I really love this post a lot of it makes sense and is very helpful. One thing that is hard for me to do though, is "have fun," on the game when im not getting better or even doing good AT ALL. I stopped getting fc's once i reached 90k and now i've been stuck around that area for a long time. I try to "have fun" by going to multiplayer and just playing fun maps and other things like playing DT and stuff, but ive been doing that for about 4 months now and yeah my acc is a lot better but i still haven't fced anything near what i need to get ranks.
And the longer that i don't improve the more frustrated i get, it really really REALLY bothers me when im stuck at one point and i literally CANNOT have fun when i'm trying so hard to get better, playing 3 hours every single day, and nearly nothing has happened. I Can read many different types of maps, and i can pass up to 5.9* on some maps, and i even get 90-98% on 4.5-4.9* and some 5*, But for some reason I STILL cannot fc anything that i need to. I'll be doing really good on a map, and suddenly i'll tense up so much that my aim dies and i choke, or i choke out of nowhere even when im doing good by missing a very easy note, It's like my reading, aim, and acc are all improving, but there are still things keeping me from getting an FC, and i can't figure out what they are and what i need to improve.
It bothers me so much i literally get depressed, I just can't help it, especially if i see people who have played half the time, and they are way better than me. A lot of other people are probably aiming for the same, but i am aiming to get rank #1, and i know it takes a lot of effort, and time. I never play the same map more than 3-4 times in a row, i try to play all kinds of different maps even if they are hard to read, so i can learn other styles. I just can't stand trying so damn hard and i see no improvement. Sorry for the long post, it's just been bugging me for so long, and i'm not the type to just quit or give up on the game, so i'm trying to look for advice from people. If someone is willing to add me in-game and help me by watching me play and tell me what i need to improve if you can, or leave a reply here, or private message me if you want. I will be very grateful for any help and i'm very friendly so i wont bite. :3
And the longer that i don't improve the more frustrated i get, it really really REALLY bothers me when im stuck at one point and i literally CANNOT have fun when i'm trying so hard to get better, playing 3 hours every single day, and nearly nothing has happened. I Can read many different types of maps, and i can pass up to 5.9* on some maps, and i even get 90-98% on 4.5-4.9* and some 5*, But for some reason I STILL cannot fc anything that i need to. I'll be doing really good on a map, and suddenly i'll tense up so much that my aim dies and i choke, or i choke out of nowhere even when im doing good by missing a very easy note, It's like my reading, aim, and acc are all improving, but there are still things keeping me from getting an FC, and i can't figure out what they are and what i need to improve.
It bothers me so much i literally get depressed, I just can't help it, especially if i see people who have played half the time, and they are way better than me. A lot of other people are probably aiming for the same, but i am aiming to get rank #1, and i know it takes a lot of effort, and time. I never play the same map more than 3-4 times in a row, i try to play all kinds of different maps even if they are hard to read, so i can learn other styles. I just can't stand trying so damn hard and i see no improvement. Sorry for the long post, it's just been bugging me for so long, and i'm not the type to just quit or give up on the game, so i'm trying to look for advice from people. If someone is willing to add me in-game and help me by watching me play and tell me what i need to improve if you can, or leave a reply here, or private message me if you want. I will be very grateful for any help and i'm very friendly so i wont bite. :3