I actually wrote tons of things in here, but a moment ago i just deleted it all.
So i'm just gonna confess something really basic: I'm being a good person who are good in general, to me or other people, but noone ever thinks about me or simply asks "hey claw how r u today? ^^". This situation makes me cry A TON sometimes, than i'm passing to the dark side and end up beating some idiots in life.
I also believe i fail as a friend, as a person or in general, as a living being even thou i do not act bad generally. (out of general, i act bad cause of this depression, which causes by people who do not even asks me how i am.)
i dunno ...