but i suppose this hasn't been the worst year. i've developed pretty poorly though, and have some issues connecting with reality, so i've grown incredibly isolated lately. most of life is spent imagining something in my fictional universe, working on those universe-related projects, and generally just observing humanity from a distance.
productive output is indefensibly pathetic, but i did get to develop some characters and have some potential concepts to explore, so my creative output is salvageable.
probably wouldn't be precise to say i'm doing okay. i have a lot of inertia/motivation-related vices to work myself out of to actually have some kind of life that isn't imaginary or quietly spent online.
Results were not as good as expected but at least I tried, and going to keep working on these goals.
So basically my goals for 2022 are the same as 2021 but harder. Reach N3 in Japanese and B2 in French doesn't seem hard...
Soit qu'il soit, j'ai au moins achevé un niveau intermédiaire de français. Mais il faut que moi, je travaille beaucoup plus mon japonais et mes habilités de dessin; peut-être je pourrai apprendre quelque chose de nouveau l'année prochain.
J'ai vraiment du mal à écrire le français pour t'être honnêt. Ça va aller mieux si j'en practice beaucoup.
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My Japanese and French did improve decently, results of me reading more often (Light Novels + Visual novel lmao what a weeb for Japanese, and translated mangas/literature for French)
However academically wise I am losing faith... what I am studying right now appears to not be what I want to do in life... but sadly what I want to do in life is not very sustainable (i.e. music) and I gave up an opportunity 2 years ago when dropping my music lessons... guess music will never be my career, but I will always love it. Furthermore, people around me don't support it, as they always say "use your brain on something else than music, it is more realiable source of income", and stuff.
"Leave osu and be productive", I said a year ago. That didnt work out.
... wait Eblf our goals are unnervingly similar, I am doing B2 this year too.
multiple. i used to listen to just electronic stuff and rock all my childhood, birdy's "1901" got me into chamber pop (and pop in general) around 2012, tool's "lateralus" got me into metal in 2013, are & kriso's "parempi mieli" got me into rap and hip-hop around 2013, miles davis' "blue in green" got me into jazz also around 2013... the list goes on.