as you can see my playcount is considered low compared to my performance.
I've been played offline mostly to prevent myself from knowing wether if I'm talented or not and to stop comparing myself to other, also to free myself from my own expectation.
But now I really have no idea how much I've played this game, do I actually play more or less compared to other? I know playcount is not a good parameter to judge skill and improvement but at least it could help a bit rather than totally blind with your playcount.
Also, I've become more vulnerable to panic attack from time to time resulting me to almost totally stop farming pp.
And somehow I've lost faith to play more without knowing my actual playcount, what I do now is just play for fun and play noticeably less because the fun gone faster.
I've been played offline mostly to prevent myself from knowing wether if I'm talented or not and to stop comparing myself to other, also to free myself from my own expectation.
But now I really have no idea how much I've played this game, do I actually play more or less compared to other? I know playcount is not a good parameter to judge skill and improvement but at least it could help a bit rather than totally blind with your playcount.
Also, I've become more vulnerable to panic attack from time to time resulting me to almost totally stop farming pp.
And somehow I've lost faith to play more without knowing my actual playcount, what I do now is just play for fun and play noticeably less because the fun gone faster.