So, the past 3 years have followed a certain.. pattern.
I will play for countless hours a day like everyone without gaining a single fc or PP. I understand I spend a lot of time on NF maps, however I always had a group of maps I became close to fcing on a sight read but have failed to FC on retrys ever since. I am also aware that NF is a good way to push yourself (within reason) to increase your skill level.. or so I thought.
So then. For some UNKOWN reason one day everything seems to click. I go insane and will go from rank 10k to as far as rank 7.9k or so (I've done this more then once at this point.. 3 times) in one sitting. Then, low and behold the next day im back to my usual self fcing nothing and praising god I managed to at least get some PP and FCs the day before, knowing full well I could wait 1 or two years for this to happen again.
Today I fc'd about 15 maps. 8 of which I've tried and failed to for over 2 years. I believe one has around 300 plays. I sat until my hand began to cramp, nerves began to sting, fingers throb. Knowing full well that if I get my ass out of that chair at any point, that is it for this 'Burst of PP' if you will.
So. This is my experience, its a mixture of frustration, disbelief, and depression for 364 days of the year and 1 day of elation.
How do you all compare?
Is it worthit? :thinking:
I will play for countless hours a day like everyone without gaining a single fc or PP. I understand I spend a lot of time on NF maps, however I always had a group of maps I became close to fcing on a sight read but have failed to FC on retrys ever since. I am also aware that NF is a good way to push yourself (within reason) to increase your skill level.. or so I thought.
So then. For some UNKOWN reason one day everything seems to click. I go insane and will go from rank 10k to as far as rank 7.9k or so (I've done this more then once at this point.. 3 times) in one sitting. Then, low and behold the next day im back to my usual self fcing nothing and praising god I managed to at least get some PP and FCs the day before, knowing full well I could wait 1 or two years for this to happen again.
Today I fc'd about 15 maps. 8 of which I've tried and failed to for over 2 years. I believe one has around 300 plays. I sat until my hand began to cramp, nerves began to sting, fingers throb. Knowing full well that if I get my ass out of that chair at any point, that is it for this 'Burst of PP' if you will.
So. This is my experience, its a mixture of frustration, disbelief, and depression for 364 days of the year and 1 day of elation.
How do you all compare?
Is it worthit? :thinking: