Achromalia wrote:

NicNock wrote:

ooooooo, ucpcpytsjsttsyyosypo. jutopopo!

mmmhyhyhoao.... oa :> ty0yomha0avyv momoao a0avoya

uu...? ui, uva ao'ta0a ua tohyoaoyamho0o

NicNock wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

NicNock wrote:

ooooooo, ucpcpytsjsttsyyosypo. jutopopo!

mmmhyhyhoao.... oa :> ty0yomha0avyv momoao a0avoya

uu...? ui, uva ao'ta0a ua tohyoaoyamho0o

"ty0yomha0"karag irhwhw hatteika

NicNock wrote:

mmmmmmmmmmmm, ty0yomha0 irare tcyomhao? (ika fharere "parpaayan mhao" kiruhoha;;)

reffty_gag wrote:

imbackasalways

NicNock wrote:

ok gibber over

I wonder what would happen if I tried making sense of it though

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

awwww the kids,,, q-q

topic change of my own making to test the waters a lil bit but you can change it back

for dave: what outside resources do you use that tend to help you take care of the kids?
for bambi: what do you wish would systemically be improved so that children like yours to live comfortably?
for expunged: are there any interesting things you notice abt the personalities of the ppl you watch on yt?
for bandu: what do you feel is most important for being in touch with your body and its needs?

dave: "yeah, the ashbluffs are quite silly, hehe! but as for your question; i use the knowledge i gained from my parents to raise my kids. i don't exactly use any online resources. my parents ended up making me a handbook for raising my own children, as it's something i wanted to do since i was 18."
bambi: "the cost of food. everything is so expensive now..."
expunged: "i notice their true personalities as i watch more of their videos, and most of them are just goofy goobers/tough people with a soft side ^^"
bandu: "i think that caring for yourself, and making sure you stay happy/healthy is the most important! its good to keep yourself full/hydrated, as it helps you mentally too!! slightly related to this, we've all eaten and hydrated btw!!! and unrelated, lostie's workin on those silly doodles of ex and i in our origin forms <3"

idk how i still havent thought of good questions,, hmmn

but the doodles seem like wonderful ideas <3

for everyone: what do each of you look for on youtube?

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!!! i hope you're all having a wonderful day/night!!

Achromalia wrote:

idk how i still havent thought of good questions,, hmmn

but the doodles seem like wonderful ideas <3

for everyone: what do each of you look for on youtube?

dave: "i'm not sure. i just watch whatever catches my eye."
bambi: "same as dave."
expunged: "anything funny/informative"
bandu: "same as ex :3"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

good morning everyone!!! i hope you're all having a wonderful day/night!!

Achromalia wrote:

idk how i still havent thought of good questions,, hmmn

but the doodles seem like wonderful ideas <3

for everyone: what do each of you look for on youtube?

dave: "i'm not sure. i just watch whatever catches my eye."
bambi: "same as dave."
expunged: "anything funny/informative"
bandu: "same as ex :3"

hello-hello!! good morning and good luck today!

its not yet morning for me...

(qna isnt ready yet... im sorta lost in things and tired out a bit but,, yea)

NicNock wrote:

dypdpdpxpxpxxhpyxppxxuxuuxp

Achromalia wrote:

+410 in the 14th hour, i think

i wonder if it's possible to have +720 in a 24-hour day (which also is half of a full day's worth of points), i don;t think i;ve ever seen that yet, the closest had seemed more like +660 (which is only enough for the 11th hour of those 24)

NicNock wrote:

riatiaiaititititoaatoa

westtle wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

+410 in the 14th hour, i think

i wonder if it's possible to have +720 in a 24-hour day (which also is half of a full day's worth of points), i don;t think i;ve ever seen that yet, the closest had seemed more like +660 (which is only enough for the 11th hour of those 24)

"i think i almost got 1k in a day before when the thread is pretty dead."

Achromalia wrote:

kandi doodle in snipping tool bc idk what i wanna do

i had to only use my mouse :'p so not very skillful at all, super simplified mimicry of the classic lostie style

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

kandi doodle in snipping tool bc idk what i wanna do

i had to only use my mouse :'p so not very skillful at all, super simplified mimicry of the classic lostie style

AAAAHHHHHKHDCKHECJHECHJ
I LOVEVTHIS PLEASEEEEEJHECHKECHK

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

kandi doodle in snipping tool bc idk what i wanna do

i had to only use my mouse :'p so not very skillful at all, super simplified mimicry of the classic lostie style

AAAAHHHHHKHDCKHECJHECHJ
I LOVEVTHIS PLEASEEEEEJHECHKECHK

yippee qvq i kinda wish i was less tired so i can focus on more quality but im glad this seems to be ok enough

imma try more

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

kandi doodle in snipping tool bc idk what i wanna do

i had to only use my mouse :'p so not very skillful at all, super simplified mimicry of the classic lostie style

AAAAHHHHHKHDCKHECJHECHJ
I LOVEVTHIS PLEASEEEEEJHECHKECHK

yippee qvq i kinda wish i was less tired so i can focus on more quality but im glad this seems to be ok enough

imma try more

i cant wait to see the others in your style!!
im rlly curious as to what parasite!bandu would look like in your style :0

gibby10 wrote:

hi :3

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

kandi doodle in snipping tool bc idk what i wanna do

i had to only use my mouse :'p so not very skillful at all, super simplified mimicry of the classic lostie style

AAAAHHHHHKHDCKHECJHECHJ
I LOVEVTHIS PLEASEEEEEJHECHKECHK

yippee qvq i kinda wish i was less tired so i can focus on more quality but im glad this seems to be ok enough

imma try more

i cant wait to see the others in your style!!
im rlly curious as to what parasite!bandu would look like in your style :0

Achromalia wrote:

gibby10 wrote:

hi :3

hello again ^^

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

kandi doodle in snipping tool bc idk what i wanna do

i had to only use my mouse :'p so not very skillful at all, super simplified mimicry of the classic lostie style

AAAAHHHHHKHDCKHECJHECHJ
I LOVEVTHIS PLEASEEEEEJHECHKECHK

yippee qvq i kinda wish i was less tired so i can focus on more quality but im glad this seems to be ok enough

imma try more

i cant wait to see the others in your style!!
im rlly curious as to what parasite!bandu would look like in your style :0

hmm idk how much creative liberty would be ok w ps!bandu and yr characters in general, i do want to keep close to your designs but styles have habits of changing things abt expressions and form

in the meantime i was already drawing an avatar-ish doodle of myself in a mixture of our styles with the mouse;;



drawing parasite!bandu now tho :3 im kinda indecisive what zeir pose is gonna look like but im trying what i can for now

I CANT GET POINTS WITH EVERYONE HERE SO I CANT POST Q-Q RAHHHH IM SLIPPING AWAY FROM THE OPTIMUM PLAY I CRAVE

but ig that does at least mean i have more time to draw zem and ngl i think ze kinda ate, im using my tablet now and im way happier with this than i thought i would be

lostsilver wrote:

JUMPING IN EXCITEMENT RIGHT NOW FJNENJDCJHCDHJHJ
ZEIR GONNA BE SO CUTE IN YOUR STYLE HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

JUMPING IN EXCITEMENT RIGHT NOW FJNENJDCJHCDHJHJ
ZEIR GONNA BE SO CUTE IN YOUR STYLE HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

ok so basically!!!!

here ze is..... <33

AND NOW I WANNA DO MORE IDK HOW BUT I MIGHT JUST BE ABLE TO

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

JUMPING IN EXCITEMENT RIGHT NOW FJNENJDCJHCDHJHJ
ZEIR GONNA BE SO CUTE IN YOUR STYLE HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

ok so basically!!!!

here ze is..... <33

AND NOW I WANNA DO MORE IDK HOW BUT I MIGHT JUST BE ABLE TO

IM GONNA CRY HELPPP JNSCJNCDJNVDJNDVJNCDJN
ZEIR SO CUTE I NEED MOREEE CSNKSCKNSCKN

IM ALSO GONNA MAKE DOODLES OF ZEMA ND THE OTHERS TOO
youll get to see ps!ex, ps!dave, ps!bambi, ps!bendu and ps!kandi early!!!

oooOOO
I SHOULD DO SPRITES FOR ZEM AS BF AND GF GUGHHGGH

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

JUMPING IN EXCITEMENT RIGHT NOW FJNENJDCJHCDHJHJ
ZEIR GONNA BE SO CUTE IN YOUR STYLE HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

ok so basically!!!!

here ze is..... <33

AND NOW I WANNA DO MORE IDK HOW BUT I MIGHT JUST BE ABLE TO

IM GONNA CRY HELPPP JNSCJNCDJNVDJNDVJNCDJN
ZEIR SO CUTE I NEED MOREEE CSNKSCKNSCKN

IM ALSO GONNA MAKE DOODLES OF ZEMA ND THE OTHERS TOO
youll get to see ps!ex, ps!dave, ps!bambi, ps!bendu and ps!kandi early!!!

oooOOO
I SHOULD DO SPRITES FOR ZEM AS BF AND GF GUGHHGGH

YESSSSSSS

i think im losing momentum so i think ill have to just leave it with the part i do have

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

JUMPING IN EXCITEMENT RIGHT NOW FJNENJDCJHCDHJHJ
ZEIR GONNA BE SO CUTE IN YOUR STYLE HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

ok so basically!!!!

here ze is..... <33

AND NOW I WANNA DO MORE IDK HOW BUT I MIGHT JUST BE ABLE TO

IM GONNA CRY HELPPP JNSCJNCDJNVDJNDVJNCDJN
ZEIR SO CUTE I NEED MOREEE CSNKSCKNSCKN

IM ALSO GONNA MAKE DOODLES OF ZEMA ND THE OTHERS TOO
youll get to see ps!ex, ps!dave, ps!bambi, ps!bendu and ps!kandi early!!!

oooOOO
I SHOULD DO SPRITES FOR ZEM AS BF AND GF GUGHHGGH

YESSSSSSS

i think im losing momentum so i think ill have to just leave it with the part i do have

AAAAAAAAAHHH IM GONNA SCREAM IN JOY RIGHT NOW JHSCHJSNJCSCHJDJNC
EX IS SO CUTE AND I ASSUME BAMBI IS THE OTHER ONE?? IF SO HES SO FREAKING CUTE RRKJGKHGKJ
ILL DO THOSE SPRITES AND SHARE PROGRESS AS I GO <333

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

IM GONNA CRY HELPPP JNSCJNCDJNVDJNDVJNCDJN
ZEIR SO CUTE I NEED MOREEE CSNKSCKNSCKN

IM ALSO GONNA MAKE DOODLES OF ZEMA ND THE OTHERS TOO
youll get to see ps!ex, ps!dave, ps!bambi, ps!bendu and ps!kandi early!!!

oooOOO
I SHOULD DO SPRITES FOR ZEM AS BF AND GF GUGHHGGH

YESSSSSSS

i think im losing momentum so i think ill have to just leave it with the part i do have

AAAAAAAAAHHH IM GONNA SCREAM IN JOY RIGHT NOW JHSCHJSNJCSCHJDJNC
EX IS SO CUTE AND I ASSUME BAMBI IS THE OTHER ONE?? IF SO HES SO FREAKING CUTE RRKJGKHGKJ
ILL DO THOSE SPRITES AND SHARE PROGRESS AS I GO <333

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

IM GONNA CRY HELPPP JNSCJNCDJNVDJNDVJNCDJN
ZEIR SO CUTE I NEED MOREEE CSNKSCKNSCKN

IM ALSO GONNA MAKE DOODLES OF ZEMA ND THE OTHERS TOO
youll get to see ps!ex, ps!dave, ps!bambi, ps!bendu and ps!kandi early!!!

oooOOO
I SHOULD DO SPRITES FOR ZEM AS BF AND GF GUGHHGGH

YESSSSSSS

i think im losing momentum so i think ill have to just leave it with the part i do have

AAAAAAAAAHHH IM GONNA SCREAM IN JOY RIGHT NOW JHSCHJSNJCSCHJDJNC
EX IS SO CUTE AND I ASSUME BAMBI IS THE OTHER ONE?? IF SO HES SO FREAKING CUTE RRKJGKHGKJ
ILL DO THOSE SPRITES AND SHARE PROGRESS AS I GO <333

gonna try another doodle for kandi again!! hopefully it will be better when im done <3

THIS DOODLE I MADE OF PARASITE BANDU A FEW MINS AGO IS ME RN

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

IM GONNA CRY HELPPP JNSCJNCDJNVDJNDVJNCDJN
ZEIR SO CUTE I NEED MOREEE CSNKSCKNSCKN

IM ALSO GONNA MAKE DOODLES OF ZEMA ND THE OTHERS TOO
youll get to see ps!ex, ps!dave, ps!bambi, ps!bendu and ps!kandi early!!!

oooOOO
I SHOULD DO SPRITES FOR ZEM AS BF AND GF GUGHHGGH

YESSSSSSS

i think im losing momentum so i think ill have to just leave it with the part i do have

AAAAAAAAAHHH IM GONNA SCREAM IN JOY RIGHT NOW JHSCHJSNJCSCHJDJNC
EX IS SO CUTE AND I ASSUME BAMBI IS THE OTHER ONE?? IF SO HES SO FREAKING CUTE RRKJGKHGKJ
ILL DO THOSE SPRITES AND SHARE PROGRESS AS I GO <333

gonna try another doodle for kandi again!! hopefully it will be better when im done <3

HEHEHWHWGDEFG
I AM SMILING SO WIDE RN

THIS DOODLE I MADE OF PARASITE BANDU A FEW MINS AGO IS ME RN

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

IM GONNA CRY HELPPP JNSCJNCDJNVDJNDVJNCDJN
ZEIR SO CUTE I NEED MOREEE CSNKSCKNSCKN

IM ALSO GONNA MAKE DOODLES OF ZEMA ND THE OTHERS TOO
youll get to see ps!ex, ps!dave, ps!bambi, ps!bendu and ps!kandi early!!!

oooOOO
I SHOULD DO SPRITES FOR ZEM AS BF AND GF GUGHHGGH

YESSSSSSS

i think im losing momentum so i think ill have to just leave it with the part i do have

AAAAAAAAAHHH IM GONNA SCREAM IN JOY RIGHT NOW JHSCHJSNJCSCHJDJNC
EX IS SO CUTE AND I ASSUME BAMBI IS THE OTHER ONE?? IF SO HES SO FREAKING CUTE RRKJGKHGKJ
ILL DO THOSE SPRITES AND SHARE PROGRESS AS I GO <333

gonna try another doodle for kandi again!! hopefully it will be better when im done <3

HEHEHWHWGDEFG
I AM SMILING SO WIDE RN

THIS DOODLE I MADE OF PARASITE BANDU A FEW MINS AGO IS ME RN

bandu,, so cuuute (+ im happy tht ur happy ^^)

ough im so sleepy its so sad bc im trying to draw and i was feeling so good abt it ;v;

i hope fluffypuppy is ok...

gonna lay down, might sleep might not

lostsilver wrote:

hii!!! glad you're doing good, fluffypuppy <3
im still workin on doodles atm sooo
yeah lol

makin like a whole doodle page of my goobers hehehdvgvh

also i really want a cheeseburger rn

Achromalia wrote:

oh,,,, nicnock was 15 minutes faster than me (+121 points missed) :((( please let me indulge in surplus point addiction,,,,

ok time to listen to music, try to wake up, then try to do more dnb doodles for lostie...

...and then i fell asleep again, and then westtle came 7 minutes earlier than me (+53 points missed)

...and then i fell asleep again, and then lostie came literally 1 minute earlier than me (+43 points missed)

lostsilver wrote:

waiting for achroo...

unfortunately, i was going to post when you did but closer to 15:14:00 (UTC-8) so i kinda,, yeah i actually have to wait longer again if you're posting after other people have already posted-- if someone posted that isn't me, i'm usually waiting so that i can post at a time i want for the points i want

in these cases, i cannot let myself post without a lot of time in-between, which was why i've been trying to wait for so many other people to go away so i can farm points while i sleep but it's not working because every time i wake up i'm just a little bit late and someone else posts ;-;

i do in fact mind/care a lot, but "at least it wasnt westtle lol"... oh wait it was x') so i'm further behind my goal

hmnnng both times were 40-50 minutes but i cant take that long or else westtle will be there,, urghhh how did i say i was "absolutely confident" i was going to get +550 at minimum when i didnt even get that

lostsilver wrote:

in the meantime,

have partial parasite!au doodle page ^^

this is sweet though... :') i dont have that much to say but yea

lostsilver wrote:

HEHEHEHKSHJFJNSFJH
IM SCREECHING IN HAPPINESS INTERNALLY RIGHT NOW THIS IS SO FREAKING CUTE GRAAAAHHH
IS THIS BANDU AND KANDI OR IS THE OTHER ONE SOMEONE DIFFERENT
IDK BUT ITS SO ADORABLE EITHER WAY

and take a rest if you must!! <3

kandi & bandu <3

...

at the time of writing, it's only been been 20 minutes so far... what do i do now...? i can't just get carried away doodling, or else i'll forget to post and someone's going to interrupt and i won't get anything and then i'd have to wait Againnn...

ok instead, have some pretty imagery to respond to!! :') im totally reaching for basically anything that can get me where i want rn

Achromalia wrote:

(except now the fear is that if it isn't a doodle or qna then it might not be enough for lostie to post and then i can't do anything or post anything again until someone else does and that someone else would probably be westtle and then--)

lostsilver wrote:

i'm sorry
i didnt mean to steal your points

i'll wait as long as i must for the goofy doodles, tho!

also, that first image....... so yummy,, i want it noww T-T
the second one is pretty but a little confusing to me, cuz i don't really know what's happening in it lol

also also, working on the goofy doodle page!!! :3

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

(except now the fear is that if it isn't a doodle or qna then it might not be enough for lostie to post and then i can't do anything or post anything again until someone else does and that someone else would probably be westtle and then--)

oh, and don't worry! i have lots of stuff i'm working on, so i will be able to post so you can fuel the points that you so desire ^^

NicNock wrote:

achro why are you taking this so seriously

you're messing with sleep patterns for a forum game

or maybe that's not what you're doing and I missed something

but like what

dang westle really got me in the last second O.o

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

i'm sorry
i didnt mean to steal your points

i'll wait as long as i must for the goofy doodles, tho!

also, that first image....... so yummy,, i want it noww T-T
the second one is pretty but a little confusing to me, cuz i don't really know what's happening in it lol

also also, working on the goofy doodle page!!! :3

<3 i wouldnt eat it (food allergy) but i love the colors and the feeling of being there, it literally feels so refreshing

w the other one it's basically two images at different angles, each with the same person i think, but faded into each other (and edited so that the arm is in the same place as where the leg shouldve been)... basically in the middle there is a kinda horizonal-ish path for the images to fade together so the top half is one image and the bottom half is the other

i love both the fruits and the flower patches deeply...

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

(except now the fear is that if it isn't a doodle or qna then it might not be enough for lostie to post and then i can't do anything or post anything again until someone else does and that someone else would probably be westtle and then--)

oh, and don't worry! i have lots of stuff i'm working on, so i will be able to post so you can fuel the points that you so desire ^^

points... feral for points...

NicNock wrote:

achro why are you taking this so seriously

you're messing with sleep patterns for a forum game

or maybe that's not what you're doing and I missed something

but like what

dang westle really got me in the last second O.o

i don't have a life <3 i don't really have anything else to lose sleep for so i'll lose sleep for this

i don't really have much in my life for me to enjoy, poverty sucks, and everything is riddled with insecurity and untreated mental illness with bureaucratic american systems that are not accessible and also we dont have transportation to even reliably access anything and im in a position of needing to be a caregiver for the only person i even talk to--

:)

so i draw, make music, but mostly live and breathe thread necromancy because of westtle being here

and as long as westtle is here then i'm here

i will be here forever if i have to & if nothing changes. and nothing changes when nothing changes

the sunk cost fallacy-- because i've invested years into this game from the very beginning of its creation, i "must" keep my #1 position and make pretty numbers at the end of the month like 15111 so that i can make even prettier numbers in the all-time score like 444444.444 or something

idk why but it's a severely compulsive need, which functionally is similar to a substance abuse addiction or gambling addiction

i haven't been ok for years, i probably have never been ok in the entire time i've been on osu, but i'm doing whatever it takes to keep myself satisfied short-term and if that's making lots of points then i'm going to be making lots of points

i seem to treat points like money... it's as though points would serve to be the money we don't have, that points would compensate for our poor health, and for the price of rent, and for the price of food, even though that's not even remotely close to the truth

...but somehow, i find that there's a compulsive value in points similar to how money works for the brain in lots of people who value it or depend on it

^ me for points, bandu is so me x')

Achromalia wrote:

NicNock wrote:

achro why are you taking this so seriously

you're messing with sleep patterns for a forum game

or maybe that's not what you're doing and I missed something

but like what

dang westle really got me in the last second O.o

i don't have a life <3 i don't really have anything else to lose sleep for so i'll lose sleep for this

i don't really have much in my life for me to enjoy, poverty sucks, and everything is riddled with insecurity and untreated mental illness with bureaucratic american systems that are not accessible and also we dont have transportation to even reliably access anything and im in a position of needing to be a caregiver for the only person i even talk to--

:)

so i draw, make music, but mostly live and breathe thread necromancy because of westtle being here

and as long as westtle is here then i'm here

if nothing changes then i will be here forever if i have to, and nothing changes when nothing changes

the sunk cost fallacy-- because i've invested years into this game from the very beginning of its creation, i "must" keep my #1 position and make pretty numbers at the end of the month like 15111 so that i can make even prettier numbers in the all-time score like 444444.444 or something

idk why but it's a severely compulsive need, which functionally is similar to a substance abuse addiction or gambling addiction

i haven't been ok for years, i probably have never been ok in the entire time i've been on osu, but i'm doing whatever it takes to keep myself satisfied short-term and if that's making lots of points then i'm going to be making lots of points

i seem to treat points like money... it's as though points would serve to be the money we don't have, that points would compensate for our poor health, and for the price of rent, and for the price of food, even though that's not even remotely close to the truth... but somehow, i find that there's a compulsive value in points similar to how money works for the brain in lots of people who value it or depend on it

...

i don't resent you or westtle for taking the points i didn't take, there really isn't any true frustration, but it's more like... it's stressful, to not know if i can get what i want in a world where people already don't get what they want

maybe i'm #1 because this is that severe of a coping mechanism, where only the most ill people tend to be the most dedicated and ruthless at something

westtle wrote:

"honestly for monthly #1 you don't have to worry about me passing you. i'd rather lose than not having that .727 in the score, and to do that the gap needs to be pretty big and i doubt that's gonna happen. and obviously as long as i don't win the monthly game then i won't even be able to pass you in all-time score."

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

<3 i wouldnt eat it (food allergy) but i love the colors and the feeling of being there, it literally feels so refreshing

w the other one it's basically two images at different angles, each with the same person i think, but faded into each other (and edited so that the arm is in the same place as where the leg shouldve been)... basically in the middle there is a kinda horizonal-ish path for the images to fade together so the top half is one image and the bottom half is the other

i love both the fruits and the flower patches deeply...

ohhh!!! that makes so much sense okayy
thanks for explaining <3

also HEHEHEHEH
PARASITE!BANDU SHEHEH
ze looks like zeir going like "rrghhrhrgghrrrrr" eheheheh i love zem

i'm actually gonna make more than one doodle page of the parasite!au
i MUST DRAW THEM ALL <333!

lostsilver wrote:

also also
new signature song :3

Achromalia wrote:

westtle wrote:

"honestly for monthly #1 you don't have to worry about me passing you. i'd rather lose than not having that .727 in the score, and to do that the gap needs to be pretty big and i doubt that's gonna happen. and obviously as long as i don't win the monthly game then i won't even be able to pass you in all-time score."

true, but that's only for as long as i'm here, because you can easily just continue for another three months after i leave and pass me by then

with the kind of compulsion i have, i would never be comfortable until i make enough points to widen the gap so that you had to play for another year and catch +120000 in order to reach me... but we are usually only maybe +5000 to +7000 points away from each other each month, so doing that would take me two years

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

<3 i wouldnt eat it (food allergy) but i love the colors and the feeling of being there, it literally feels so refreshing

w the other one it's basically two images at different angles, each with the same person i think, but faded into each other (and edited so that the arm is in the same place as where the leg shouldve been)... basically in the middle there is a kinda horizonal-ish path for the images to fade together so the top half is one image and the bottom half is the other

i love both the fruits and the flower patches deeply...

ohhh!!! that makes so much sense okayy
thanks for explaining <3

also HEHEHEHEH
PARASITE!BANDU SHEHEH
ze looks like zeir going like "rrghhrhrgghrrrrr" eheheheh i love zem

i'm actually gonna make more than one doodle page of the parasite!au
i MUST DRAW THEM ALL <333!

i believe you will <3 you care deeply for them and you invest a lot of time into them, and you have the relatively strong kind of perseverance to be able to even do that, thanks largely to your love for them

lostsilver wrote:

also also
new signature song :3

oh? another pop song

as expected, highly polished and crispy warm textures, catchy with "safe" conventional sensiblities shaped by the interests of the industry and the many dozens of millions of people who listen ^^ but i imagine it's more about the feeling people share with it rather than how commonplace it looks... i wish i knew how to enjoy this more like others do, i dont quite relate or feel it at all so idk how to value the lyrics the way people do

and like, shawn is actually genuinely good at what he does, so it's not for a lack of skill and emotional gravity, but still... yea :') happy someone out there likes these though

...

more imagery for y'all

expunged: "greetings ^^ i thought i'd share something about me, i don't really like gravy. it's a texture thing, it just doesn't sit right with me. most sauces don't. the only ones i'm okay with are ketchup and ranch. mr. cornwall thinks i'm strange for not liking gravy, but meh "

Achromalia wrote:

westtle wrote:

"honestly for monthly #1 you don't have to worry about me passing you. i'd rather lose than not having that .727 in the score, and to do that the gap needs to be pretty big and i doubt that's gonna happen. and obviously as long as i don't win the monthly game then i won't even be able to pass you in all-time score."

true, but that's only for as long as i'm here, because you can easily just continue for another three months after i leave and pass me by then

with the kind of compulsion i have, i would never be comfortable until i make enough points to widen the gap so that you had to play for another year and catch +120000 in order to reach me... but we are usually only maybe +5000 to +7000 points away from each other each month, so doing that would take me two years

NicNock wrote:

In the world of thread necromancy, there exists two mysterious entities. Characterized by their mythical expertise, they have ruled over the lands for untold millennia.

Achromalia

1. a powerful mage

westtle

1. the terminator

Even after all this time, from start to end, the battle rages on.

I do actually think this

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

also also
new signature song :3

oh? another pop song

as expected, highly polished and crispy warm textures, catchy with "safe" conventional sensiblities shaped by the interests of the industry and the many dozens of millions of people who listen ^^ but i imagine it's more about the feeling people share with it rather than how commonplace it looks... i wish i knew how to enjoy this more like others do, i dont quite relate or feel it at all so idk how to value the lyrics the way people do

and like, shawn is actually genuinely good at what he does, so it's not for a lack of skill and emotional gravity, but still... yea :') happy someone out there likes these though

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more imagery for y'all

so pwetty........
and with the song, i feel like bambi would sing it about dave XD
it's just too perfect for them

lostsilver wrote:

but yeah!!
the doodle pages will be delivered at some point today or tomorrow <3

dave: "hello everyone! i figured we'd come back around, so we'll be here for a while! if ypu want to talk about anything with us, feel free to."
bambi: "sup, ya'll! nice to see you all again."
expunged: "greetings ^^ i thought i'd share something about me, i don't really like gravy. it's a texture thing, it just doesn't sit right with me. most sauces don't. the only ones i'm okay with are ketchup and ranch. mr. cornwall thinks i'm strange for not liking gravy, but meh "
bandu: "YOOOO WHATS UP GUYSSS I MISSED YOUU!!! we'll just be vibing here hehehehe"

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

also also
new signature song :3

oh? another pop song

as expected, highly polished and crispy warm textures, catchy with "safe" conventional sensiblities shaped by the interests of the industry and the many dozens of millions of people who listen ^^ but i imagine it's more about the feeling people share with it rather than how commonplace it looks... i wish i knew how to enjoy this more like others do, i dont quite relate or feel it at all so idk how to value the lyrics the way people do

and like, shawn is actually genuinely good at what he does, so it's not for a lack of skill and emotional gravity, but still... yea :') happy someone out there likes these though

...

more imagery for y'all

so pwetty........
and with the song, i feel like bambi would sing it about dave XD
it's just too perfect for them

i suppose so!! :) that would actually be kinda cute....

lostsilver wrote:

but yeah!!
the doodle pages will be delivered at some point today or tomorrow <3

dave: "hello everyone! i figured we'd come back around, so we'll be here for a while! if ypu want to talk about anything with us, feel free to."
bambi: "sup, ya'll! nice to see you all again."
expunged: "greetings ^^ i thought i'd share something about me, i don't really like gravy. it's a texture thing, it just doesn't sit right with me. most sauces don't. the only ones i'm okay with are ketchup and ranch. mr. cornwall thinks i'm strange for not liking gravy, but meh "
bandu: "YOOOO WHATS UP GUYSSS I MISSED YOUU!!! we'll just be vibing here hehehehe"

hello :> also i kinda get it w the sauce textures, a lot of foods are a struggle to eat... i dont know why but soups are really not that appetizing for me

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tofu terminator westtle!! imagine a biiig health bar running across the bottom of the screen lol

westtle wrote:

NicNock wrote:

In the world of thread necromancy, there exists two mysterious entities. Characterized by their mythical expertise, they have ruled over the lands for untold millennia.

Achromalia

1. a powerful mage

westtle

1. the terminator

Even after all this time, from start to end, the battle rages on.

I do actually think this

"thread necromancy on its way to have its own lore."

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

tofu terminator westtle!! imagine a biiig health bar running across the bottom of the screen lol

dave: "i hope you're doing well, achro."
bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate! we already have."
expunged: "good to know i'm not the only one with a texture thing with food ^^ and honestly same with the soups thing,,, idk if ramen counts as a soup, but if it does, that's like the only 'soup' i'll eat"
bandu: "HAHAIJHKCSKJ TOFU TERMINATOR AHAHAHAHAHAHISXHJXSJH-- omg- anywaysss-- hi!!! we're ready to do the qna whenever you are! also!! lostie can't wait any longer, SO HERE'S THE FIRST DOODLE PAGE <33"

lostsilver wrote:

HEHEHEHEHEHE
PS!TRISTAN, PS!BENDU AND PS!KANDI WILL BE IN THE NEXT ONE <33

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

tofu terminator westtle!! imagine a biiig health bar running across the bottom of the screen lol

dave: "i hope you're doing well, achro."
bambi: "make sure you eat and hydrate! we already have."
expunged: "good to know i'm not the only one with a texture thing with food ^^ and honestly same with the soups thing,,, idk if ramen counts as a soup, but if it does, that's like the only 'soup' i'll eat"
bandu: "HAHAIJHKCSKJ TOFU TERMINATOR AHAHAHAHAHAHISXHJXSJH-- omg- anywaysss-- hi!!! we're ready to do the qna whenever you are! also!! lostie can't wait any longer, SO HERE'S THE FIRST DOODLE PAGE <33"

haven't eaten yet;; or had water;;

but i see :> ramen kinda counts but i like do the noodles sometimes ^^ the qna will be hard for me to maintain with all the drawing but i can try sometime soon maybe?? idk im really tired,,

lostsilver wrote:

HEHEHEHEHEHE
PS!TRISTAN, PS!BENDU AND PS!KANDI WILL BE IN THE NEXT ONE <33

ourgh adorable,, bambi is the bbg at this point lolll

i love expunged and bandu in this <3 and yea overlapping figures are always kinda hard, depth and sense of space and physicality is really something that takes practice and skill

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

HEHEHEHEHEHE
PS!TRISTAN, PS!BENDU AND PS!KANDI WILL BE IN THE NEXT ONE <33

ourgh adorable,, bambi is the bbg at this point lolll

i love expunged and bandu in this <3 and yea overlapping figures are always kinda hard, depth and sense of space and physicality is really something that takes practice and skill

dave: "take your time."
bambi: "hehe. make sure you drink/eat something, bud."
expunged: "i see, ok... good to know, thank you ^^ and yeah, ps!ex and ps!bandu are pretty cool. ps!bandu is just so goofy, while ps!ex is chill haha. i like them both, same with ps!dave and ps!bambi :]"
bandu: "like i said before, whenever you're ready we are!! <3"

AND TY WAAAAAA

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

lostsilver wrote:

goofy doodle page

HEHEHEHEHEHE
PS!TRISTAN, PS!BENDU AND PS!KANDI WILL BE IN THE NEXT ONE <33

ourgh adorable,, bambi is the bbg at this point lolll

i love expunged and bandu in this <3 and yea overlapping figures are always kinda hard, depth and sense of space and physicality is really something that takes practice and skill

dave: "take your time."
bambi: "hehe. make sure you drink/eat something, bud."
expunged: "i see, ok... good to know, thank you ^^ and yeah, ps!ex and ps!bandu are pretty cool. ps!bandu is just so goofy, while ps!ex is chill haha. i like them both, same with ps!dave and ps!bambi :]"
bandu: "like i said before, whenever you're ready we are!! <3"

AND TY WAAAAAA

i'll have something to eat soon,, i just

mnn

for everyone: topic check...? ^^

Achromalia wrote:

hi fluffyyy qna in a moment

for dave: memories of holding expunged when they were younger?
for bambi: in your experience, would bandu be more of a grubby-hands kid or a scrambly-feet kid? a grubby-hands with scrambly-feet?
for expunged: old activities you used to do together with dave?
for bandu: what are the old corn man's physical weaknesses?? >:)

fluffypuppyboy wrote:

hi lostie!! hi chroma!!!

fluffypuppyboy wrote:

achromalia qna when

lostsilver wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

for dave: memories of holding expunged when they were younger?
for bambi: in your experience, would bandu be more of a grubby-hands kid or a scrambly-feet kid? a grubby-hands with scrambly-feet?
for expunged: old activities you used to do together with dave?
for bandu: what are the old corn man's physical weaknesses?? >:)

dave: "i remember holding expunged like a baby when they were about... 9, if i recall correctly? and i think that was what sparked their need for physical affection. they went completely still and silent, before beginning to purr. they then held me close as i was holding them, and sobbed in my arms. i think that was the moment they realized that they finally found their forever home. <3 and by the way, they were 7 when we first met them and bandu. bandu was 3 at the time aswell. so bandu would've been 5, i think?"
bambi: "he's both. a grubby-handed, scrambly-feet child. i don't even know how to explain him, he's just flat out frickin' weird, lol. "
expunged: "i used to fingerpaint with him alot when i was growing up. it gave me the creativity i needed to draw and (try to) make music actually. we've been doing it again recently, and it brings back so many amazing memories,,, i love mr. haywood and mr. cornwall so much <3"
bandu: "he's VERY ticklish >:33 i sometimes just run up to him and ATTACK HIM WITH TICKLES MUEHEHEHEHEHH"

fluffypuppyboy wrote:

what are we thinking about this lil setup?

both the gameplay screen and chat are 3d mapped relative to where my camera is anchored

Achromalia wrote:

PRETTY, CLEAN, COOL, YOUVE GOT IT <33

fluffypuppyboy wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

PRETTY, CLEAN, COOL, YOUVE GOT IT <33

heck yeah!! i'll stick with it :3

westtle wrote:

fluffypuppyboy wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

PRETTY, CLEAN, COOL, YOUVE GOT IT <33

heck yeah!! i'll stick with it :3

"wow, i didn't know you stream osu."

Achromalia wrote:

what was it....? what was i dreaming about... i wanted to hold onto it, it was so strange and fascinating

i kept getting so many horrifying sensations (kind of satisfying/thrilling at the same time?)

from mild recurring experiences like teeth coming loose which would just automatically crumble or something, to other experiential sensations, like... people crawling onto me, up into me, taking control of whatever bodies i'd have in these dreams... but none of it is ever really visual, it's fully a tactile thing... holding or pulling my legs, crunching through parts of my many bodies

i seemed to be daydreaming about that for a moment earlier, the multiple bodies thing, but it's such a blur when your imagination feels as though it would look like transparent bubbles of amorphous hazy glass figures... i dont know how to make it make sense

i think at the end of that micro-dream, i was laying in my childhood parents' bed in reverse with my head at the foot of the bed, and someone clasped and pulled at my ankle from under the covers... at the same time, i think i was feeling the teeth thing

so many phantom sensations that seemed as though they came from my own body, but in reality, were never quite there the way i thought they were

there are so many things i want to draw and model and make visual, so many things i want to make audible, but

...it's just too vague, nothing ever sits there with any clarity in a way that matters, not with any actionable accessible permanence at least

fluffypuppyboy wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

what was it....? what was i dreaming about...

i wanted to hold onto it, it was so strange and fascinating

i kept getting so many horrifying sensations (kind of satisfying/thrilling at the same time?)

from mild recurring experiences like teeth coming loose which would just automatically crumble or something, to other experiential sensations, like... people crawling onto me, up into me, taking control of whatever bodies i'd have in these dreams... but none of it is ever really visual, it's fully a tactile thing... holding or pulling my legs, crunching through parts of my many bodies

i seemed to be daydreaming about that for a moment earlier, the multiple bodies thing, but it's such a blur when your imagination feels as though it would look like transparent bubbles of amorphous hazy glass figures... i dont know how to make it make sense

i think at the end of that micro-dream, i was laying in my childhood parents' bed in reverse with my head at the foot of the bed, and someone clasped and pulled at my ankle from under the covers... at the same time, i think i was feeling the teeth thing

so many phantom sensations that seemed as though they came from my own body, but in reality, were never quite there the way i thought they were

there are so many things i want to draw and model and make visual, so many things i want to make audible, but

...it's just too vague, nothing ever sits there with any clarity in a way that matters, not with any actionable accessible permanence at least

im eating this entirely

Achromalia wrote:

fluffypuppyboy wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

what was it....? what was i dreaming about...

i wanted to hold onto it, it was so strange and fascinating

i kept getting so many horrifying sensations (kind of satisfying/thrilling at the same time?)

from mild recurring experiences like teeth coming loose which would just automatically crumble or something, to other experiential sensations, like... people crawling onto me, up into me, taking control of whatever bodies i'd have in these dreams... but none of it is ever really visual, it's fully a tactile thing... holding or pulling my legs, crunching through parts of my many bodies

i seemed to be daydreaming about that for a moment earlier, the multiple bodies thing, but it's such a blur when your imagination feels as though it would look like transparent bubbles of amorphous hazy glass figures... i dont know how to make it make sense

i think at the end of that micro-dream, i was laying in my childhood parents' bed in reverse with my head at the foot of the bed, and someone clasped and pulled at my ankle from under the covers... at the same time, i think i was feeling the teeth thing

so many phantom sensations that seemed as though they came from my own body, but in reality, were never quite there the way i thought they were

there are so many things i want to draw and model and make visual, so many things i want to make audible, but

...it's just too vague, nothing ever sits there with any clarity in a way that matters, not with any actionable accessible permanence at least

im eating this entirely

i eated u entirely