because little did you know that someone with living on 1k a month would lead a happier life than you'd ever be able to. Blinded by status and the perspective on being respected by equally blindfolded status/money-whoring wannabe important people, you chose to spend your life working for this vague idea of what you call power.
Power isn't about controlling others with meaningless favors of monetary value, power is about being content, something that you can never achieve with your mindset. Non-internalized power is relying on your environment, being dependent while thinking that you really are in charge.
I don't entertain the thought of you becoming a rotten relict of consumerism, although I can see the poetry in your treasured belief destroying the essence of who you wanted to be all along: a powerful person.
On that note, goodbye
why did you leave me?
Power isn't about controlling others with meaningless favors of monetary value, power is about being content, something that you can never achieve with your mindset. Non-internalized power is relying on your environment, being dependent while thinking that you really are in charge.
I don't entertain the thought of you becoming a rotten relict of consumerism, although I can see the poetry in your treasured belief destroying the essence of who you wanted to be all along: a powerful person.
On that note, goodbye
why did you leave me?