um not today tho.
texted dad last night after not talking for months, and he replied in a way like im a complete stranger no matter how much i tried to talk normally to him (in my usual easy-going-random daily language and such). i think mom and my "2nd parents" (mom's friends) were right; he really is creating his own "new world" by throwing his created-family and his own friends.
aaaaa i know there are people who have went thru such a situation or even much worse than mine, and i shouldn't cry so much. but aaaa couldnt help it because im too easy to cry and it was such a sudden 180' change. plus i've never thought that it would turn that way, soo it's still a big shock for me >~< ' i gotta be sutoroooonngguurrr im sure i can be stronger yayay. tarattattattaaaa (;tldr sorry >.<)