very heated argument. i literally can't breathe. i blame the vicodins.
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Today was supposed to be a day I finally got to be alone, away from the rest of my godawful family and actually not hate my life for once.
Nope.
They decided to come home early, arriving at 5PM (They left at like, 12:30 ~ 1PM), start yelling at me, saying how useless I am for not doing stuff I wasn't told to do, and just the same s*** they always yell at me about.
My brothers also felt it was necessary to purge the house of any food for me (I'm very, very picky. Most food is absolutely awful for me to the point I can't even take a single bite without feeling dreadfully sick) during that time, only to return with trash from McDonalds and taunt me about how I didn't get anything. My parents thought it would be "special treatment" to bring me back food everyone else got to eat as well.
Also, it's my brothers birthday, which means no matter how big of an @$$hole he treats me, he won't get in trouble. At all. He's already called me tons of vulgar names (With the almighty "Half-a-fa*" my mom calls me every time she gets drunk) and has not been told ONCE to stop. The one time I told him to shut up resulted in ME getting yelled at once again by my parents for being "disrespectful to him on his birthday". He has also told me several times to kill myself, again without being disciplined, and it seems like it'd truly be worth it at this point.
Nope.
They decided to come home early, arriving at 5PM (They left at like, 12:30 ~ 1PM), start yelling at me, saying how useless I am for not doing stuff I wasn't told to do, and just the same s*** they always yell at me about.
My brothers also felt it was necessary to purge the house of any food for me (I'm very, very picky. Most food is absolutely awful for me to the point I can't even take a single bite without feeling dreadfully sick) during that time, only to return with trash from McDonalds and taunt me about how I didn't get anything. My parents thought it would be "special treatment" to bring me back food everyone else got to eat as well.
Also, it's my brothers birthday, which means no matter how big of an @$$hole he treats me, he won't get in trouble. At all. He's already called me tons of vulgar names (With the almighty "Half-a-fa*" my mom calls me every time she gets drunk) and has not been told ONCE to stop. The one time I told him to shut up resulted in ME getting yelled at once again by my parents for being "disrespectful to him on his birthday". He has also told me several times to kill myself, again without being disciplined, and it seems like it'd truly be worth it at this point.
aw yes <33Katze wrote:
tears of joy - kitty came back home <3
I'm happy about it <3 I own a cat too and I can't imagine how i'd feel if he escaped one dayKatze wrote:
tears of joy - kitty came back home <3
Feels trip looking at old osu! screens, wondering what the people i used to talk to 1/2 years ago are doing now...
YAYAYAY, very glad to hear that ♥ I hope everything else is going to be fine tooKatze wrote:
tears of joy - kitty came back home <3
It's raining outside and I have to ride my bike to work T.T
Doing a song two times with over 96%Acc to find out for some reason my score won't save. Now I can't get rank 50 
saw a deer get hit by a car on the highway today
Wrote with my ex again .. she kissed another guy, such a b1tch.
Similar situation for me, 2 days ago I was coming home after school and there was a woman crying in the middle of the road with her son on her arms and a car nearby, many people around... You can imagine what happened.. Ugh, made me feel so bad.YayMii wrote:
saw a deer get hit by a car on the highway today
quiz-chan_DELETED
I can't understand why i'm so shy. It eats at me and keeps me from making friends, even online.
Which school are you in? (you can PM me too if you don't want to put it here in public) Judging by your age, you have just started high school, so yeah, I remember my first year too, not pleasant.TehD wrote:
My new school, im so anti-social.
It's not that bad being anti-social in school as long as people don't harass you, my 1st high school year was awesome just because no one seemed to care about me, finally. Middle school years were the worst
Salon ammatikoulu, Datanome student.Static Noise Bird wrote:
Which school are you in? (you can PM me too if you don't want to put it here in public) Judging by your age, you have just started high school, so yeah, I remember my first year too, not pleasant.
Oh, forgot that technical schools exist too~ Anyway, good luck!TehD wrote:
Salon ammatikoulu, Datanome student.Static Noise Bird wrote:
Which school are you in? (you can PM me too if you don't want to put it here in public) Judging by your age, you have just started high school, so yeah, I remember my first year too, not pleasant.
The wind =D
I WANNA STOP BEING EMOTIONAL AND TURN INTO AN ANDROID
You don't.Jordan wrote:
I WANNA STOP BEING EMOTIONAL AND TURN INTO AN ANDROID
facing a bigger possibility of me not being able to continue my study anymore
Being falsely accused of something seriously bad which I haven't done.
This. T_T
Regrets regrets, I want my home. I just don't feel well here anymore and that's making me sick to my stomach
I hope things turn out the way you want, hang on ):sacchann wrote:
facing a bigger possibility of me not being able to continue my study anymore
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Examinations.
the thing that i just found out |'D and also the questions that i got on askfm ajdajdhakjdhkdh -pats pats pats those anons-
My exam today... first time I finished my paper just as the teacher said times up...
Now I have to get ready for the more difficult paper 2....
Now I have to get ready for the more difficult paper 2....
I played some of the maps I played when I first started, and it pushed me onto this massive nostalgia trip (first started with reminiscing about when I was a noob, and eventually thinking way beyond that), remembering some of my old friends that I haven't seen nor hung out with in years, the things we used to do, and how generally life was back then. And realizing that this upcoming year is my final year of high school, and potentially the last time I will see many of my closest friends for a while.
so glad I don't have a facecam though, I exploded with tears during my livestream
so glad I don't have a facecam though, I exploded with tears during my livestream
worrying my friend a lot more than before after knowing that event background. farking people.. meh meh MEEEEEH AKDHJADJKHAKH I WISH I COULD KILL 'EM ALL
Jazz wrote:
being scared of things that might happen again
Oh .. i know that feel ..