28/1/2022: feeling the most detached from the game ive ever been which is probably a good thing. mapping is multiple layers of a fruitless endeavour where u either map casually but for a vacuum / fry your brains out to make it into one of the most unnavigatable and convoluted communities in any game. n u can hone your craft to however extent while ultimately the artistry is yet vanity. ppl quit mapping n come back in 3 weeks because a modicum of mapping skill is something they feel pride in their lives, which is a sentiment i can share with but in the end is a cycle that needs to be broken. i hope you can find genuine purpose n enjoyment in this game at this moment, but also the drive in your life to pursue something greater : )