I am not nervous about anything, I'm simply calling out your nonsense. The people I interact with here are all interesting in their own way, I do enjoy the fact that you seem to have an interest in stalking me though. You seem to be just rambling though instead of getting to the point.
If I want to add flowery words to my posts when I feel good, I will. There is nothing false about it, the last time I said 'nya' in real life was the other night, the last time I hugged someone was last night when they walked me to the bus-stop, the last time I did something that could be considered as silly/kawaii in real life was writing hearts and "how can i get to gensokyo" in the mist of the front window of that bus in front of three dozen or so humans.
So where exactly does your bullshit accusation of dishonesty come from? You don't know me or my personal circumstances whatsoever.
I don't give a damn about making people like me or not here, I've already made plenty of good friends that I care about very much.