I confess I'm becoming a really cold person and I don't know why.
I used to have too many feels and care more about others but now I don't care even about myself, or, sometimes, I care too much about myself.
I feel bad because I have so many people that actually care about me and want to make me happy but I can't give it back... I am selfish.
I don't know, I feel like someone is dying near me and I just say "I don't give a fuck" and even tho I try to be that lovely person willing to help others again, I can't anymore.
I'm afraid I can get to the point I don't like who I am anymore. I like who I used to be one year ago but now I look to myself and... pff
I don't know if this is a real problem lol
Maybe I just need to try harder.
btw silmarilen is better brazilian than I am lel.