This beatmap was submitted using in-game submission on 19 มีนาคม 2562 at 17:10:45
Artist: mafumafu
Title: Shuuten
Tags: shuten terminus
BPM: 132
Filesize: 6360kb
Play Time: 03:05
Difficulties Available:
Information: Scores/Beatmap Listing
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if it's better not to know anything
then you don't have to tell me anything.
truth of the lie, sleepwalking,
back side of that innocent child's long sleeves.
on the 12th floor of the building
i stick my foot out as always
darkened, dispirited
even though i don't have any courage to die.
though i'm shaped like a human being
if i have to be compliant to another one.
though i can still dream
if the world doesn't allow me to do so.
should i rather crouch down and hide
until the summer grass withers?
even as i voice these words and laugh
next stop is already at the terminus.
if it's better not to know anything
then you don't have to tell me anything.
delusion, thanatophobia, parasomnias
what's the magic bullet? lethargy or ptsd?
before i knew it, i became familiar with being laughed at than laughing myself
emotion, love, sorrow
because i'm afraid of dropping after gaining,
i choose not to pick them up in the first place.
dear god who devours fear of death to satisfy stomach,
i already know that it's a trick, a con man.
a nostalgic brilliance much darker than any other countless painted layers
and the nearly infinite darkness,
those were the answer, the answer,
losing every single thing,
we fall into a deep slumber.
if it's better not to know anything
then you don't have to tell me anything.
truth of the lie, sleepwalking,
back side of that innocent child's long sleeves.
i'm growing my hair because i don't want to see anything.
i'm removing the color until it melts because i don't want to be tainted.
hating each other,
hitting each other,
envying each other,
lacking each other,
finding each other,
comforting each other,
regretting each other,
understand each other.
these songs, sounds, affirmations, denials, regrets, the brilliance of each four seasons, and the darkness of the void that remains nowhere.
those were the answer, the answer,
the darkness which seems to devour everything is our future.
i'm praying that it's enough now.
we're beyond saving.
we fall into a deep slumber.
Artist: mafumafu
Title: Shuuten
Tags: shuten terminus
BPM: 132
Filesize: 6360kb
Play Time: 03:05
Difficulties Available:
- Suicidal (5.79 stars, 683 notes)
Information: Scores/Beatmap Listing
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if it's better not to know anything
then you don't have to tell me anything.
truth of the lie, sleepwalking,
back side of that innocent child's long sleeves.
on the 12th floor of the building
i stick my foot out as always
darkened, dispirited
even though i don't have any courage to die.
though i'm shaped like a human being
if i have to be compliant to another one.
though i can still dream
if the world doesn't allow me to do so.
should i rather crouch down and hide
until the summer grass withers?
even as i voice these words and laugh
next stop is already at the terminus.
if it's better not to know anything
then you don't have to tell me anything.
delusion, thanatophobia, parasomnias
what's the magic bullet? lethargy or ptsd?
before i knew it, i became familiar with being laughed at than laughing myself
emotion, love, sorrow
because i'm afraid of dropping after gaining,
i choose not to pick them up in the first place.
dear god who devours fear of death to satisfy stomach,
i already know that it's a trick, a con man.
a nostalgic brilliance much darker than any other countless painted layers
and the nearly infinite darkness,
those were the answer, the answer,
losing every single thing,
we fall into a deep slumber.
if it's better not to know anything
then you don't have to tell me anything.
truth of the lie, sleepwalking,
back side of that innocent child's long sleeves.
i'm growing my hair because i don't want to see anything.
i'm removing the color until it melts because i don't want to be tainted.
hating each other,
hitting each other,
envying each other,
lacking each other,
finding each other,
comforting each other,
regretting each other,
understand each other.
these songs, sounds, affirmations, denials, regrets, the brilliance of each four seasons, and the darkness of the void that remains nowhere.
those were the answer, the answer,
the darkness which seems to devour everything is our future.
i'm praying that it's enough now.
we're beyond saving.
we fall into a deep slumber.