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A belief. Well, I used to believe in a God. Certain circumstances have changed that.
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I had at some point believed I was someone with little to no capacity for emotion due to my apathy. Based off of that conclusion, I had assumed I'd do well at calmly handling life, but as the years have passed, my apathy didn't really hold up as well as I've thought. It's reliable to some degree, but can crack under enough extreme pressure.

Usually when that happens, it'll be a slow-release type of reaction in which emotion, primarily anger, leaks out through my actions, words, thoughts, and feelings. It's a fairly controlled anger of sorts, but I ultimately wind up directing whatever anger that bubbles and surfaces back into my self. I'm pretty quick to blame myself for things and it'll gradually tear me apart as I hold on to whatever scattered logic I can cling to that'll help me find my way out of my messes.

Though it has yet to happen, I think it's possible for it to be much worse. Perhaps, it could be some sort of explosive emotion that I'd have difficulty understanding. I'll be throwing myself into some shitty trains of thought with very little in terms of reasonable logic for that, aside from personal belief and a seething self-hatred.

Self-hatred's played a good part in any sort of anger I experience. It's almost always at myself.

So now I've learned that strong emotions do dwell within me, but are pretty heavily repressed under that stoicism and apathy I hold.

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same question.
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I always believed that I would get better at this game. I don't see myself reaching 10k within this year now. My progress has stagnated due to studies, but on the plus side, my grades are going up. Well, they were quite high already, but it's nice to go even higher.

Would you be able to continue with your life if your parents passed? I remember a similar question being asked before, and I don't wish this on anyone, of course.
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I could continue on with my life if they died. It might be jarring at first, because I’ve always been used to have someone hovering over me. I have been told I’m insensitive and selfish for that particular reason, but death is a natural part of living as well. Even if it’s “sad” at first, it’s no use for me to wallow in the long run. I’d probably try to internalize any emotions and continue on. Any positive feelings directed towards them were nonexistent in the first place, so that’ll help somewhat. Let’s just say some people deserve what they get, and moping about it would get me nowhere.
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Continue with your life? As in being able to continue doing daily functions or just being able to live?

Well if it's the former then I'd probably be alright. I'd probably have to end up moving in with my sister and her fiancee if that were the case, but I should be capable of taking care of myself. Even if my parents would be gone it's not like I'd be completely alone and helpless either, I could ask my other loved ones or even google about how to do things if need be. The only big issues I could see is that I'd need to actually get a job so I can make enough money to get a place of my own, and I'd need to be able to take care of my brother, who requires special needs. That second one would definitely be tough for me since my mother and father are the ones that take care of him while I just assist them if they ever need me to.

If it's the latter then that's a simple question. Yes. Even if I deeply love my parents, killing myself over their deaths is fucking retarded. Not to be overly rude, but killing yourself over something like that is pretty pathetic and honestly infuriating. 1.) How would your parents react to you doing something so stupid? and 2.) Imagine the heart-break that you'd cause the others that care about you. But also in my case I'd be leaving my brother behind, and there's no damn way I'm aboutta do that.

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Perhaps we should move to a lighter topic now.

What trait(s) do you like the most in a person?
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Sadism Honest with yourself

Do you like thinking about the past or the future?
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Tbh, neither.

Thinking of the past makes me want to die of regrets and cringe.

And thinking of the future will make me depressed out of anxiety.

And so, neither.

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Same question.
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...

I'm not sure.

To some extent, neither, yet... both.

Nostalgia hits fairly hard sometimes. Other days I think about the future and the possibilities of how shit could turn out.

I really don't know.

Feeling a bit strange this morning.

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I feel strangely curious of people's thoughts.

What's your perspective on who I am, as in-- what do you think of me?

Be critical and detailed. I'm interested in what flaws people see in me, and whether my shitty perception of myself is worth merit.
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Idk, i hadn't paid attention but cringe + emo mb

Travel by sea, land or air. Why?
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I don't really care, as long as I'm the one taking us there.
What would you want to reincarnate as?
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If I was able to reincarnate withholding my current knowledge, I would want to reincarnate as myself. I would want to do everything over again.

If not, then I'd totally be a penguin, that would be dope.

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Same Question
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there isn't much else that would be nearly as effective at doing anything such as humans.

i'd like to reincarnate as a machine, perhaps. a sort of AI that can live indefinitely under the right conditions. i can suffer until the end of time for as long as my "mind" remains intact. i can assist whatever humans come after, and provide my experience and knowledge to them. they'll learn from previous generations and make life better for themselves.

otherwise, i'd like to return to as i was. a human.

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Achromalia wrote:

I feel strangely curious of people's thoughts.

What's your perspective on who I am, as in-- what do you think of me?

Be critical and detailed. I'm interested in what flaws people see in me, and whether my shitty perception of myself is worth merit.
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has some knowledge in music, always lurk in the forum, sometime emo or being negative (like myself), likes to voice your opinion, kinda serious but not being a jerk

its just an opinion on my perspective when seeing you here active in the forum cause i'm not really know anything about you so yeah thats all

hey same question
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If I'm to apply it to you, then...

it's a bit difficult considering it's been such a long while.

In my time of seeing you around, I thought of you as a fairly docile person with a pretty calm demeanor. I don't recall you doing a whole lot, you'd just post in whatever threads were there. As of now, I'd consider you to be fairly thoughtful, perhaps reserved to some extent, in the sense that you don't seem to really go out of your way to do anything crazy. You also seem to be pretty thoughtful and introspective.

Not much else I can definitively say about ya, but I remember enjoying your presence around here in the past.

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Achromalia wrote:

Achromalia wrote:

I feel strangely curious of people's thoughts.

What's your perspective on who I am, as in-- what do you think of me?

Be critical and detailed. I'm interested in what flaws people see in me, and whether my shitty perception of myself is worth merit.
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Well, I can't say that I know you well since we only met online for about a few months back so I might be completely wrong about you, so don't take it too seriously.

You're logical, yet you're quite idealistic. You like making music and drawing.
You're really stubborn and you really hate losing (well, I used to be like that too. I still am to an extent).
I can't help but feels like you're quite naive too.
You like playing with words.
You don't seem to know how to take care of yourself very well.
I think you'll self improve better than having someone urging you to improve.

That's it for now.

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Same question I guess.
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i don't know that much about you to give an accurate answer. based on what i've seen i'd say you're a fairly normal person. you have your own limits and you seem like a very articulate person and i appreciate that. but can be little bit too much towards extroversion sometimes. that's all i have to say

again it's just based off what i've seen,

same question i suppose
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I've only seen you around once or twice, but that's because I'm a bit late on the FG. You seem like someone who people come to for comforting, and it doesn't have to be "mushy-mushy" either.
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i take it as the same question yes?

well, not seeing you much
but you're polite so i like that

sorry, my choice of word is very limited so there not much thing to say

same
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Ain't seen you a lot earlier, but oh boy do I love when people come in to the forums and contribute a bunch, breathes new life into the posts by having someone new to bounce off. I'm looking forward to seeing what ideas and fun threads you'll bring to our community though.

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Same q
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You're funny and you like ducks

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