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What are some misconceptions people have about you?
What are some misconceptions people have about you?
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Nearly the same answer. I want to create things. I want to bring meaning and expression into the world. I also want to be good at things. I dont know why, I just always have. I suppose it leads to an interesting way of life if nothing else. So, combining those two, art is the obvious answer. It's something I enjoy doing, not just the results of it. It has an unimaginably vast depth of skill expression. And I can create things that are meaningful. It really ticks all the boxes for me. Everything else short of maybe being a singer is just lackluster. Doesnt tick all the boxes that I need to feel happy with what I'm doing.
Specifically responding to Chara; I think you should get some practice with something. It seems like you havent made a choice yet. That's fine, but I'll suggest experimenting with different stuff (when you can) because I think theres a lot of things that you could enjoy. You're missing out if you're not enjoying stuff.
Q: You can go back in time to one point in your life and change a decision that you made. Which decision do you change and what do you do differently?
Specifically responding to Chara; I think you should get some practice with something. It seems like you havent made a choice yet. That's fine, but I'll suggest experimenting with different stuff (when you can) because I think theres a lot of things that you could enjoy. You're missing out if you're not enjoying stuff.
Q: You can go back in time to one point in your life and change a decision that you made. Which decision do you change and what do you do differently?
Edit: Well, I got ninja'd.
Ah, I don't really know. I don't know if people even have misconceptions of me. Maybe my outward appearance versus my inner feelings. They don't match up very well in an odd way. I'm trying to fix that but it's kind of hard.
Q: You can go back in time to one point in your life and change a decision that you made. Which decision do you change and what do you do differently?
I'd go back 8 years and choose to not reveal too much of myself to certain people
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What are some misconceptions people have about you?
Usually that I'm gay or way more extroverted than I actually am.
I suppose I am pretty happy-go-lucky and act like myself, and I'm not too hung up on acting masculine, so in a sense, I get it? My conference persona is also pretty excitable and interested in people and their opinions. But when I'm done, I usually retreat into a hoodie and chill alone for a while.
What's your best advice?
I suppose I am pretty happy-go-lucky and act like myself, and I'm not too hung up on acting masculine, so in a sense, I get it? My conference persona is also pretty excitable and interested in people and their opinions. But when I'm done, I usually retreat into a hoodie and chill alone for a while.
What's your best advice?
Turn to your seniors for advice (basically asking for help when you need it). It's really common advice, but I've heard of a lot of people having problems in school which could all be solved by going to the teachers, their parents, the counselor etc. So for me at least, this is something that's so simple that people don't really consider it.
What was the most painfully boring time you had to sit through, and was it worth the wait?
What was the most painfully boring time you had to sit through, and was it worth the wait?
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I'm not sure.
I think I might be able to refer to my state of inertia a couple years ago, the repetitive cyclical nature of how i lived during the summer, wasting my life away as i listened to music and consumed Youtube and osu! all day. Luckily for me, I had the instant gratification of having found so much new music that I now cherish, but overall, the whole cycle in itself was tiresome and painful to have to acknowledge. it was real boredom in my eyes. it felt like i had been doing nothing with my life.
but it doesn't really fit in this context.
so egh.
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Have you at some point found yourself in a loop of something that only ruins your life? What happened?
I'm not sure.
I think I might be able to refer to my state of inertia a couple years ago, the repetitive cyclical nature of how i lived during the summer, wasting my life away as i listened to music and consumed Youtube and osu! all day. Luckily for me, I had the instant gratification of having found so much new music that I now cherish, but overall, the whole cycle in itself was tiresome and painful to have to acknowledge. it was real boredom in my eyes. it felt like i had been doing nothing with my life.
but it doesn't really fit in this context.
so egh.
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Have you at some point found yourself in a loop of something that only ruins your life? What happened?
a good chunk of my life, honestly.
since i got into middle school, and all the way up to even now, ive just kinda isolated myself in my room and haven’t done too much in the way of productivity.
i’ve been getting better about fixing my isolation, but not much about being a person.
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since i got into middle school, and all the way up to even now, ive just kinda isolated myself in my room and haven’t done too much in the way of productivity.
i’ve been getting better about fixing my isolation, but not much about being a person.
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A few times. I'm not sure which ones to mention in specifics so I'll just talk generalities.
It's always been a mentality thing. I find those loops to be something cyclical which feeds off itself. Because of that, taking the first step is always the hardest and it's also always terrifying in some way. It often involves breaking some kind of preconceptions. Preconceptions are realities, so you have to destroy the things that you know. Because of it, breaking those loops is often something I can never rationalize as being complex. It's always a very simple action. But conversely, always very painful. It's never easy, but it must be done, so I try to just do it and not think about it. The more I think about it the more inertia I build and the more terrifying the thought of the action becomes.
What's your peaceful place? As in the thing, or place, or person that brings you inner balance.
It's always been a mentality thing. I find those loops to be something cyclical which feeds off itself. Because of that, taking the first step is always the hardest and it's also always terrifying in some way. It often involves breaking some kind of preconceptions. Preconceptions are realities, so you have to destroy the things that you know. Because of it, breaking those loops is often something I can never rationalize as being complex. It's always a very simple action. But conversely, always very painful. It's never easy, but it must be done, so I try to just do it and not think about it. The more I think about it the more inertia I build and the more terrifying the thought of the action becomes.
What's your peaceful place? As in the thing, or place, or person that brings you inner balance.
My house whenever I was home alone.
Same question.
Same question.
I feel at rest when I go to this one old abandoned marble quarry. It's like entering another world. There, I can listen to music and gather my thoughts
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My bedroom
Introvert or extravert?
Introvert or extravert?
I'm introverted.
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What was the best cup of coffe/tea you've ever had.
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What was the best cup of coffe/tea you've ever had.
Every cup was the best cause I said, "Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run. You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess. It's a love story, baby just say yes
How to reject someone without hurting them?
How to reject someone without hurting them?
You kind of can't. You can be gentle about it, and you can make it not hurt as much, but the more someone cares, the more it's gonna hurt. There's not too much you can do.
Pick one thing you're passionate about. When did you first discover that passion? What's the story behind it?
Pick one thing you're passionate about. When did you first discover that passion? What's the story behind it?
I am passionate about science, specifically biology and psychology (for mental illness). I've discovered the passion for biology when I was very young, and psychology a few months ago. While I don't remember about biology, I remember that I've had a video about a mental illness recommended to me, and I was very interested, and decided to do more research.
Same question.
Same question.
Anime, I mean it's pretty obvious for the most part based on how I always talk around here LOL
well uhh
I'm especially attached to Date A Live as it was one of my first anime (unless you count stuff like Pokémon as anime), and it got me to delve further into the harem genre. Then I expanded outwards to other genres, and I guess I'm a huge fucking weeb now. It wouldn't be such a huge issue if I wasn't overly intelligent, but now I have to balance between anime and studies.
If you could go back to any point in your past, where would you go and what would you do differently?
well uhh
I'm especially attached to Date A Live as it was one of my first anime (unless you count stuff like Pokémon as anime), and it got me to delve further into the harem genre. Then I expanded outwards to other genres, and I guess I'm a huge fucking weeb now. It wouldn't be such a huge issue if I wasn't overly intelligent, but now I have to balance between anime and studies.
If you could go back to any point in your past, where would you go and what would you do differently?
was already done just recently, but i'll say just about the same thing.
i'd like to return to the moment everything started falling apart, beginning with my parents' relationship with each other. i think there's a fair chance to have prevented all this if i had said something and helped each of them through it. i have a few obstacles, but i think i know what to do if i could.
and i likely wont be able to meet you guys very easily. its all a matter of probability and timing.
what do you imagine life would be like for you this year if you suddenly reverted 5 years with your current knowledge and memories intact?
i'd like to return to the moment everything started falling apart, beginning with my parents' relationship with each other. i think there's a fair chance to have prevented all this if i had said something and helped each of them through it. i have a few obstacles, but i think i know what to do if i could.
and i likely wont be able to meet you guys very easily. its all a matter of probability and timing.
what do you imagine life would be like for you this year if you suddenly reverted 5 years with your current knowledge and memories intact?
I'd get kicked from BNG lmao
How do you know osu?
How do you know osu?
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HDHR. HR, technically, if I have to choose one, but I was an HDHR player. It's a really unique playstyle that suited me. I used to have impeccable timing and good stamina, I was also very good at streams. Had a lot of plays under 70UR. It just suited me well.
Dream vacation spot.
Dream vacation spot.
home.
to be frank, i dont have any places in mind that i actually would put in the effort or even care to go to, even if provided the means.
i really only want to be somewhere where i can be comfortable and feel at home, and be at my best.
anything you know of that you normally wouldn't do that you can imagine doing in the future?
to be frank, i dont have any places in mind that i actually would put in the effort or even care to go to, even if provided the means.
i really only want to be somewhere where i can be comfortable and feel at home, and be at my best.
anything you know of that you normally wouldn't do that you can imagine doing in the future?
Tons of things. Socialising more in real life, getting more into playing instruments (don't currently have the time), being decent at art..
quite possibly being more interactive, becoming a multi talented musician,Maybe grasping a better concept in graphic designing and developing closer relationship with close friends possibly my closest one that we consider ourselves as brother and sister
i'll answer my own question then.
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well, put basically, i'd be able to do things for myself. taking care of the house and whatnot out of necessity. getting to choose which groceries to buy for what meals at what time. i can most effectively plan and budget given the independence to decide what to do for myself provided the resources and the knowledge.
as far as things are now, i merely put up with school and work through the rest of the day with whatever the hell my creative reserves allow.
things suck, but i only imagine it getting worse in coming years. i should be able to bounce back if things don't go too badly, though.
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what thoughts do you have on OT and how things are over there?
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well, put basically, i'd be able to do things for myself. taking care of the house and whatnot out of necessity. getting to choose which groceries to buy for what meals at what time. i can most effectively plan and budget given the independence to decide what to do for myself provided the resources and the knowledge.
as far as things are now, i merely put up with school and work through the rest of the day with whatever the hell my creative reserves allow.
things suck, but i only imagine it getting worse in coming years. i should be able to bounce back if things don't go too badly, though.
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what thoughts do you have on OT and how things are over there?
I dunno. I've never really been a huge fan of OT. Seems like a lot of shitposting (which to be fair so is this) but I find FG's shitposting to be a lot more entertaining so I don't ever really visit OT anymore. I was lurking there when I first came back to FG but now, nah.
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I just come here when I'm bored and nothing's going on in the Discord servers I'm in. I mostly spend my time shitposting in those places as well so it's about the same feeling. For OT, it's not going anywhere, mostly because it's OT and nothing makes any sense or has any relevance. I don't go around either of these as often though nowadays due to studies, but I'll have a month without school in June so I could come back to these places.
What people/places/things/etc remind you of your bad experiences?
EXCUSE ME WHAT THE FUCK
What people/places/things/etc remind you of your bad experiences?
Puzzle wrote:
Had a lot of plays under 70UR.
EXCUSE ME WHAT THE FUCK
KotoriIsMyWaifu wrote:
I just come here when I'm bored and nothing's going on in the Discord servers I'm in. I mostly spend my time shitposting in those places as well so it's about the same feeling. For OT, it's not going anywhere, mostly because it's OT and nothing makes any sense or has any relevance. I don't go around either of these as often though nowadays due to studies, but I'll have a month without school in June so I could come back to these places.
What people/places/things/etc remind you of your bad experiences?Puzzle wrote:
Had a lot of plays under 70UR.
EXCUSE ME WHAT THE FUCK
Yeah. I can post vids if you want with me scrolling over my UR. My top play is, I believe, a 4 minute long map with some streams with 68~ UR. I'm also #2 globally on the map. My lowest ever was 62, but I dont have that one recorded. Three or four of me at around 68 UR though are recorded.
Heights. I have a fear of heights because when I was 6 I almost got thrown off a spinny-ocotopus thing. I was hanging on the bars that are supposed to lock you in place by your waist. I distinctly remember at one point having my head where my butt should have been on the seat, hanging onto the waist bar with my hands with my feet dangling off the edge and being thrown into the air because of the centrifugal force. They had to stop the rid midway and call the fire department to come and save me. I honestly dont know how I managed to hang on for as long as I did. Anyway, heights make me really nervous still.
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Apparently there's an actual reason why I hate swimming that I hadn't been aware of for the longest time.
I was knocked over into a pool when I was 4, and was nearly at the brink of drowning. Or so I heard.
Interesting to know. I never learned to swim until a few years ago, at 13 years old.
Even then, I will almost always decline anything relative to swimming in large bodies of water, especially pools.
Judge me as a person. What would you see as shortcomings or negative aspects in who I am?
I was knocked over into a pool when I was 4, and was nearly at the brink of drowning. Or so I heard.
Interesting to know. I never learned to swim until a few years ago, at 13 years old.
Even then, I will almost always decline anything relative to swimming in large bodies of water, especially pools.
Judge me as a person. What would you see as shortcomings or negative aspects in who I am?
Probably your prolonged durability in debates. It'd be rather hard to argue against something if someone who were arguing against you were like me, so I'd say that could be a benefit or a deficiency.
Right Imma get a random question
How many fingers can you successfully snap?
How many fingers can you successfully snap?
three.
how many skeletons does it take to finish a speech?
how many skeletons does it take to finish a speech?
One, though I can't say they're very humerus speeches.
Cats or dogs except it's frogs or capybaras. Choose.
Cats or dogs except it's frogs or capybaras. Choose.
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One, though I can't say they're very humerus speeches.
Cats or dogs except it's frogs or capybaras. Choose.
Haaaaa
Frogs
You have 10 hours to accomplish a masterwork of human expression and emotion.
What medium do you choose and how do you manage it?
It's kind of cheating, but animation.
In animation, you can do *almost everything*.
Add music, and a good story, fitting frames and amazing perspective and shiiit, you might have just made 2% of the human population cry, scream, and laugh if it's good enough.
An easily effective medium of expression.
That's what I want to ultimately do.
I make music. I make art.
I want to make music with art, and art with music.
I want to make an animation series someday.
Maybe I'll be able to express myself best once I can reach that ultimate goal.
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same question.
In animation, you can do *almost everything*.
Add music, and a good story, fitting frames and amazing perspective and shiiit, you might have just made 2% of the human population cry, scream, and laugh if it's good enough.
An easily effective medium of expression.
That's what I want to ultimately do.
I make music. I make art.
I want to make music with art, and art with music.
I want to make an animation series someday.
Maybe I'll be able to express myself best once I can reach that ultimate goal.
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same question.
I was never good at expressing emotions and such. But if I were to choose one then I'd pick literature.
Words describing things are sometimes even more powerful than pictures and scenery imo, since the audience has to engage in it by imagining the things that are written on paper.
Regarding how I would manage it, then I wouldn't know either. I haven't written anything interesting in my life yet so it would be ridiculous to say that I can manage to write a masterwork of art in 10 hours.
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What is your opinion on wars as a whole? And how did it affected humanity in your opinion.
Words describing things are sometimes even more powerful than pictures and scenery imo, since the audience has to engage in it by imagining the things that are written on paper.
Regarding how I would manage it, then I wouldn't know either. I haven't written anything interesting in my life yet so it would be ridiculous to say that I can manage to write a masterwork of art in 10 hours.
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What is your opinion on wars as a whole? And how did it affected humanity in your opinion.
Wars are terrible. I dislike death as a whole. Even if for a cause.
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