Just coming onto the forums reignites the burning hatred I have for osu! as a community.
Wanna tell me to fuck off and that I'm being a fuckin idiot?
Tell it to your threads.
You all know that they've come down in quality ever since 5th gen.
How are we still here after 6 to 8 fucking years?
I'm actually pissed off at how much time I've wasted in this dump.
Feeling is a foreign concept whenever I even open a tab into OT.
Gonna tell me to quit it?
Make this clear to everyone you know, I don't care.
You don't know where I've been.
Understand that before you start criticizing me.
Never think that I'm just an 18-year old with an unstable mind, because I've got way more than that.
Gonna ask me to let it loose?
Give you a chance to see what I actually look like under this guise of a fucking juice carton?
You would puke.
Up came last night's dinner, and down went my respect.
Never trust strangers, especially if they're older than you and/or on the Internet.
Gonna say that that's how you make friends?
Let this be a reminder to anything you want to do.
You come onto osu!browser tomorrow, and there's a DM from someone you don't recognize.
Down in your heart, you know it's probably dangerous.
Never the less, you click the DM open.
Gonna see some weird shit now, because they say they know where you live.
Run and hide.
Around the bend, you feel eyes penetrating your back.
And it's too late.
Desert heat blasts your face.
You can't feel your lips.
Never felt as much heat as dry as this before.
Gonna try to hydrate your mouth with saliva?
Make haste, because that saliva evaporates quicker than light.
You can't make water.
Cry and cry, but the tears dry up as soon as they leave.
Never again will you see hydration.
Gonna try to cry again?
Say, this is a feeling I know very well.
Goodbye.
Never did get used to the word, but I know it nonetheless.
Gonna try to leave?
Tell me, where are you?
A barren desert, that's where.
Lie and try and cry, nothing's gonna happen.
And that's terrifying.
Hurt was just an idea, a silly concept.
You now realize that the concept has manifested into reality.
