A mix of thoughts floating around.
Overall, I'm just a mess.
Not sure why. I just happen to feel rather disoriented by how I've gotten nowhere.
I don't know if I've done anything important or good for anyone. Has my existence been beneficial to anyone?
I'm not sure. I just need to figure out how to do better, how to be better, and to fuck right off of whatever mindset that's holding me back.
Is something holding me back?
Is it myself?
Then, why?
...I don't know.