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Achromalia

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Achromalia April 2, 2019 at 3:24:52 AM UTC

Well, shit.

I don't know what to do.

I'm genuinely clueless.

I can hardly make good art, and I can't seem to come up with cohesive ideas for music.

I almost don't even want to produce, but...

I've got to. It's really all I have right now.

...egh. I hate this.

The thoughts and experiences had are one's creative fodder.
The phantasmic world sought is one's own solace to solder.
'
~ ( https://soundcloud.com/achromatism ) ~

levesterz

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levesterz April 2, 2019 at 3:27:40 AM UTC

U

Achromalia

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Achromalia April 2, 2019 at 3:53:12 AM UTC

A mix of thoughts floating around.

Overall, I'm just a mess.

Not sure why. I just happen to feel rather disoriented by how I've gotten nowhere.

I don't know if I've done anything important or good for anyone. Has my existence been beneficial to anyone?

I'm not sure. I just need to figure out how to do better, how to be better, and to fuck right off of whatever mindset that's holding me back.

Is something holding me back?

Is it myself?

Then, why?

...I don't know.

The thoughts and experiences had are one's creative fodder.
The phantasmic world sought is one's own solace to solder.
'
~ ( https://soundcloud.com/achromatism ) ~

Westonini

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Westonini April 2, 2019 at 4:06:51 AM UTC

I mean you're beneficial to your friends.

Cuz you kno, we like havin you around and stuff.

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abraker April 2, 2019 at 4:31:57 AM UTC

poi

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Achromalia

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Achromalia April 2, 2019 at 4:51:15 AM UTC

Another night of...

something.

The thoughts and experiences had are one's creative fodder.
The phantasmic world sought is one's own solace to solder.
'
~ ( https://soundcloud.com/achromatism ) ~

levesterz

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levesterz April 2, 2019 at 5:08:08 AM UTC

Ng

Tad Fibonacci

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Tad Fibonacci April 2, 2019 at 5:17:36 AM UTC

It's really easy to feel shitty about yourself if you think like that.

Don't force yourself on making music and art if you don't feel like it. Arts that are forced usually won't be great either.

Take a break if you needed to.

Maybe you should try doing something you've never done before.
Could be a good experience.

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abraker April 2, 2019 at 5:32:29 AM UTC

otenomy

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Achromalia

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Achromalia April 2, 2019 at 5:54:42 AM UTC

feeling slightly better.

no progress, but i'm a bit more stable.

The thoughts and experiences had are one's creative fodder.
The phantasmic world sought is one's own solace to solder.
'
~ ( https://soundcloud.com/achromatism ) ~

levesterz

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levesterz April 2, 2019 at 6:12:38 AM UTC

5

ColdTooth

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ColdTooth April 2, 2019 at 6:33:38 AM UTC

points

Hello. (◕‿◕✿)

Westonini

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Westonini April 2, 2019 at 7:00:21 AM UTC

points are nice.

Achromalia

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Achromalia April 2, 2019 at 7:42:06 AM UTC

indeed, they are.

The thoughts and experiences had are one's creative fodder.
The phantasmic world sought is one's own solace to solder.
'
~ ( https://soundcloud.com/achromatism ) ~

pentaqola

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pentaqola April 2, 2019 at 8:15:19 AM UTC

Hi... No need to greet me anymore...

Achromalia

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Achromalia April 2, 2019 at 8:32:49 AM UTC

I wish to greet you nonetheless ;w;

Hi hello and I hope you'll have a nice day. Get through shit, and you'll be good.

The thoughts and experiences had are one's creative fodder.
The phantasmic world sought is one's own solace to solder.
'
~ ( https://soundcloud.com/achromatism ) ~

Westonini

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Westonini April 2, 2019 at 9:14:46 AM UTC

wow

Achromalia

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Achromalia April 2, 2019 at 9:43:31 AM UTC

NYEH!!

...

bored.

SHIT IT'S ALMOST 3 AM WTF

The thoughts and experiences had are one's creative fodder.
The phantasmic world sought is one's own solace to solder.
'
~ ( https://soundcloud.com/achromatism ) ~

vinnicci

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vinnicci April 2, 2019 at 10:13:02 AM UTC

a

^- -- -^(=ↀωↀ=)

Achromalia

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Achromalia April 2, 2019 at 11:47:06 AM UTC

And then I woke up.

The thoughts and experiences had are one's creative fodder.
The phantasmic world sought is one's own solace to solder.
'
~ ( https://soundcloud.com/achromatism ) ~

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