who couldn't tolerate me simply because I have shared my sexual identity is someone I couldn't value as a real friend.
Have at me
Oh right. I figure I should mention that I am not going through one of those phases right now. And I'm hoping to get enough definition regarding my sexual identity to where I never have to go through a phase ever again. At that point I'll know whether or not I am actually transgendered
TL;DR: I thought I was transgendered multiple times.
I've gone through multiple phases in which I thought I was transgendered (as in, I thought I should have been born a woman). I suspect the reason why I had these phases is mostly because I have related fetishes. These fetishes may (or may not) have manifested themselves in my daily life by making me wonder whether or not I am actually transgendered.
And yes, those related fetishes are crossdressing/ genderbending. No, I do not have the balls (haha, you get it?) to crossdress in public or take pictures for you all no matter how much you beg. It would be an abomination
I have crossdressed before (not in public) and I rarely do it. Everyone in Texas is really conservative about LGBT issues and tends to relate crossdressing to being gay, which is not the case it all. On the Kinsey Scale (a scale for determining your homosexuality/heterosexuality) I measured at a 2. In layman's terms, that means I am 20% gay and 80% straight.
The reason I decided to post this is mostly because the internet is largely anonymous and I'd like to make a few friends that are accepting of these sorts of things. I figure my only real friends would be the friends who stayed by my side if I did actually go through with stuff like hormone therapy and sex reassignment surgery (which I actually considered buying hormones multiple times). I've been debating with myself for years whether or not I am actually transgendered. I am very platonic in general when it comes to my sexual identity/ orientation and so I feel like that makes it harder for me to decide these things. Ultimately, though, anyone who couldn't tolerate me simply because I have shared my sexual identity is someone I couldn't value as a real friend.
Have at me
Oh right. I figure I should mention that I am not going through one of those phases right now. And I'm hoping to get enough definition regarding my sexual identity to where I never have to go through a phase ever again. At that point I'll know whether or not I am actually transgendered
TL;DR: I thought I was transgendered multiple times.
I cannot recall a single person that really cared either way about cross-dressing people on here. I sure don't. In fact there's tons of traps on here. Too damn many for my taste, where's the reverse traps to even it out? Come on ladies, I know you are here!
That's why I decided to post this hereVext wrote:
I cannot recall a single person that really cared either way about cross-dressing people on here. In fact there's tons of traps on here. Too damn many for my taste, where's the reverse traps to even it out?
Because I figured this community would accept the fact that I was transgendered
Aye ma'am, and I voiced my opinion, don't care either way. You are you, and "you" is not a bad person. That is all that matters to me. You have me more intrigued by this gay test, links plox. I wish to know the extent of my man lovin'.
EDIT: Better yet, make a thread for it. This should be interesting.
EDIT: Better yet, make a thread for it. This should be interesting.
I'm awfully scared of saying this, seeing as though I'd get prosecuted for this, but let's give it a shot anyway.
I confess I'm strongly homophobic. Transgenders, gays, lesbians, and bisexuals make me extremely uncomfortable. Not that I hate them or want to wipe them off the face of the Earth--they just make my insides feel like lead. Even though I've met and supported many gays or transgenders (I haven't met a bi yet, at least I think so) during their moments of doubt and hesitation, it's never sat right by me. I've listened to their problems, how they're afraid people won't accept them, given them my advice, and then realized I might as well be one of those people that'd never be okay with it.
The thing is I tolerate LGBTs, key word being tolerate. As in, it bothers me and makes me want to do something about it and yet I stuff it down, real deep.
I know they're born a certain way and can't help themselves, which is one of the reasons why I don't discriminate or prosecute them, the other being the fact that I respect everyone's right to do whatever they want. In other words, I recognize they can't help being attracted to what they are, and I'm not inhuman enough to go on a homicidal spree and somehow justify it. It still makes me awfully uncomfortable though.
I don't have a problem with them trying to seize their own rights though. I recognize these are still humans; they deserve those rights like any other. I'm not sure I'm getting my point across; I don't have anything against them in particular, but they still make me uncomfortable anyway.
I confess I'm strongly homophobic. Transgenders, gays, lesbians, and bisexuals make me extremely uncomfortable. Not that I hate them or want to wipe them off the face of the Earth--they just make my insides feel like lead. Even though I've met and supported many gays or transgenders (I haven't met a bi yet, at least I think so) during their moments of doubt and hesitation, it's never sat right by me. I've listened to their problems, how they're afraid people won't accept them, given them my advice, and then realized I might as well be one of those people that'd never be okay with it.
The thing is I tolerate LGBTs, key word being tolerate. As in, it bothers me and makes me want to do something about it and yet I stuff it down, real deep.
I know they're born a certain way and can't help themselves, which is one of the reasons why I don't discriminate or prosecute them, the other being the fact that I respect everyone's right to do whatever they want. In other words, I recognize they can't help being attracted to what they are, and I'm not inhuman enough to go on a homicidal spree and somehow justify it. It still makes me awfully uncomfortable though.
I don't have a problem with them trying to seize their own rights though. I recognize these are still humans; they deserve those rights like any other. I'm not sure I'm getting my point across; I don't have anything against them in particular, but they still make me uncomfortable anyway.
No thank you. That is very rude. -JJBrian OA wrote:
I confess I'm strongly homophobic.
I confess, I openly accept those with abnormal or embarrassing things about themselves and ridicule ignorance. Hurr hurr. In a friendly sense of course... to the extent the ignorance warrants.
Kaoru wrote:
That's why I decided to post this hereVext wrote:
I cannot recall a single person that really cared either way about cross-dressing people on here. In fact there's tons of traps on here. Too damn many for my taste, where's the reverse traps to even it out?
Because I figured this community would accept the fact that I was transgendered
can we make that green now?Your prediction of '13 wrote:
[*]At least one new transgender will appear. (Bass)
oh since people here are talking about homos/transies/whatever
i don't like homos (even though a lot of people think i'm into yaoi, well the truth is i don't)
i find two guys who are holding hands/kissing/leaning on each other's shoulders/being lovey-dovey to each other/ and other fluffy things that they do disgusting
i do not find two girls who are kissing hot
i am totally not for same sex marriage
and i curse transies
kinda ironic because i have a guy friend who has a boyfriend right now, and two of my close friends during highschool were fujoshis
and i used to flirt with girls when i was in highschool (i studied in an all-girls school), and i'm currently flirting with girls in college [side story: one of my classmates actually asked me if i was a lesbian]. i did those things because i wanted to make fun of the idea that two girls are dating each other
i find the part where they want to have equal rights with other people ridiculous
i don't like homos (even though a lot of people think i'm into yaoi, well the truth is i don't)
i find two guys who are holding hands/kissing/leaning on each other's shoulders/being lovey-dovey to each other/ and other fluffy things that they do disgusting
i do not find two girls who are kissing hot
i am totally not for same sex marriage
and i curse transies
kinda ironic because i have a guy friend who has a boyfriend right now, and two of my close friends during highschool were fujoshis
and i used to flirt with girls when i was in highschool (i studied in an all-girls school), and i'm currently flirting with girls in college [side story: one of my classmates actually asked me if i was a lesbian]. i did those things because i wanted to make fun of the idea that two girls are dating each other
i find the part where they want to have equal rights with other people ridiculous
Oh don't support him.Vext wrote:
Very rude imageBrian OA wrote:
I confess I'm strongly homophobic.
I confess, I openly accept those with abnormal or embarrassing things about themselves and ridicule ignorance. Hurr hurr. In a friendly sense of course... to the extent the ignorance warrants.
My big sister is bi and she has a gay male friend who came around our house pretty often. At first I did feel uncomfortable around him because I hadn't hanged around with a gay guy before. But since he likes games as well and as time went by, we became good friends. He's like anybody else and talks "normally", not like a stereotypical gay guy. So I came to terms that gay people are normal human beings.
I agree with you very much Mianki. That was filled with typos though so I cleaned it up because all of the red squiggles bugged me on this.Mianki wrote:
My big sister is bi and she has a gay male friend who came around our house pretty often. At first I did feel uncomfortable around him because I hadn't hanged around with a gay guy before. But since he likes games as well and as time went by, we became good friends. He's like anybody else and talks "normally", not like a stereotypical gay guy. So I came to terms that gay people are normal human beings.
I think a lot of why people think of all gay people as very Richard Simmons style. But that's not completely true, some are yes, just as some straight men are that way as well as women. Many people are gay or bi and you would never know, judging by their attitude or actions is foolish. Though I think many people do and associate all gay people as that type and are thus intimidated or frightened by em. Not too different from racial stereotypes such as Ebonics. Perfect example is JJ of course whom nobody would expect to be black without seeing him simply because he does not use Ebonics and thus is dismissed as a possibility. As well I come off more black when I am on headsets and such than JJ which is pretty funny 'cause I'm not 100% black. Fun fact, I still get "a talking to" from police occasionally to this day because they suspect me of gang behavior simply because of my demeanor. I suppose old lifestyles die hard, and even if you get away from it you don't necessarily remove it from yourself.
Vext wrote:
I cannot recall a single person that really cared either way about cross-dressing people on here. I sure don't. In fact there's tons of traps on here. Too damn many for my taste, where's the reverse traps to even it out? Come on ladies, I know you are here!
Oh by the way, this homosexuality conversation in this thread is quite interesting. Where's a thread for it? /anger
It's right here in Off-Topic just waiting for posts after you make it instead of asking for it to be made sweetie~. <3 Or bump it if it already exists.Hika wrote:
Vext wrote:
I cannot recall a single person that really cared either way about cross-dressing people on here. I sure don't. In fact there's tons of traps on here. Too damn many for my taste, where's the reverse traps to even it out? Come on ladies, I know you are here!
Oh by the way, this homosexuality conversation in this thread is quite interesting. Where's a thread for it? /anger
Silm for the record I decided that I am not currently transgendered, I was just confessing to the fact that I had multiple phases in which I thought I was transgendered.
These fetishes real gud
These fetishes real gud
i guess we'll have to wait for someone else them
"m" is the mutated version of "n" because "m" has three legs
m is man n is woman
BDSM.
Topic Starter
'Cause them balls are itchy. But the M is more like a female spreading her legs.
we finally had a decent discussion about something and then a typo fucks everything up
gg
gg
Well Hika should have made that quality thread which would have led to quality discussion like biological consistencies! Now look what has happened! Damn it Hika!
i could make a thread about transgenders, but the last one got locked and wastelanded
That's because it was sassy and unrefined.
Also, if the M is a woman, is this a futa scenario?
Also, if the M is a woman, is this a futa scenario?
no, its the woman giving birth to a baby
Ok so... The m was just a really fat n, that got knocked up by another n, then deformed into the m and while giving birth to an l that has to grow up to be an n, the n that knocked it up went upside down to fit betwixt its legs and the baby.... to form Voltron?
if you say so
I do say so, where did all these lurkers come from? Are they actually gonna post anything? Probably not.
ShindoL's 'Onnanoko ni Natte' / 'Becoming a Girl' is a masterpiece of gender bending eromanga / hentai.
That brings to mind Ranma 1/2. I would love to see a literal version if only it could be a factual curse, just to see the reactions on certain people. Take some chick, splash her husband with water, see if she is still attracted to the woman version, ah yeah, that'd be good tv.
ranma 1/2 was one of the first manga i read a volume of, way before i even knew what manga or anime was. (one of my schoolmates used to bring manga to school sometimes)
I have failed you master. Actually, I was thinking about making my only thread for the year now but I don't think so.Vext wrote:
Well Hika should have made that quality thread which would have led to quality discussion like biological consistencies! Now look what has happened! Damn it Hika!
I long for a new Hika thread.
Inuyasha was my first manga I read, via the creator I found Ranma quickly after and loved it so much more. I think it was in the back of one of the volumes of Ranma that there was a mini interview with her, and they asked why her work is popular with both men and women. She says her secret is "Give the women romance, give the men boobs, give everyone a good story, fun characters, and cool action." Best. Answer. Ever.
I may have wasted my thread for the year early, but damn is it sophisticated.Hika wrote:
I have failed you master. Actually, I was thinking about making my only thread for the year now but I don't think so.Vext wrote:
Well Hika should have made that quality thread which would have led to quality discussion like biological consistencies! Now look what has happened! Damn it Hika!
inuyasha was also one of the manga i read at school
thats one of the reasons why he's the first character i want to cosplay
thats one of the reasons why he's the first character i want to cosplay
I have probably read like every genderbender hentai out theregurodoll wrote:
ShindoL's 'Onnanoko ni Natte' / 'Becoming a Girl' is a masterpiece of gender bending eromanga / hentai.
...just saying
Oh, you'll get a thread out of me eventually.
i started watching kämpfer for the gender bending and the anime turned out pretty decent (except for the last episode)
When you have genderbending hentai it usually goes like this:
>Change sexes
>Suddenly wants the dick
I don't think that's how it works
>Change sexes
>Suddenly wants the dick
I don't think that's how it works
GAH! You are reminding me of damn anmiask now, I swear he made my Netflix think I am gay. Every single time I would come home from work he would be in my room either playing Blazblue or watching a romance movie about 2 gay dudes. Now that's all it recommends to me! AGH! I'm like "GEEZ! Just 'cause you're super homo does not mean you gotta watch only movies that are! watch a normal romance ffs! Serendipity god damn it! watch Serendipity!"Kaoru wrote:
I have probably read like every genderbender hentai out theregurodoll wrote:
ShindoL's 'Onnanoko ni Natte' / 'Becoming a Girl' is a masterpiece of gender bending eromanga / hentai.
...just saying
in this manga i was reading the main character turned into a girl but still had the thoughts of a guy, however the girl he loved turned out to be lesbian and only in love with his female version
When I watch romance it's usually something cute like spicy wolf. Those are the sort of romances I like to watch/ want for myself. I don't think I could even like a serious romance about a guy changing to a girl and suddenly falling in love with his childhood friend. Dat ain't even cute. It's strictly fetishes.
When I want to jerk one off at least I know where to go...
Also I don't know if there are rules for being worksafe or not here. I suppose as long as I'm not posting porn or linking to porn websites this sort of conversation is acceptable?
When I want to jerk one off at least I know where to go...
Also I don't know if there are rules for being worksafe or not here. I suppose as long as I'm not posting porn or linking to porn websites this sort of conversation is acceptable?
I go to g.e-hentai~!
As far as romances go, I haven't particularly seen one in a manga or animu that I was like "d'aww" at in general, it was mostly "d'awww" because of well developed characters and story that I was invested in, not because of the scenario.
Follow Vext's golden rule Kaoru. Keep on pushing until they modQ you again. If they do, you went to far. Or Sakura hates you like she hates me.
As far as romances go, I haven't particularly seen one in a manga or animu that I was like "d'aww" at in general, it was mostly "d'awww" because of well developed characters and story that I was invested in, not because of the scenario.
Follow Vext's golden rule Kaoru. Keep on pushing until they modQ you again. If they do, you went to far. Or Sakura hates you like she hates me.
<3Hika wrote:
Oh, you'll get a thread out of me eventually.
That's the lite version of exhentai nya~!Vext wrote:
I go to g.e-hentai~!
My dreams are way better than most gay romance movies so I stopped watching them c:
I don't like straight couples. Every time I see one in public, they would have to be pretty amazing in personality for me to like them. I'm not crazy for gay couples either. Personally, I prefer guys that act like friends to be in a relationship. Huh... is that why I like straight guys?
I don't like straight couples. Every time I see one in public, they would have to be pretty amazing in personality for me to like them. I'm not crazy for gay couples either. Personally, I prefer guys that act like friends to be in a relationship. Huh... is that why I like straight guys?
*reads*. . . *adds*. . .animask wrote:
My dreams are way better than most gay romance movies so I stopped watching them c:
I don't like straight couples. Every time I see one in public, they would have to be pretty amazing in personality for me to dislike them. I'm not crazy for gay couples either. Personally, I prefer guys that act like friends to be in a relationship. Huh... is that why I like straight guys?
hngh~
in other communitys i was usually an asshole to new people or people i didnt know really well. they all still ended up liking me for some reason :/
This is an interesting paradox that is very true Silm. It always seems to end up that way which is pretty illogical. As well, especially on here, people like the loudest rudest douchebags that do nothing but attack people, dunno why. I used to be a wimp! Now I'm a jerk and everyone loves me!
Lots of people love outgoing, energetic people rather than quiet, shy types. I don't think it has anything to do with being a jerk or an asshole.
I wouldn't exactly call being "the loudest rudest douchebag" outgoing.
The whole point of forums is to talk. There are a lot of people who barely even post here to begin wtih
The whole point of forums is to talk. There are a lot of people who barely even post here to begin wtih
Well, since you guys are talking about genders...
I always wanted to be a guy, and if I were one I would be heterosexual. Now, the ironic part is that, as a girl, I would never imagine myself dating another person of my same sex.
Whenever I fantasize about a girl, I would imagine myself as a guy, never a girl.
I don't know if it makes sense.
I always wanted to be a guy, and if I were one I would be heterosexual. Now, the ironic part is that, as a girl, I would never imagine myself dating another person of my same sex.
Whenever I fantasize about a girl, I would imagine myself as a guy, never a girl.
I don't know if it makes sense.
are you the next transgender?
Apparently it's quite common, but I never met someone who thought like that.
I confess that if something really bad would happen in my life like losing my family and being with no one, or suddenly having a really invalidating handicap, i'd have no problem on killing myself since I wouldn't want to live a life of suffering. I'm not afraid of dying since basically dying is just like non-existence and I don't believe in any god or afterlife.
EDIT: I'd suicide in case of failing high school too
EDIT: I'd suicide in case of failing high school too
I wouldn't really kill myself because of losing a family member or a close one. But if I like, lost both of my hands or something, I'd probably want to end myself pretty badly.Jordan wrote:
I confess that if something really bad would happen in my life like losing my family and being with no one, or suddenly having a really invalidating handicap, i'd have no problem on killing myself since I wouldn't want to live a life of suffering. I'm not afraid of dying since basically dying is just like non-existence and I don't believe in any god or afterlife.
I can only see myself actually attempting suicide if my Mum died anytime soon. Unless I get depression again, which is extremely unlikely.
Sometimes I think that "if I were a girl, I'd have crush on that guy". Dunno if that is kinda the same thing.Dulcet wrote:
Apparently it's quite common, but I never met someone who thought like that.
I just really wanted to confess something very awkward but it's worth it.
The only truthful most honest reason as to why I don't want to (or like to) shower is because I hate feeling a towel against my nipples.
AHAHAHAJKDHSAD
The only truthful most honest reason as to why I don't want to (or like to) shower is because I hate feeling a towel against my nipples.
AHAHAHAJKDHSAD
Use a blow-dryer LOOLHika wrote:
I just really wanted to confess something very awkward but it's worth it.
The only truthful most honest reason as to why I don't want to (or like to) shower is because I hate feeling a towel against my nipples.
AHAHAHAJKDHSAD
Topic Starter
I need BA's kyon avatar right now.Hika wrote:
I just really wanted to confess something very awkward but it's worth it.
The only truthful most honest reason as to why I don't want to (or like to) shower is because I hate feeling a towel against my nipples.
AHAHAHAJKDHSAD
I think Aei probably feels like the first one.
Kyon-kun denwa~
I confess I lurk this forum way too much while I'm at work, driving in my car delivering pizzas. I probably should be focused on the road and not every other shit post that pops up here
Also I used to be suicidal for a while. Even when I was happy with my life I would oftentimes frustrate myself with the pointlessness of it all. I would ask myself "If life has no point, why keep on living?" It didn't take me long to realize how selfish it was to even consider suicide. I would cause pain for the people who love me. I eventually decided that since I only have one shot at my life, I might as well make the most of it. To this day I live for my happiness and the happiness of the people I love and I do anything I can to achieve that happiness.
@lewa: If you were missing your hands, how would you choose to kill yourself? Jumping off a building? Jumping onto a highway? Biting your own tongue off? Give me something creative.
Also I used to be suicidal for a while. Even when I was happy with my life I would oftentimes frustrate myself with the pointlessness of it all. I would ask myself "If life has no point, why keep on living?" It didn't take me long to realize how selfish it was to even consider suicide. I would cause pain for the people who love me. I eventually decided that since I only have one shot at my life, I might as well make the most of it. To this day I live for my happiness and the happiness of the people I love and I do anything I can to achieve that happiness.
@lewa: If you were missing your hands, how would you choose to kill yourself? Jumping off a building? Jumping onto a highway? Biting your own tongue off? Give me something creative.
Someone messaged me yesterday and asked me why I keep coming here if it is not to play the game or anything.
So I thought for a minute and well, tbh I have no answer for it. I realized I have no reason to come to osu! really. I don't actually really play, nor do I really get on to actually do anything. A while back I left for a few months, it was not by choice but alas I had no real desire to come back. Why did I? Well, everyone thinks it was because I missed it or because a lot of people wanted me to... But actually, that's not true. The real reason is actually for one person. It was a person I was not able to talk to, nor would be able to for probably years. I thought to myself "What if one of us tries to get in touch down the road?" Well it cannot really be done, in time everyone will forget an email or whatever contact means without frequenting it. So I came back, would log in every so often and make say 1 post or something, to where if you looked at my recent posts it would be active consistently at least every couple of days. I did this as a sort of message, an "I'll always be here waiting if you need me." sort of thing. One day they did make contact, to my dismay essentially every word uttered by them had the intent to hurt me in some way, to this day they're on here, apparently spreading rumors and telling lies of me. Perhaps I stay as just a habit, or out of a foolish subconscious longing for this to not be true and that one day the reason I did this will come true. Either way, every fiber of my being both mental and physical would be repulsed at the very sight of them now and I would refuse to even speak with them. I probably just stay for the same reason I'm bothering to post a srs bsn tl;dr in an Off-Topic thread nobody gives two shits about unless it's funny. Honestly? I do not actually know why, just a feeling that I should or want to with no explanation.
tl;dr: I hate myself and I want to die / Cry cry emo tears / I want attention / nonsensical rambling / I'm secretly 2 midgets in a trench coat.
Pick whatever one you wanna apply.
So I thought for a minute and well, tbh I have no answer for it. I realized I have no reason to come to osu! really. I don't actually really play, nor do I really get on to actually do anything. A while back I left for a few months, it was not by choice but alas I had no real desire to come back. Why did I? Well, everyone thinks it was because I missed it or because a lot of people wanted me to... But actually, that's not true. The real reason is actually for one person. It was a person I was not able to talk to, nor would be able to for probably years. I thought to myself "What if one of us tries to get in touch down the road?" Well it cannot really be done, in time everyone will forget an email or whatever contact means without frequenting it. So I came back, would log in every so often and make say 1 post or something, to where if you looked at my recent posts it would be active consistently at least every couple of days. I did this as a sort of message, an "I'll always be here waiting if you need me." sort of thing. One day they did make contact, to my dismay essentially every word uttered by them had the intent to hurt me in some way, to this day they're on here, apparently spreading rumors and telling lies of me. Perhaps I stay as just a habit, or out of a foolish subconscious longing for this to not be true and that one day the reason I did this will come true. Either way, every fiber of my being both mental and physical would be repulsed at the very sight of them now and I would refuse to even speak with them. I probably just stay for the same reason I'm bothering to post a srs bsn tl;dr in an Off-Topic thread nobody gives two shits about unless it's funny. Honestly? I do not actually know why, just a feeling that I should or want to with no explanation.
tl;dr: I hate myself and I want to die / Cry cry emo tears / I want attention / nonsensical rambling / I'm secretly 2 midgets in a trench coat.
Pick whatever one you wanna apply.
i hate how i take a lot of time thinking what to say and end up not making any sense anyway
Confession: I enjoy nightcore more than doubletime now.
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Used to use NC instead of DT just for the novelty of having a NC score but over time of using it this pitch grew on me and now it actually sounds good. Oh dear lord what am I saying ;_;
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Used to use NC instead of DT just for the novelty of having a NC score but over time of using it this pitch grew on me and now it actually sounds good. Oh dear lord what am I saying ;_;