Karmine wrote:
Achromalia wrote:
Ashton wrote:
i wanna keep my figure thin so i gotta limit my diet to one meal of rice and beans every day, drinking tea and coffee to subdue the hunger pains.
that sounds just a little bit awful,,, i wish i could give you my metabolism(?,, or whatever it is that causes my weight problem);; i eat all my meals (they may be small compared to some so maybe thats why) and im still barely anything but bones
That's a curse I wouldn't wish on anyone.
its a mostly mild "curse" in my opinion (at least in sedentary contexts where there isnt much use for a body other than domestic and caregiving tasks), but it does get annoying and malnutrition looks horrible on the human body... but at least i can be easily carried :
) im very portable, like a foldable lawn chair, so you really could just drag me where you needed me with ease
but in all truth it is probably a mixture of problems rather than just metabolism, and all our bodies probably have very specific relationships with nutrition and energy use and the storage of mass and fats and muscle. i wish i could build more of both fat and muscle, but preferably the former in kinder places, and without too much of the latter
but to gain either of those, a person needs to eat, and eating is hard (sometimes) when it's boring and annoying and heavy and time-consuming and Sometimes Expensive
on second thought...
isnt it ironic that ive lived my life slowly/loosely learning the practice of caregiving but ive scarcely given myself care